The Engtovo Chronicles

For a long time now Mitch has been pushing his money agenda.  He distanced himself from all things spiritual in an attempt to gain favor in the scientific community.  In this process he shouted insults high and low against all the things he previously talked about and referred only mildly to “ancient texts”.  He did this because he had an emotional need for validation that was so great he was more than willing to sell his soul to get it.  What were once free newsletters about earth change events became an endless barrage of self promotion and aggrandizement.  Various aspects of this have bothered me for quite some time but never enough to bother writing about it.  Every year once or twice he does a big promotion to get people to give money to keep the newsletter “free” because otherwise he just couldn’t afford to do it.  Well hmmmmmm he got people to give 2000 or more dollars so he could promote himself in a newsletter that no longer contains any relevant news WTF!  I thought to myself this guy is a real fricken piece of work, but whatever. 

Then earlier this year he started begging for money to send his wife and baby to Europe for a few weeks so his baby could meet her grandmother.  I was really disgusted by this.  As if it is the responsibility of his site members, or newsletter readers to pay for a family vacation, but like the sheep that he insults regularly for mindlessly following others who are on his hit list, they did.  I was fired enough to want to write up something about it at the time, but I have been dealing with subacute thyroiditis since February and did not have the energy to follow through with that.  (that is also why there have not been other postings on the blog) 

Now though this guy and his damn greed have just gone too far!

I open up my email box this morning and there is a newsletter saying it is an URGENT message from the Mayans.  Well like all his newsletters the last couple years I figured it would be all hype and no content and that was correct, but it went further.  He states he is writing up important info that he will put out on Monday but wanted to let us know today so that he could tell us he was not trying to whip up fear.  The real reason he wanted us to know today that this article is coming Monday is simple MEMBERSHIPS IN HIS SITE  I.E. CASH!

He tells us that the Mayans asked him to give out this important information for free but that it may put him out of business if he did therefore he will offer us a 1/2 price membership.

So in other words either A.  There is no urgent message and he is trying to con people into becoming members or B. he told the Mayan elders NO essentially he will not respect their request to get this urgent message out free.  Thus not just selling spiritual knowledge (or in Battros speak ancient text)  but selling knowledge that is not his and that he was given freely and asked to give free.

I AM DISGUSTED BEYOND WORDS!  Who the hell do you think you are Mitch Battros?  If there is a real message to be given and you think you have the right to charge for it when the elders you proclaim to have the greatest respect for asked you to give it out for free  WTF.  That is the ultimate proof that you are the scum that you have appeared to be the last couple years.  “Ancient texts” or other oral knowledge of the Mayans are not yours to sell!  Seriously you think oh no I can’t do what is right because it may affect my business of making money off of people’s desire to know about earth changes.  Well guess what it must be time for you to find another way to support your family.  The Mayans are not responsible for your bills, nor are your readers responsible to provide your wife with a trip to see her mother.  Get some fucking self respect and do what is right!  You are clearly living the catholic model you grew up with, “maybe I’ll share something someone else told me for free if you just tithe your 10% so I can live the life I want”. 

You are a shill and why any self respecting Mayan was talking to you before this is a mystery to me but if Carlos keeps talking to you after you tried to profit off the knowledge he is sharing from the other elders then we will know all we need to know about him as well!

The idea that this newsletter is something that costs you money that you need thousands every year to keep it free is pure bullshit.  You spend a few minutes each time you want to promote yourself writing us a little bit of pure crap or drama and then fill space for you promotions of books.  I think that is the only reason the newsletter exists, because if you didn’t write up some crap to send out a couple times a month the “newsletter” would be what it is, promotional SPAM.  Providing a website does not cost that much I have discussed this before I have been providing this website for FREE since 1998!  My family lives paycheck to paycheck and we don’t have extras and especially trips to Europe for weeks at a time, but we have always felt the website was a priority and it doesn’t cost that much.  I don’t do readings, I don’t sell healing work.  You spend a lot of time going on and on about the spiritual charlatans in the world well look in the damn mirror.

So let me just say this if the Mayans actually have an Urgent message they need posted to the web for free they should let me know I would make them a fricken subdomain if  they are the real elders giving out their real information and there would be no worry of loss of profit for me since I have never used my spirituality or this site to make a profit off sharing important information that humanity truly needs.  I would do all the html etc if needed as well.  It’s called being of service to humanity during these times of earth changes something you claim was your mission statement when you started earth changes TV (that became earth changes media).  You are a dis-service to humanity.  Your ego has always been huge and an obvious issue but now that coupled with your greed is out of control,  You should be ashamed of yourself!

btw it is very rare for me to swear like this in a blog post but I am still not recovered from thyroiditis and this is just raw emotion uncensored and with no politically correct crap, take it or leave it cause I don’t have the energy to care about some people’s response to the language or how they think a spiritual person should talk or “present themselves”.  That is all just delusion anyway.

The newsletter content

Urgent Message From Mayan Elders

by Mitch Battros - Earth Changes Media

 I have been in contact with Mayan elder Carlos Barrios of the ‘Clan de Aguila’ (the Eagle clan). He has recently met with other tribal elders in congregation to consult what has been written in the Mayan Sacred Books of ‘Chilam Balam’. At this time all I can say is "tomorrow is here today".

I am writing this article late into Friday night and into Saturday morning. Many people are out of town or on vacation, or doing their best to enjoy this often tense summertime. So allow me to give you a tap on the door via this article for what will come in your mailbox Monday morning.

 

As I have always created a form of ‘preamble’ to help us all keep our focus.

What I will be disclosing on Monday will be unsettling to many. Some may act in an unnecessarily frantic demeanor, but it is in no way designed to give some form of reckless shout of Fire-Fire-Fire, or Red Alert-Red Alert- Red Alert as we have seen some undisciplined and often charlatan-players perform. —

No. What will be disseminated is the probability of unfolding events based on the ’science of cycles’, and on ancient text which has been passed down for centuries of generations. It is of the utmost importance for each individual to use your gift of ‘discernment’; And for some of you old-timers out there - to use your learned skill of ‘critical thinking’.

I have been requested to make this urgently important message available to everyone at no cost. The problem is — if this was done, then it might be the last ability for Earth Changes Media to stay alive bringing you the utmost important information of the world, and which you need to know now.

