The Engtovo Chronicles

I have my issues with Adam Yellowbird and ICA but this is bigger than that.  The idea that any county should regulate sweat lodge ceremony based on some random criteria is not ok.  If they are going to make this a race issue and regulate based on having a tribal card then they discriminate even against many with native blood who simply don’t have enough of any given tribe to qualify for membership.  As members of different tribes intermarry this is getting to be a bigger problem.  You can literally have someone who is half Indian but has blood of four different tribes and can’t qualify for the 1/4 blood quantum of any of the tribes he or she belongs to. 

Whatever my issues have been with Adam they have never been related to his running of a sweat in a responsible way, more along the lines of charging for a seminar that may include a sweat kind of thing.  He is a responsible sweat leader in terms of the healthy and safety of people sweating with him.   I would say if there is one statement in this video that represents my issues it would be that they gathered the leaders together to seek solutions but were not willing to place blame.  James Ray was NOT leading a responsible sweat!  This is not a matter of perspective.  A true sweat should NEVER have the amount of people he had involved and this group should have taken a stand.  Taking stands to be in integrity in that way is not Adam’s thing and that is where we parted ways.

That being said, one corrupt greedy man, James Ray, being irresponsible should not equate to the attempt by Yavapai county to regulate or remove the religious right of anyone else to sweat together.  That Adam is the first person to be challenged on this issue is good.  I hope they do indeed challenge him as to whether he really thinks James Ray was leading an appropriate sweat.  Many people in that area sit on the fence and allow all kinds of inappropriate things to go on around sacred ceremony.  It is time to look at this and truly be willing to self regulate instead of looking the other way.  It seems the unwillingness to do this is what is prompting the general population who knows nothing of sweats to insist the county do it.  Adam has always been willing to mix with the Sedona charlatans as easily as those with true hearts.  When money gets involved and then hand in hand big ego comes, corruption follows.  This unwillingness to discern and hold integrity is the very thing that originally got Adam listed on the Plastic Shaman’s site by really traditional Indians who don’t want any non red people doing anything that appears Native.  I do know that Adam has grown up with Sweats and other Indian ceremony, it truly has been his life.

I’ve been standing against the Sedona greed and corruption that masquerades as spirituality for a REALLY long time.  I hope this is a step that spirit is taking to say to the faithful you cannot continue to sit on the fence.  When you allow certain sacred things to be corrupted and say nothing you become a participant and the ability to do these things in a good way is inevitable removed by some authority figure supposedly for the good of all and to “protect” the ignorant.

On the other side of this coin sits many self righteous Indians who feel the ceremony is only for those with blood of a given tribe.  They have sat there and by attempting to own something sacred that truly belongs to the Creator and not them allowed the corruptions to continue as well.  Sweating is found in many different parts of the world (the original Swedish sauna I’ll mention for one as a person who is Swedish) just as most cultures world wide have drumming traditions and stone circles are found all over the world.  It long past time to accept that all ceremony comes from the Creator not any given tribe, clan or culture.  We should all be working together to be sure that anyone doing any sacred ceremonies are doing them in a safe and loving way and there is NO MONEY INVOLVED.

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I’ve never even heard the name Blossom Goodchild until today when my friend Alex sent out and email crediting her with the information about the ET’s coming on the 14th.  I received emails with that information from a couple different people and blew them off without even reading the whole thing because I have known for a long time that ET’s were not going to come.  Friendly ET’s subscribe the the Universal Law of non interference.  I’ve talked about this often.  If we get an ET scenario it will be a fake ET invasion scenario set up by the powers that be.  In fact I have talked about this so often that when I got the emails I didn’t even feel the need to mention it on the blog at all.  There is NO federation of light just like there is NO commander Ashtar and his ET’s.  True friendly ETS first of all don’t use military hierarchy structures when they travel they have no commanders and so forth.  They don’t need them.  I know with the situation on earth it is hard to imagine a society that doesn’t need leaders but that is what it is to live in divine harmony with source as an ascended society.

This woman was duped by the machine message programming I have talked about.  It is the same technology that is used to send out the Sananda, Kuthumi, St. Germane and Ashtar messages to so many channelers.  What amazes me more than her getting duped by the dark forces are the thousands who heard the message and believed it, and thought it was something hopeful.  I just don’t understand why humanity thinks friendly ET’s showing up is something to hope for.  They are no different than us, they are just farther along on their path.  They have no abilities that we ourselves do not possess.  Please stop hoping for them to come and save us and go within and do the work required for us to save ourselves, so to speak.  It is a huge expression of seeking outward instead of inward.