So what I will do is make available this one time to split the cost with you. I will make available a 50% discount on our membership. Our rate is $49.95 For this one time, if you sign up now it will be $25.00. Sign Up Here: https://www.earthchangesmedia.com/amember/signup.php

 

***Mayan Message Release Date Will Be Monday August 3rd.

Now for some background on The Mayan Sacred Books of ‘Chilam Balam’

My recent guests Mayan Elders Carlos Barrios and Don Delgado, has turned out to be a most important surprise. Although Carlos did tell me he brought with him for our interview a highly regarded Mayan elder to tell us of coming events based on Mayan prophecy; I had no idea of the caliber and respected standing Don Delgado has with the Maya people. He is one of the very few who is the translator of the Mayan Sacred Books of ‘Chilam Balam’ (Mayan Prophecy).

What this means to you and me, is a direct connection to previously coveted knowledge of the "ancient ones" who have passed down their wisdom through petroglyphs, hieroglyphs, symbols and writings. Very few people are able to translate this Maya sacred language and decipher its meaning and how it applies for us today.

 

Folks, I would suggest to you we are truly gifted to be able to receive such knowledge from our ancient elders. It was just a few short years ago; we were not allowed to have such access to highly coveted information. It was believed we were not worthy of such knowledge and would most likely "mis-use" it for selfish needs. Furthermore, much of the so-called civilized world would belittle such wisdom only to ridicule. But probably most of all, it would pose a threat to modern religions, mostly Christians, and would have been declared blasphemous.

So there must be a reason why the wisdom and knowledge of our ancient ancestors are coming forward at this time. I suggest the reason is simple. It is because —- The Time is Now. We are living in the time of prophecy. We will witness its unfolding. We have the opportunity to embrace the changes, facilitate its amplification, to be part of its maturation bringing us into a new world. We have a choice: To fear and become powerless, or to embrace and become an interactive element participating in this transition.

THE BOOK OF ‘CHILAM BALAM’ OF CHUMAYEL

The Books of Chilam Balam form the most important part of this native Maya literature. Written in the Maya language, they reflect more closely the thought of the Maya than any other records that have come down to us. Not only do they contain a wealth of historical and ethnological information invaluable to the student of the pre-Columbian career of the Maya, but they also furnish a record of the reactions of the native mind to the European culture and of the manner in which the latter was adapted to suit its new environment. It is hardly necessary to dwell upon the value of these old texts to the linguistic student.

 

The translation of the Book of Chilam Balam of Chumayel depends primarily upon the reading given to the badly punctuated and often misspelled Maya text, and such a reading is based upon an extensive comparison with other similar texts. The difficulties of translation are not to be underestimated, but they can be greatly lessened by such a comparison.

The Books of Chilam Balam are the sacred books of the Maya of Yucatan and were named after their last and greatest prophet. Chilam, or chilan, was his title which means that he was the mouth-piece or interpreter of the gods. Balam means jaguar, but it is also a common family name in Yucatan, so the title of the present work could well be translated as the Book of the Prophet Balam.

During a large part of the colonial period, and even down into the Nineteenth Century, many of the towns and villages of northern Yucatan possessed Books of Chilam Balam, and this designation was supplemented by the name of the town to which the book belonged. Thus the Book of Chilam Balam of Chumayel is named for a village in the District of Tekax, a short distance northwest of the well-known town of Teabo.

This Prophet Balam lived during the last decades of the Fifteenth Century and probably the first of the Sixteenth Century 1 and foretold the coming of strangers from the east who would establish a new religion. The prompt fulfillment of this prediction so enhanced his reputation as a seer that in later times he was considered the authority for many other prophecies which had been uttered long before his time.

Related to this CNN fear mongering they kept saying over and over the FDIC is fine and not to worry even though I have read several things that bring up legitimate questions about that.  On August 27th after the Indy Mac failure  MsNBC had a story

Mortgage mess puts more banks at risk - Deposit insurance fund, depleted by failures, looks to rebuild capital
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/26424106/

Here is a quote from that story about FDIC

 

Those failures have depleted the insurance fund, which now stands at $45 billion — less than the FDIC is supposed to have on hand, according to Daniel Alpert, an investment banker at Westwood Capital.

 

“You’re talking about roughly $45 billion of reserves insuring $4.5 trillion of deposits,” he said. “And you’re in an environment right now where non-current loans, delinquent loans are increasing at a faster pace than banks putting aside reserves. That’s not a good thing.”

 

To replenish the insurance fund, the FDIC said it plans to raise the premiums it charges banks — and may charge the highest premiums to the banks with the riskiest deposits. While that will put the fund on a sounder footing, it could make life more difficult for bankers trying to shore up their own assets, according to Peter Sorrentino, a portfolio manager at Huntington Asset Advisors.

 

“You’ve got a risk of siphoning off capital when it’s needed,” he said.

 

Bair also told the Wall Street Journal the FDIC couldn’t rule out the possibility that it may have ask the Treasury for capital to tide it over through the coming round of bank failures. The money would be used to pay depositors insurance claims, and then paid back after the assets of the failed bank are sold.

They also Had a story with this title:

FDIC may borrow money from Treasury
report: Money needed to see agency through an expected wave of bank failures

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/26420600/   the page has expired though, so there is no story how convenient

The fear mongering about the stock market is annoying the hell out of me today.  Do we have a crisis?  Sure we do.  Is is leading to worse things?  absolutely, spirit has talked about this since 1989.  However, lets keep it in context as it happens.  CNN is going on and on about this being the largest point drop on the DOW ever and that is true.  However, it is just under a 7% drop unlike black Monday in 1987 which saw a 508 point drop that was 22.6%.

Monday, October 19, 1987, when stock markets around the world crashed, shedding a huge value in a very short period. The crash began in Hong Kong, spread west through international time zones to Europe, hitting the United States after other markets had already declined by a significant margin. The Dow Jones Industrial Average (DJIA) dropped by 508 points to 1739 (22.6%).

I am at least encouraged that the American people are seeing through this bailout plan as the scam that it is.  Letting these failures go without a bailout will cause an adjustment in the markets, that is inevitable.  The economy is crashing either way though over the next few years and the bailout plan will only serve The Powers That Be, and irresponsible investors, not John and Jane Doe who are trying to put gas in their car and feed themselves.