I don’t believe this woman intended to scam anyone.  I think she just figured out that has been scammed.  As someone who has done a lot of channeling it is the very reason I wish I could disassociate myself with it.  Even when you are working with entities that are of the light not all information is going to come to pass because we live in a situation that is continuously evolving.  Here’s the thing though, when hundreds and then thousands of people are getting the same message from the same sources (like the federation of light, or Ashtar et al)  you can be assured that is it most likely 90% pure crap.  Disinformation is everywhere, truth is hard to get out.  People don’t want truth, they want to fit in and be part of the crowd.  That is why dark forces make sure they have lots of ways to get their disinformation to the crowd knowing the mass will go along with it.  It doesn’t even matter to them on which side because while the mass on the spirit side fell into the spaceship thing, a mass on the other side said all channelers and all their info is bullshit.  That’s fine with the dark forces because then they control those who are open with disinformation, and they get to revel in the rest rejecting any information off hand by any true mediums.  As usual it works out for them and screws the masses.

My heart goes out to this woman.  It is clear watching her that she was sincere and her intent came from love but she had no clue she was influenced by either dark entities or mind control technology or a combination thereof.  Her apology and confusion in this you tube video will pull at your heartstrings.  It is the most awful public way to have to learn such a hideous lesson in discernment.  I would say to those who want to excuse her, and those who want to crucify her the real message is PAY ATTENTION  go within and find truth.  Discernment not only requires us to see the lies of the dark forces it also requires us to see truth when it is presented.  I’ve talked a lot about those who have trouble discerning dark forces and fall for everything that comes along, but I really have never talked about those who reject truth because it comes in a form that frightens them. 

Figuring out who is real and who isn’t requires a certain amount of energy that some people just don’t want to give so they reject all information.  The problem is that over time these people tend to be the ones who also won’t go inside to get information because they are not willing to give the energy to discern within any more than they are with information without.  The end result is they end up limited and close minded and then defend their position as factual or based on evidence when the reality is they have never really looked into the matter.   Over time their mind literally cannot accept input that is outside the limited realm they have accepted.  Once they reach this point they are absolute pawns for dark forces.  Being so close to the election you can watch the effect in action.  Partisans on both side will spew out talking points that are completely irrational and defend them with all they have.  If a independent or third party candidate offers simple common sense no one will listen because they literally cannot hear, their minds have been closed off and sealed.  It is the very reason why if Jesus were to return today the Christians would be the ones to crucify him this time.

Well we are five hours into our 24 hour window of meditation for our Abundance Project and I have no idea how anyone else is feeling but the family is all in light trance.  It hit me about hour before I lit the candle, when I jumped into the shower as an act of cleansing before lighting the candle and found myself spontaneously chanting.  Here is our candle by the way.

That is before I was sitting there watching it and Spirit inspired me to add a sticker of the design for the LOVE frequency that Len Horowitz puts out to make clustered water.  His decals for water are made with some special laser light and gold, but I made these green ones the other day to just focus my thoughts on the love frequency.  When I put it onto the candle it sure gave me a blast of energy!  After I took the candle photo I took one of this little heart thinking I would post to show love.  I put the heart onto some green thyme that grows on our walk way so it would have the green heart chakra energy, that was before I thought of this sticker, so they go nicely together.

I did this one to represent our energy spiraling into the balloon

Then I just started to take some photos of some other stones out in the sun because they looked really cool. 

These are like they are our brilliant complex golden spheres of energy representing our unique abundant life chart that we are putting into the balloon.  Here it is like the light reflection is the energy we are putting in, and the light hitting the other side is a refection of that from the divine.

Then it starts to glow inside.

This little crystal is one of my favorites because it has this pyrite inside it and it makes me think of us each putting our little spheres of energy into the balloon like we each are putting our little golden ball in there and then they will reflect and grow.   Now I just have to picture that with 19 balls in there!  LOL

Earlier I was listening to the ascension affirmations and that gave me a good blast too, since they are really in alignment with abundant life maybe you might want to give one of them a listen.

Celtic Circle Affirmations

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Buddha’s Garden Affirmations

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On my mind at this moment is the healing of the earth.  We all know there is a need for healing.  We have just allowed ourselves to believe it is the earth herself that needs the healing, when in truth it is the condition ON the earth… the human condition.  It is in fact the people that need to heal.  The healing for the planet is in removing all the dark forces so the whole can be at one.  This came to mind because I was looking at the chant for the drumming tape my family made in 1991 Heal the Heartbeat.  I was remembering how at that point we believed it was the earth herself in need of healing, instead of the conditions on earth.  Yet the chant which came through unexpectedly is clearly about rebirth.  The chant came partly to my mother in a dream she awoke with the first verse and had to write it down.  When she said she received something in a dream we all knew it must be important because she is a person who rarely remembers any dream.  She set the verse in front of me and it just hit me and I said “oh I know this chant”, and proceeded to write down the rest of the verses.  They came flying out clearly and we immediately went to the drum to figure out the beat. The rebirth (birth of the phoenix) is a return to balance.  The earth did in fact birth a piece of her consciousness in 1995 0r 1996, I don’t recall off the top of my head.  That consciousness is to be a new planet, the manifestation of that is currently being worked on in the next universe.  Once we got through that labor, now it is time for the earth mother to experience the freedom of living free of the dark forces that have controlled life on her surface for her whole existence.  In fact these forces tried to get her consciousness to turn against God.  She has always been steadfast; they did not succeed in turning the consciousness of any planetary body against God.