The media likes to talk about the banks foreign and domestic that bought these bad loans but what they don’t talk about are the .com type companies who also bought in big.  These companies have very little in the way of tangible assets.  This makes them vulnerable in a crash because their net worth to physical asset ratio is too extreme.  They knew full well that these loans would fail and that the real estate market would take a hit and they would lose a certain percentage of their investment.  However, they also knew the markets were destined for a crash no matter what because the dark forces plan is to destroy America to bring forth global government.  These companies are counting on the foreclosures so they become the owners of the best long term tangible investment there is REAL ESTATE.  They want this bailout!  It does things like assure them that bankruptcy judges cannot renegotiate loans so people can keep their houses.  These companies want the houses to shore up their tangible assets so that they have enough to survive the bigger part of the market crash.

This also serves all those foreign banks they want to bail out, after all what is better to destroy American sovereignty than for foreign countries to own massive amounts of real estate of our country.  A lot of it has been bought outright over the last 20 years especially.  They purposely created this bad credit, gave loans to people they knew would not be able to pay.  Artificially inflated the real estate market and then allowed things to go into free fall, counting on the government to enact laws that would protect them and not us and give them all the real assets to replace their paper assets. 

It’s disgusting, but it’s also what many of us have always known was coming.  We are in it fully now and there will be no stopping the downfall of America and the western world as a whole, but the good news is there is another plan by spirit to step in and effect things in ways The Powers That Be cannot fathom.  Things will be rough for many right up to the earth changes.  Everyone who chose to be living at this time knew that before they were born and those of us in harmony with Creation will see our way through this.  We have to remember that we have already won, and this is just a play that will play out over a few years then it will all be done.  Don’t give into this fear mongering!

Oh and this just in, as a good example of how they are doing this on purpose Wachovia just got bought out by Citibank.  Wachovia is on the top 10 list of banks most likely to fail.  The problem?  So is Citibank!  When you are already in trouble can you afford to bailout someone else?  I think we know what will happen if a weak swimmer tries to save a drowning person!  Yep, that’s right, they both drown.  Sounds like Citibank wants to go down to me.  Washington Mutual was also on the list.

The other 7 banks on the troubled list with their grades are:

HSBC Bk USA (D+)

Sun Trust (C-)

National City (D)

Sovereign Bk (D+)

Huntington NB (D+)

E* Trade Bank (D+)

First Tennessee Bk (D+)

Citibank had a (C-)  Wachovia a (C+) and Washington Mutual a (D+)

So Wachovia was perceived to actually be in better shape then Citibank.  Amazing!  These banks were listed in order of their total assets with Citibank on top then Wachovia and Washington Mutual and the rest of the list as typed after them.  Is it a coincidence that two of the "failed" banks on this list are in the top three for highest assets, and that the one who bailed out the 2nd highest asset bank is the one with the most assets of the group.  Gee when Citibank fails in the not too distant future I wonder who runs away with all those lovely assets?  Citibank has 1,292 billion and they just grabbed Wachovia’s 665 billion. 

Sometimes Boston Legal really makes their point well and in the season ender when Allan is told he is representing traitors he responds that the country was started by traitors!  I Love it!

Denny’s defense of America was just as telling as Allen’s arguments about how far from the ideals of the Declaration of Independence this country has traveled.  He freely admits to all the horrendous things America is doing and defends them by giving examples of how we have ALWAYS done these things.

In reality we started screwing up immediately after the Declaration when we approved a constitution that allowed slavery, didn’t acknowledge women, and used phases like “all men are created equal” knowing full well that it was not referring to black, red or yellow men and did not include women at all.  They had no idea that in the future, generations of Americans would be born that actually believed that referred them, them even if they were not white men!  After all that power belonged solely to white men was a given at their time!  These generation for the most part have no idea our great country was not only started by traitors to the British Crown but on lands acquired through Genocide of the 500 Nations already here.  History gets presented in a favorable way for those who even learn any history at all.

Allan made great closing arguments with only one mistake, calling us a democracy, with all the historical references in the show the writers should have known not to use that term since we were never a democracy, by its original definition, but a Representative Republic.  Now the definitions have all conveniently been changed to make a democracy and Representative Republic and a few other forms of government “democracies”  So that we can spread democracy around the world by force if necessary!

Here are some old definitions from 1928

These succinct definitions of what is Democracy and what is a Republic was produced by the US Army in 1928,  These definitions have been quietly withdrawn since, soon after.

Democracy:

 

A government of the masses.

Authority derived through mass meeting or any other form of “direct” expression.

Results in mobocracy. 

Attitude toward property is comunistic-negating property rights.

Attitude toward law is that the will of the majority shall regulate. whether it be based upon deliberation or governed by passion, prejudice, and impulse, without restraint or regard to consequences.

Results in demagogism license, agitation, discontent, anarchy. 

Democracy is the “direct” rule of the people and has been repeatedly tried without success.

A certain Professor Alexander Fraser Tytler, nearly two centuries ago, had this to say about Democracy: ” A Democracy cannot exist as a permanent form of Government. It can only exist until the voters discover they can vote themselves largess out of public treasury.  From that moment on the  majority always votes for the candidate promising the most benefits from the public treasury with the result that Democracy always collapses over a loose fiscal policy, always to be followed by a Dictatorship.”

A democracy is majority rule and is destructive of liberty because there is no law to prevent the majority from trampling on individual rights. Whatever the majority says goes! A lynch mob is an example of pure democracy in action. There is only one dissenting vote, and that is cast by the person at the end of the rope.

Republic:

Authority is derived through the election by the people of public officials best fitted to represent them.

Attitude toward property is respect for laws and individual rights, and a sensible economic procedure.

Attitude toward law is the administration of justice in accord with fixed principles and established evidence, with a strict regard to consequences.

A greater number of citizens and extent of territory may be brought within its compass.

Avoids the dangerous extreme of either tyranny or mobocracy. Results in statesmanship, liberty, reason, justice, contentment, and progress.

Is the “standard form” of government throughout the world.

A republic is a form of government under a constitution which provides for the election of:

1. an executive and
2. a legislative body, who working together in a representative capacity, have all the power of appointment, all power of legislation all power to raise revenue and appropriate expenditures, and are required to create
3. a judiciary to pass upon the justice and legality of their governmental acts and to recognize
4. certain inherent individual rights.

Take away any one or more of those four elements and you are drifting into autocracy. Add one or more to those four elements and you are drifting into democracy.

Our Constitutional fathers, familiar with the strength and weakness of both autocracy and democracy, with fixed principles definitely in mind, defined a representative republican form of government. They “made a very marked distinction between a republic and a democracy and said repeatedly and emphatically that they had founded a republic.”

A republic is a government of law under a Constitution. The Constitution holds the government in check and prevents the majority (acting through their government) from violating the rights of the individual. Under this system of government a lynch mob is illegal. The suspected criminal cannot be denied his right to a fair trial even if a majority of the citizenry demands otherwise.

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Difference between Democracy and Republic, in brief:

Democracy:
a: government by the people; especially : rule of the majority.

b: a government in which the supreme power is vested in the people and exercised by them directly or indirectly through a system of representation usually involving periodically held free elections.

Attitude toward law is that the will of the majority shall regulate, whether it be based upon deliberation or governed by passion, prejudice, and impulse, without restraint or regard to consequences

Republic
a: a government having a chief of state who is not a monarch and who in modern times is usually a president  : a political unit (as a nation) having such a form of government.

b: a government in which supreme power resides in a body of citizens entitled to vote and is exercised by elected officers and representatives responsible to them and governing according to law.

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Democracy and Republic are often taken as one of the same thing, but there is a fundamental difference.  Whilst in both cases the government is elected by the people, in Democracy the majority rules according to their whims, whilst in the Republic the Government rule according to law.  This law is framed in the Constitution to limit the power of Government and ensuring some rights and protection to Minorities and individuals.

The difference between Republic and Righteous Republic is that in the Republic the Government rules according to the law set up by men, in the Righteous Republic the law is the Law of God.  Only in the Righteous Republic it can truly be said “One nation under God” for it is governed under commandments of the only One True God and there is no pluralism of religions.

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Autocracy declares the divine right of kings; its authority can not be questioned; its powers are arbitrarily or unjustly administered.

Truth be know we are no longer a Democracy or a Representative Republic but in fact a Fas
cist State! 

In “Fascism Anyone?” Laurence Britt, identifies 14 characteristics
common in fascist regimes. His comparisons of Hitler, Mussolini,
Suharto, Pinochet, and Franco yielded these 14 common traits.

They are listed below

1) Powerful and continuing nationalism
Fascist regimes tend to make use of patriotic
mottos, slogans, symbols, songs, and other
paraphernalia. Flags are seen everywhere as
are patriotic symbols on clothing, public displays,
and cars.

2) Disdain for the recognition of human
rights
Because of the fear of enemies and the need
for security, the people in fascist regimes are
persuaded that human rights and civil liberties
can be ignored in certain cases because of
“need”. The people tend to look the other
way or even approve of torture, summary
executions, long incarcerations of prisoners
without trial, etc.

3) Identification of enemies/scapegoats
as a unifying cause
The people are rallied into a unifying patriotic
frenzy over the need to eliminate a perceived
a common threat or foe: ethnic or religious
minorities, liberals, communists, terrorists,
etc.

4) Supremacy of the military
Even when there are widespread domestic problems,
the military is given a disproportionate
amount of government funding, and the domestic
agenda is neglected.

5) Rampant sexism
The governments of fascist nations tend to be almost
exclusively male-dominated. Under fascist
regimes, traditional gender roles are made more
rigid. Opposition to abortion is high as is homophobia,
and anti-gay legislation as national policy.

6) Controlled mass media
Sometimes the media is directly controlled by the
government, but in other cases, the media is indirectly
controlled by government regulation, or
sympathetic media spokespeople and executives.
Censorship, especially in war time, is common.

7) Obsession with national security
Fear is used as a motivational tool over the
masses.

Religion and government are intertwined
Governments in fascist regimes tend to use the
most common religion in the nation as a tool to
manipulate public opinion. Religious rhetoric and
terminology is common from government leaders,
even when the major tenets of the religion are diametrically
opposed to the government’s policies
and actions.

9) Corporate power is protected
The industrial and business aristocracy of a fascist
nation often are the ones who put the government
leaders into power, creating a mutually beneficial
business/government relationship for the power
elite.

10) Labor power is suppressed
Because the organizing power of labor is the
only real threat to a fascist government. Labor
unions are either eliminated entirely or
are severely suppressed

11) Disdain for intellectuals and the arts
Fascist regimes tend to promote and tolerate
hostility to higher education and academia. It
is not uncommon for professors and other
academics to be censored or even arrested.
Free expression in the arts is openly attacked,
and governments often refuse to fund the
arts.

12) Obsession with crime and punishment
Under fascist regimes, the police are given
almost limitless power to enforce laws. The
people are often willing to overlook police
abuses and even forego civil liberties in the
name of patriotism. There is often a national
police force with virtually unlimited power in
fascist nations.

13) Rampant cronyism and corruption
Fascist regimes almost always are governed
by groups of friends and associates who appoint
each other to government positions
and use governmental power and authority to
protect their friends from accountability. It is
not uncommon in fascist regimes for national
resources and even treasures, to be appropriated
or even outright stolen by government
leaders.

14) Fraudulent elections
Sometimes elections in fascist regimes are a
complete sham. Other times elections are
manipulated by smear campaigns or even assassination
of opposition candidates, use of
legislation to control voting numbers or political
district boundaries, and the manipulation
of the media. Fascist nations also tend to
use their judiciaries to manipulate or control
elections.

Kangaroo courts in Colorado where a lawyer  recommends as a strategy that a woman lie about her newborn baby’s father and his family in order to get protection orders placed against them so that she can control the baby. Never mind that she was never in danger nor was her child, that all the baby?s father wanted was minimal visitation. Never mind that there are people in Colorado in actual need of a protection order. Never mind the consequences to the child or the father?s family. The Colorado court that should see through this ruse instead hands out the protection orders willingly. No crimes were committed no one was even accused of a crime. No one had a record or had EVER committed a crime. The father?s family are well known to be pacifists, but the manipulative little bitch, who is developmentally delayed, and obviously mentally ill as well, with a long history of suicide attempts, has full control of the baby with the father getting supervised visitation four hours each Sunday. Who supervises the visitation? Well mommy dearest would not consider anyone other than her mother, who she lives with. Did anyone bother to check that this is the same woman who raised a son who is in prison for 51 years for kidnapping and raping two teen girls. Not exactly a stellar example or someone who should be considered worthy of supervising anyone.