I’m not sure why this is on my mind right now.  Maybe because as the powers of the dark force meet and continue to plan for more of the same.  The Earth Mother stands with us in SOLIDARITY.  If we have moments when we wonder if we can pull this off, she is there.  She has never lost faith in us.  We will set ourselves free from the control of the dark forces and she will be set free at the same time.  She could go on without this freedom, without life on her surface as Mars has; she is strong and will endure.  We however do not think that is good enough, any more than we believe it is good enough for ourselves.  Healing the heartbeat to me is returning the Earth Mother and all life on her surface to the one heartbeat of the Divine.

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Heal The Heartbeat

Hear the heartbeat of the mother
When Great Spirit walks the land
Now her labor pains are starting and
Great Spirit holds her hand
White Buffalo Woman walks together
With Great Spirit for the plan
Hear the Heartbeat of the mother
Now Great Spirit walks the land
Walk the path of love and beauty
Aid the mother and the plan
Stand as one with the Great Spirit
Now we all must walk our talk
We are one now with the heartbeat
When Great Spirit walks the land
Hear the heartbeat of the mother
Oh Great Spirit bless this walk
As her labor now progresses
Oh Great Spirit hold our hand
All is different yet the same now
As the mother labors on
Mother bringing forth the Phoenix
Oh Great Spirit heal this land
In a moment birth pangs over
Now the mothers pain is gone
Phoenix flies free from the mother
the Great Spirit holds her hand
Now time is moving forward
Time that Phoenix takes her stand
Time for living in the heartbeat
Aid the mother as we can
Honoring truths of the Great Spirit
Walking freely upon this land
Healing of the Phoenix mother
This is the Great Spirit’s plan

Play with your default audio player (itunes winamp windows media center)

This is about 1 hr 22 minutes and covers the following subjects:

I forgot to post these last night they are the symbols of the four orders

This is the Order of Enoch The ‘Enochian Star’ commonly reffered to as the star of David

This is the Order of Melchizeldek Triangle with the circle in the middle

This is the Order of Michael the Circle with the traiangle in the middle

  
this is the symbol of all three Universal Orders together the Trintiy of Creation

 
This is the Order of Planetary Beings (Angels) symbol, the Caduceus represets the DNA and physical life which in one form or another, all Angels are involved in nurturing or experiencing

In the Podcast

Question about a soul less race

Would Engtovo ever be channeling again  Why I did the channeling in 99-2000

The Melchizeldek site stuff about thought transference and telepathy

The four gifts and the gift order

Knowing
Hearing - Clairaudience
Seeing - Clairvoyance
Feeling  - Clairsentience

What is a walk in and how does that work?
Astral  and causal planes, who is where
Life guides and angels

Engtovo personal walk-in Samantha experience
Randy’s walk in experience
more on Samantha, sobriety, start of the seeking
How walk-in relates to the experience of the old soul
Walk-ins who leave the family of origin

Sedona and marketing gimmicks

Dark forces what are they?

The four orders

The Order of Melchizeldek
The Order Of Enoch
The Order Of Michael
The Order of Planetary Beings (Angels)

Archangel Michael not father Michael
Super Universe Trinity
Temporary hierarchy

Addition/Correction HUMAN spirits have to have physical incarnation but not deva spirits and so forth I think I said All in podcast

How the dark forces wanted this solar system
Leanar
Nuclear danger to planetary survival

Dark force back to source
2012 rebirth

The conglomerate beings going back to source
Polarity
Brief mention lower astrals

What is the illuminati
One world order

Why we don’t talk about ETs and the issue with the ET plan for global government

Ignorance of the light with dark forces and chosen alignment with darkness

Spirit protection
Life guides & guardian angel secondary guides
Screen your calls
Protection grids around your home
Grids around your body and personal attacks
Cords to other people

Entity attachment in aura
Entity tunnel grid at the house
Entity attachment in body, example Eric
Symptoms of this Eric as example
Another story of entity attachment and a healing class situation
Enochian circle removing disincarnate entities
Controlling your aura size

Back to more about the kid with the entity attachment

Energy dissipation

Energy transmutation, back to the conglomerate entities, and the souls getting trapped

Soul potential (high self, potentials, aspects, spirit, soul, soul mate groups, sparks, twin flames, eternal love ties ELT, parallel self)

Back to the conglomerate entities

Ascension and high self soul potential process
Higher selves who had missing potentials and couldn’t ascend
The high self group processing anger at stopped ascension

Who is lee?

The energy work we did yesterday, July 18

The tests by September and in place by end of the year

The numerology of the 999 and 111
The 2009 11-11-11
The nine year cycle and the 2012

How a couple people’s guides stopped them from participating in fire the grid

Michael Moore’s SICKO

Servants for dark forces

Questions? podcast page

I am going to be posting some ascension information that connects with this mandelbrot fractal, so this is a little documentary explaining what it is.  It is very fascinating, but it is even more fascinating how it relates to our experience in this world and our spiritual path.

Fractals - The Color Of Infinity

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