This same woman is known to have drank heavily through the youth of her children and there is no evidence she does not drink now, no doubt she is the very reason her daughter is developmentally delayed. She was living with this mother when she lied and claimed to be pregnant two months before she actually was and continued this lie throughout her pregnancy despite multiple ultrasounds that disapproved her claims over and over. (In other words she is a proven liar) She had no job and got pregnant purposefully knowing that Medicaid would have to pay all her expenses. I see no reason to believe this girl would ever be capable of living alone even without a child. Yet the court feels it is in the child?s best interest to be with her mother and the grandmother with no time with the father outside this home and no ability to see his family under any circumstances. His family are all law abiding citizens, have never been in trouble with the law, no family member has ever been to jail for any reason. This family strived to get her proper medical care when she neglected herself during her pregnancy and her mother did nothing. The actions of the father?s family saved the life of this child with an emergency c-section done due to their research, that her doctors did not pursue do to their belief the girl was just crazy. (which she is, but she was also quite ill) A small synapses of the situation obviously, but enough to be disgusted.

In Colorado a permanent protection order can be issued against someone with nothing more than the person?s claims, no proof is required and any old lie will do. Once issued four years must pass before the person who is restrained can go to court and ask for the order to be removed. They will, however, have to come to court fully prepared with fingerprints checked out by the Colorado Bureau of Investigation and the FBI, a three month process. Since when do we in America have to prove our innocence, instead of an accuser proving our guilt? Since when do people need to be ?protected? from people that they can accuse of nothing? Since when should anyone with no record whatsoever of violence be assumed guilty and have protection orders issued against them, based on the word of someone who could say anything, has no witnesses to any event that would lead them to believe they are in danger? What is wrong with this picture? How can law enforcement take any Colorado protection order seriously when there is no burden of proof to get one? Why should they believe anyone with a protection order is in danger ever? Do other states in this county consider protection orders issued in Colorado a joke? Or has this become the norm across all the 50 states? What?s next we all need to have the FBI check us out in advance so we can take a little card to court if anything happens proving that we have a clean record, that we have no criminal history? This is disturbing beyond words to me, it is clearly unconstitutional, but then those of us paying attention already know that the constitution has been stripped of all its power already. This is just another indication of how our justice system is completely corrupt and broken just like the executive and legislative branches. It could just be that it?s only a matter of time before the governments local, state and federal will just issue a protection order against all citizens with the protected parties being themselves. Clearly they see us all as criminals but considering they are all criminals I guess it only makes sense to them to think we are the same as they are.

Engtovo Bhodsvatan

It’s May and I wrote this way back at the end of January and then forgot to post it so I am going to date it to the time of writing instead of the time of posting.

The lingering death of the United States Constitution is close to coming to an end. As the constitution has been slowly chipped away for years, the majority of Americans were oblivious, now the power grab has been secured with the addition of Alito to the Supreme Court. This is a very dark day for America and for the world. With Alito the deciding vote on a Supreme Court that is split in its views, the freedoms that the American people have bragged about, lived and died for are all but dead.

The Constitution has in fact been on its death bed for at least 30 years, but we still had the illusion of the rights that is gave us while we watched them be taken away one by one. Slowly and subtly they passed by while we toiled in economic slavery with fluoride brain mush making us unable to perceive what was happening. Then came 9-11 and the nation actually asked for our rights to be taken away. “Oh big brother please protect us” Well we then deserve what we are the process of getting, a complete fascist state.

All of the fascist laws that Bush has called for have been granted, when Congress has refused, Bush has simply added a signing statement to the bill passed to make the law apply to him only as he wants. In fact he has used 500 of these signing statements since he has been in office and the whole idea of signing statements was the brainchild of Samuel Alito. President Bush has never vetoed a bill! Now that Bush has the Supreme Court stacked there is nothing to stop him from seizing full dictatorial control of this country and essentially eliminating Congress with full support of the nation’s Supreme Court. The balance of powers that the Constitution demands is now officially gone! The balance was unofficially gone with the Supreme Court decision after the 2000 elections and the complete lack of accountability for the election fraud in 2004. Two elections were illegally handed to the man who believes it is his mission from God to be our fascist dictator. Now all illusion of propriety is no longer necessary as the five votes needed to turn any Supreme Court decision his way are in his pocket. So long Constitution R.I. P.

The Congress who swore to uphold the Constitution have just handed it over to be placed in a paper shedder and they either don’t care, are complicit or are ignorant, none of which are viable excuses. I have known for quite some time that both parties are the same, now, however, they are not even pretending to have different agendas. They share one agenda to destroy the republic of the United States.

Now those of you who have read my other writings know that I am not a big believer in countries in general and feel that the evolution of humanity leads to living on the planet with no need of government at all. We, however, have not evolved to that point and the destruction of a republic that claims freedom and human rights for its people to be replaced with fascism is not an acceptable alternative. We have for years jumped on the backs of other countries who were not offering their citizens the human rights we felt we could take for granted. Now here we sit with our own rights tattered on the verge on nonexistence, a country now known around the world for torture, abuse of our own citizens and the innocent citizens of other sovereign nations. A country pressed to preemptive war against a nonexistent enemy that was manufactured for the purpose of the destruction process.

Are we in fact karmicly regressing to that from which we came? The United States was formed on all kinds of lies and falsehoods even though there were many with good intentions among the founders. The original constitution had no Bill of Rights, the founders did not agree that we had specific rights. The Bill of Rights we defend were after thoughts, Amendments of those of conscience. The original constitution acknowledged human slavery as acceptable and allowed slaves to be counted as only 4/5 of a human for census purposes. Not exactly a stellar moment in human rights. The framers of the Constitution also had no problem with founding a country on the land where 500 nations already existed and simply exterminating the majority of these 500 nations and imprisoning the rest on reservations until those left could be assimilated.

As the years passed the diverse group of people who immigrated formed a group consciousness that believed in freedom and human rights and ignorantly believed that they had achieved that goal, and should share the good news of democracy to all. Unfortunately they were duped and like the Spanish missionaries who forced people by violence into Christianity we found ourselves over the years trying to violently force other countries into democracy, despite the fact we were never a democracy but indeed a republic. Lie after lie, war after war, in the name of democracy the American people were scammed into believing we’re making the world a better place. What we have been doing is what the United States has always done; stealing property and vital resources from anyone we could take it from by force. It’s the way it has been in Europe for millenniums and we came to this continent and continued with this pattern only with a greater sense of arrogance and purpose. Now we are about to be put back under the fascist rule of King George, only this King George may be even worse than the original one we fought the revolutionary war to escape.

Perhaps the republic of the United States was doomed from its start, but we the people with or without the republic or its Constitution are still, and always will be, the true power. The question is whether or not we will see our power and use it and demand that any government we live under be OUR government and afford all the human rights we pride ourselves in. We can declare our independence as individuals and as nation states and refuse fascism. We may be nearing a time when the states we live in will have no choice but to face the question of whether or not to secede from the union in order to stand by the intent of the Bill or Rights and their own state Constitutions. As important as it may be to know what is happening in federal level politics, it is equally or more important to know what is happening at your own state level. Will your state government succumb to the fascist state of King George, or will your state refuse if necessary and leave the union for the rights of WE THE PEOPLE.

Are we tired of hearing about the bird flu yet? The constant fear mongering never ceases. Words like epidemic & pandemic thrown around by those who the average Joe thinks know something he does not. Let’s face the facts here, bird flu is a disease of ummm… birds, that has infected a small amount of people. Yep that’s right a small amount, about 200 known cases of which approximately 60 people died out of 6 ½ billion people on planet earth. This is hardly worth noticing based on the numbers alone. For the most part these people either worked in or lived near a facility that raises poultry. A few may have been exposed to groups of wild birds infected, but most reports state that all contracted the disease from birds, with one or two rouge reports claiming one or two human to human transmissions with no evidence to back up their statements. Remember SARS the last big pandemic fear? Nothing came of SARS and it is just as likely nothing with come of this strain of the avian flu.

We have a whole lot of hype and no information whatsoever. The big pandemic we are supposed to prepare ourselves for is the one that is created when the bird flu mutates and is then capable of human to human transmission. This mutation is presented as immanent and absolute. I want to know what this assumption is based on. Where is there even one shred of information that shows this bird flu will ever mutate to be transmittable from human to human. There is none! All the great scientists of the world who specialize in this field are guessing that this one will mutate, yes you heard me, guessing. What are the odds of mutation and what is the scientific basis for the odds. There are no odds, zip, none, nadda. If it does mutate, do we know it will be as virulent as the current strain, or will it just be another flu? Well according to science and history a virus that is especially virulent is not good at spreading, and when it mutates and becomes better at spreading it becomes less virulent.

There are sites out there that want to scare us even more than the average media, one states that this virus has a 50% kill rate in humans and that we should expect that kill rate as a pandemic. This is fear mongering of the worst kind. First of all it only appears to have a 50% kill rate based on the amount of people who have been tested to have bird flu and how many of them have died. Second there could have been many others who contracted this strain and had minimal symptoms and recovered without ever being tested for bird flu drastically changing the numbers. Third the strain they have was contracted from birds it is not the human to human variety that it would have to mutate into in order to become a pandemic, that strain is an unknown.

One of the worst pandemics of historical record was the black death of the 14th century and it had an estimated 20% kill rate. The Spanish flu of 1918-1919 is now believed to be a mutated version of avian flu and it affected 20 – 25% of the world population with a kill rate of 2.5 to 5% of those infected. Of those who died many died of secondary bacterial pneumonia that was untreated as there were no antibiotics at the time, so the same strain hitting now would presumably have a much lower kill rate. The reality is that if the world experiences any kind of pandemic with a 50% kill rate we can be certain it was human created for the very purpose of culling the human population.

There is a lot of talk of the vaccine they are making and how long it will take. This too is nothing but propaganda as all flu vaccines are. A vaccine cannot be created for a mutated virus that does not exist yet. There may be scientists trying to make a vaccine based on the current strain hoping that it will speed up the making of a vaccine for a mutated strain that appears later. No matter what vaccine they may present us with, I wouldn’t touch it with a ten foot pole. The current flu vaccine is a joke and the fact that they want us all to have it so bad only makes it more suspect. Do you know that you may be taking a vaccine for a different strain of flu then the one in current circulation? Vaccine manufacturers never know what strain is going to pop up the next season as they are manufacturing your vaccine so they guess. Oh sure they use computer programs to help them guess but it’s a guess none the less. When they guess wrong they send out the vaccines anyway and all the dutiful docs are more than happy to sell them to you even though they know they are worthless, having been made for the wrong strain. Every one still needs to make their profits even when they guess wrong.

The truth is there is no evidence any flu vaccines work. Anecdotal evidence of my mother a nurse for the past 50 years, 73 years old and still nursing, is that her colleagues and patients who take the vaccines all get sick! She won’t take it, even when the hospital attempts to force her to, and amazingly she hasn’t had the flu since the last time she gave in, a few years back, and took the vaccine. That year she got the flu within a few days of receiving the vaccine. Flu vaccine is just big money plain and simple and when they create shortages, real or imagined, they make even better money as people clamor for more in fear. Now we have tamiflu this is supposed to be a significant medicine for the flu. Governments are stockpiling it for the bird flu pandemic that they tell us is imminent. There is no evidence that tamiflu will do anything for the bird flu if it mutates. It appears to do little to nothing for the regular flu. Information shows the regular flu will be on average one day shorter in duration with tamiflu, but no less intense.

I think the powers that be are just praying for a pandemic. With a true pandemic just think of all the lovely police state actions that could be taken world wide by governments champing at the bit to take away freedoms. Taking away our rights with the perfect excuse, claiming it is to protect our lives. Could there be a more perfect cover for crimes against humanity? This may seem far fetched to many, but with no real science behind the claims of mutation, and this strain becoming the next big pandemic, this would lead one to wonder (at the very least me) does a mutated version already exist, having been mutated by humans? Is the confidence in this being the coming pandemic simply because it is the release of a biological created from the bird flu for the purpose of culling the world population? Who would benefit from the pandemic? The list is a long one but most certainly it doesn’t include anyone who is the average Joe of any of the world’s nations. Is this a conspiracy theory of mass proportions? Sure, but that doesn’t take it out of the realm of possibility.

If history repeats we are due for a pandemic and it could have come 5 or 10 years ago based on the averages, it could be 5 or 10 years in the future. It’s no different than waiting for the big earthquake, it could come at any moment. We should all have some basic preparedness, but go on with our lives without allowing our media and government to control us with their fear mongering. The flu in fact serves an important purpose in the human body, those who purify their bodies and mind rarely get the flu. Those in need of purification get the flu, the fever kills off all kinds of things that harm the body, often when inflicted we give our digestive system a rest and take in only fluids for a few days detoxifying ourselves. There are always some who are in a weakened state and the flu ends their lives, but as the old saying goes “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.” I don’t think we should be attempting to vaccinate against a mostly innocuous, although unpleasant illness that serves a purpose in human existence. Don’t want to experience it, try regular mediation, fasting, remove the poisonous foods and supposed medicines of our toxic society from your diet. Turn off the TV when the fear mongering escalates and refuse to live your life in the constant state of stress that is being pressed upon us by media and government.

The odds of this bird flu mutating into a pandemic are completely unknown. The odds of a new virus showing up tomorrow with no warning and sweeping the world as the pandemic that is due, equally unknown. So if you want to worry about, it then you may as well take a vacation to a beach resort and spend the whole vacation anticipating being hit by a tsunami, or go to LA with the purpose of waiting for the big one. When the big ones hit, whether they be tsunamis, earthquakes, volcanoes, hurricanes, pandemics or inside job terrorist attacks like 911, no amount of worry changes anything, all it does it tear at the fabric of our lives while things are good. We should all have some food, water, medical supplies etc, so when something hits we are prepared to take care of ourselves, but once you have a few supplies in the house and car, LET GO! A life of fear is not a life worth saving, choose joy.

Engtovo Bhodsvatan
November 30, 2005

Looting after Katrina

Being annoyed watching CNN is not unusual for me, as the anchors are consistent at ignoring what the people they are interviewing actually say.  They repeat what was said changing the meaning immediately, and that is status quo for them, I expect that, however today, well, today is different.  When a disaster such as Katrina comes to pass, it is a time to be even more diligent in presenting the story from an unbiased position and today bias was all that was reported.  I’m not sure if this bias was intentional or just an expression of a few people unable to back out of their own emotions to see that there are always multiple sides to a story.

The issue in question … looting or in some cases surviving.  A CNN producer was very vocal about how disgusted she was at the looting.  The assumption she passed on to the world wide audience was that these were criminals before the hurricane, continuing with their disgusting criminal ways.  She commented specifically about how she saw someone looking through Nike tennis shoes trying to find their size.  She said they were not taking things they needed to survive like food or water they were taking clothes and shoes.

Let’s think about this for a minute.  Your house is flooded, everything you own is gone.  You have the clothes on your back.  You are wading through disgusting water, filled with oil, feces, and god knows what else, which is now all over your only clothes.  I’m thinking I would feel a change of clothes was definitely a survival item.  Many people were barefoot when all was said and done, wading through water and debris filled with danger, shoes would be an absolute survival issue!  Finding the correct size shoes?   You’re kidding right?  If you have a choice are you going to take shoes out of desperation that don’t fit you if there are shoes there that do!  

I think we have to take into consideration the situation and the psychological impact of what is occurring.  I am absolutely certain that if any of us found ourselves in the situation, as those people perceive their situation, we would be capable of doing all sorts of things we would never do here and now.  

Consider for a moment that some of these people may have been born and raised in New Orleans; some may never have been out of the city.  Everything they know is gone, there is no food, no water, they have nothing.  They have no radio, no news; they are unaware of the devastations depth or the response to it.  To them, in their world view, Armageddon itself has occurred.  They don’t have the ability to step back and look at the picture from a rational or logical perspective any more than the limited CNN producer did.  They are in the moment, in their truth.  

A comment was made about a man taking a TV, think about it, if this man was rational he would know he has nowhere to go with the TV, no power to turn it on, no signal to receive if he did.  What drew him to the TV of all things?  To me it would be obvious that the TV represents a connection to the out side world, TV is the American comforter.  It wasn’t a rational choice but it was a choice of a man who was not likely himself.  

These people need water, food, shelter and clothing not jail and police!  Now there is the other element those who took guns and are roaming the street.  Some of them may be acting out in a flight or fight instinct, and yet they are still dangerous and that has to be stopped.  We do however, in our system of justice, look at the circumstances of a crime, not just the crime itself when assessing a proper punishment.  May all those who think we should round them up and send them away for life never have to experience the loss of their whole lives in order to find out what they are or are not capable of in the most desperate of circumstances.

The same people who have no understanding of the immensity of the psychological impact also want to blame these people for not leaving to begin with.  We have all had lapses in good judgment that were not recognized as such until after the fact, that simply makes us human.  Once again however this doesn’t even take into consideration the fact that thousands of people didn’t have vehicles, or had vehicles and no money for gas to evacuate, and more had no money to stay anywhere had they left.  There were also those too sick to get themselves out.  

Before the storm hit I saw hundreds showing up at the superdome, I thought to myself why are they not loading these people into school buses, and city buses and evacuating them, when they know the superdome could flood.  Those who did not have the means to get themselves out of the city were not taken out by the government that ordered the evacuation.  After the fact they start moving people with school buses, too little too late.  So the powers that be that complain about the desperation and looting, in fact greatly contributed to it.  They also had lapses in good judgment.  At this point there are no business owners that will be wandering back to New Orleans any time soon; they are also the most likely residents to have good insurance.  What difference does it make if those clothes and shoes go onto the backs and feet of people who have NOTHING?

People who are so caught up in the perspective of business and money that they have lost their ability to see with the eyes of human compassion are a sad lot indeed!  In the midst of the destruction stood police, who stood back and did nothing to stop the looting.  Why?  Because in the mist of devastation that great, with their radios not working and their cars underwater, their uniform was just clothing and they were humans caught in the same hell.  They understand why the people are taking what they need.  I’m certain they can imagine if it was their wife and kids, parents, or other relatives left behind with nothing in a hopeless despair.

If you think you are beyond taking anything under the same circumstances, I hope that you will be able to forgive yourself if you ever find yourself in one.  Of course for those who judge these poor people, they would likely have a multitude of options with money in the bank and likely a vacation cabin they could run to for refuge if their main home was destroyed.  Once again economic inequality rears its ugly head and those who had little, have nothing, and those who were blessed blame them for trying to stay alive.

Engtovo Bhodsvatan
August 31, 2005

There is liberal bias in the media.  I am so tired of hearing this!  If the media is liberal then I can’t even imagine how liberal I must be!  The truth of the matter is I am personally quite conservative, although I am sure most would consider my political perspective liberal.  The powers that be like us to think we must chose sides and agree with a platform on one side or the other, but as a thinking self empowered human being, I cannot in good conscience agree with either.  I come from a perspective of freedom, which means that my choice to be quite conservative in ways, such as not drinking for example, does not give me the right to expect others to make the same choice.  Obviously we need boundaries that protect us all from real harm, and that was the original intent of laws, and the legal system of justice.  But we as a country have strayed far from protection, into the realm of total control of the masses.  That total control is now our greatest threat of real harm, and it comes from those claiming to be our protectors.

The tool of this control is the media and it is used by both primary political parties. The media is a puppet, nothing more, nothing less.  They report whatever the brainwashing machine of our society wants them to report, whether it is perceived as liberal or conservative.  If the subject is personal freedom, they will always take a position opposite of freedom. If the person or group bringing the issue to the table is a liberal group they will bring on conservatives to attack them.  If the person or group bringing the issue to the table is conservative they will bring on liberals to attack them.  

The key in discerning what is happening with the media is not looking at liberals or conservatives.  They are just pawns in the bigger game.  Look at the overall issues that they want to shift our opinions of by polarizing us.  Freedom for example is an issue that strikes deep with both liberals and conservatives if they are awake.  Both, when awakened, see things like the Patriot Act for what is it, police state legislation.  But if the population of conservatives can be convinced that position is a liberal one, then they can manipulate them into supporting the police state legislation and vice versa.  It is a sick game, and easy to get pulled into, as they bring the most outrageous people out for the sole purpose of polarizing people that have more in common than they would like to admit.

While Fox news is the most obvious in their support of anything that serves the puppet masters, there is a reason why I consider CNN to be the illuminati channel.  CNN has built a reputation for being middle of road, as absurd as that is.  They are simply more masterful at presenting the information in a way that a greater number of people are comfortable with.  What I love best about CNN is when you happen to be watching something big unfold live, like 9-11 or Waco.  If you are paying attention they will play a story or show some aspect or video clip once and then it will disappear, it will never be shown again, and will not show up on their website.  The powers that be let them know that piece is history, and it will appear as if it was unsubstantiated information that was never confirmed.  It happens with them over and over.  So if you watch carefully during breaking news you will get information that is significant once, and you better pay attention, because then they will drum it out of your mind be repeating over and over what they want you to believe.

I remember watching Waco live.  At the time we had one of the old big satellite dishes, where you had to tune to different satellites and the dish moved.  At the time there were satellites you could tune in that had the live feeds of news stations, unedited, as they came in.  My ex-husband, my brother and I were watching one of these feeds that day.  We saw the tanks approach the building, break a hole into it, and saw flames streaming out of the tanks to the building.  We sat in shock and horror; I was in tears that day as I watched live, my government, kill innocent women and children.  Some others were privy to this one time feed and one or two even managed to record it.  It was immediately cut out by CNN and never shown again as if it never existed, but we saw it happen, we know what our government did that day.  No amount of attempted brainwashing with another version can change what we saw happen that day, any more than the fairy tale that two small planes (in relation to the towers) caused the obvious controlled demolition of the Twin Towers I saw live on 9-11.

I’m not a physicist, not a scientist of any type, not an expert in demolition, not a brain surgeon, but a teenager could understand that those towers coming down from the hit of those planes is absurd!  It just wasn’t a physical possibility and I didn’t need all the information that is currently available, like the heat caused by the fire and the melting point of the steel, to know it was a controlled demolition.  It was obvious to me as I watched, even as Aaron Brown sat in utter disbelief.  Not only was it a controlled demolition, but it was a damn good one!

I am a firm believer that for some odd reason people who go into journalism are idealists.  They believe we are the great nation of the hype, instead of a flawed nation of good people.  They believe that our government has good intentions when they refuse disclosure on any number of thousands of subjects.  They believe that keeping things from us really is best for us.  They are like young children who can’t believe their parent could ever do something wrong.  I cannot figure out what it is that draws people with this propensity to journalism, but clearly they are willing to believe the best of even the most heinous of situations.  What happened to the 5 W’s and the H?  That would be who, what, why, where, when and how, for those of you who may have never been exposed to that in high school.  

Would knowing the full truth of what our government has, and is doing, shock people?  Yes.  Would they be able to handle it?  That’s a good question. Certainly some would be challenged in ways they can’t imagine.  I believe in truth and I believe that maybe it’s time for the American people to be shocked out of the coma they are living in.  As Dr. Phil likes to say, “You can’t change what you don’t acknowledge”.  We have been supporting a collective lie that is perpetuated by the media.  

From the earliest days of this nation we have allowed a lack of integrity in the presentation of information to guide our destiny. This lack of integrity led us into genocide with the native nations of the continent & the support of slavery in our inception.  From that time it has led us through cycles of oppression of people in race, gender and religion and has been used to justify endless wars.  The only way to stop this cycle is full disclosure, but don’t expect to see it from the media idealists, the media power brokers, who know full well what they are doing, or the government.  They are fully committed to keeping us in disinformation, for our own good, no matter how many people may suffer or die a horrific death from this.

Yes we must be wary of the media but not because they are liberal or conservative, but because they report anything that is given them to report, how they are told to report it, with no regard for truth or integrity.

The latest barrage from out local Denver channels (local being relative over direct TV) is an endless list of for your health stories.  From one day to the next they contradict each other but are reported as absolute scientific fact.  It is disgusting fear mongering, meant to keep you and I in an endless state of stress.  Stressed out people are easy to control, they are overwhelmed with their lives and have no fight, no resistance.  Don’t believe any of it; take responsibility for your own health and life.  

Read between the lines when watching the news and when you hear things you know to be lies, be sure to confirm to yourself consciously that it is a lie and you are not accepting it into your consciousness.  It seems simplistic to many, but it has worked well for me to use the words, Cancel, Cancel, Cancel, when I hear something on TV that I know is just pure crap.  Let go of the attempted polarization and discern what you hear from your heart, not from a liberal or conservative point of view.  You will see the real issue is not political, but an issue of big power that runs both sides, controlling what we think and how we will act out on those thoughts.  Always ask yourself who profits from this perspective.  When you dig deep you will see that those profiting support both political parties, even when particular individuals appear to be from one or the other.  Nothing is ever as it’s presented to us to by media or government in these times.  

The point?  Think for yourself, question everything, and accept nothing at face value.  Healthy skepticism is not being negative, it is being empowered.  Your other choice is to be one of the sheeple, and no self respecting human would consciously choose that… would they?

Engtovo Bhodsvatan
August 17, 2005