Automatic Writings 1996 Part Three

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Diane: Yesterday we were interrupted, so to speak, by a high ringing in the ear and asked to all quiet ourselves to receive a message of a current event. This wasn't a normal event, but we did it. I had a series of meditative visions, during the time that went from being ordained, to being crowned, to reaching the top of the mountain and finding my mate there waiting, to a wedding to this mate, to receiving what seemed to be wedding gifts and being told by one of the gift givers that I was rich on every level. All of these things happened in what appeared to be a huge castle type place, except for the mountain. Randy received the message that "you are being given a gift". Mom fell asleep. Later it happened again, only this time the message that came was that the trumpet had sounded and the Angelic Hierarchy on behalf of the Earth Mother was announcing to humanity and all the creatures, (or that part of humanity that could hear on some level) that the time of probabilities affecting the Earth changes had passed. The changes have been fully decided upon by the Earth Mother, in deed and in timing, and total sequence of events. The message went on to say that if anyone desired to not experience any of the occurrences, it was now their responsibility to remove themselves from the area(s) that would be affected, based on their own inner knowing. Ended with Notice Given. Please talk a little about this issue and how this event affects my personal path from here on out. Soul or Masters, & Archangels as appropriate to the information.

Group: This is a time that all knew would come, the time when the changes would be set into true and rightful action, beyond the possibilities and probabilities. What man has created upon the Earth is fully known and now the Earth Mother in this full knowledge knows how to proceed accordingly with the cleansing of her body. The things that man has done to the physical aspect of her body are one aspect of the where of the coming events. The other is the consciousness of the people in a given location and their attempt to raise themselves to the higher aspects of God. There are a few places where the combination of the two is in some conflict, so to speak. Places where the land is in great need of cleansing and the people have been working hard to achieve greater oneness. In these places there is little the Earth Mother can do to protect the people from her cleansing process, as she sees the need for it. This is unfortunate, however all have been given notice and have the opportunity to remove themselves from these areas. In the cases of some this would require them to leave members of families that they had hoped would awaken to the God within them. This is simply part of the trials of the end times. All must be true to their own convictions and none can pull along others that they love. All choices must be made by individuals!! These are the times of tribulation the times that have been written about through all the ages on this planet. This is not a sudden surprise to any. All knew that this was the time period of the great cleansing of the world. It is known to all known in the records of Earth what will befall man and all the creatures of Earth. You are a chosen one of God when you choose to be in God, do you see? The choice is there for all to make, obvious and clear and it is put upon none. Those who will suffer are making that choice. Many would see this to be callous, surely you know it could never be such. We all have a great and enduring compassion for all on the planet. However, we can not take responsibility for their choices now any more than we could when choices were made by humanity that harmed the planet in the first place.

You desire to know how this time of the setting of Earth Mothers plan affects your life plan. It is such; this is the time that is reaping that which you have sowed so to speak. You have long now sown the seeds of God into the very core of your being. As such this is what you will reap, God in fullness and absolute abundance. This is a time you will move through with the changes having little or no effect on your personal life, as it were. There will be times when events unfolding on the planet will inconvenience you perhaps in travel or such between now and when you stand forth and also after when you are traveling by mortal mode with other mortals. You will of course have no emotional reactions to these times and they will be of no consequence. You have asked time and time again to be of Gods service through these changes and thus God has much for you to do during these times of tribulation in service to the whole. All that you need to accomplish this will be provided before and after standing forth.. The work is at hand now!! This trumpet is your call to service, as well as Randy's. The movement will be swift and all will be assisting you in this work. This time relates to the beginning of the great changes. Up to this point the changes have been minor and flowing up to greater proportion very gradually. This will be true no longer. As the Angels have sounded the horn a period of 6 months is given as a grace period, so to speak to allow those who would hear to move on to where they will meet with their true desires. All is well child of God. This for us and the Earth Mother is a time of glorious celebration, for we will see the Earth and all her inhabitants come to a place of peace and balance. This has been a long time coming and is a good thing. Be ready to go as God wishes you child, there is much to be done and we know you will do your part with grace. That is all.

Diane: Sent ethereal aspect of my Sphere out to encompass whole universe so that it is trinity. True chi in body, rainbow Golden Sphere around me, and light golden out to encompass all. Found this encompassed all of Masters, Archangels, Masters on earth and that I had been in theirs all along. Felt presence of my mate as part of this whole as well. Cells were happy at this. True chi's linolic flow came to greater activity. All cells reminding me as well as mind that they work for the perfection of the whole. Looked at issue of fear of my power, which I realized this morning is the manifestation of years of back pain. Found that it had to do with taking a leadership role in the world that crucified Jesus and would crucify any other they could. I know Jesus made the choice and that he did it for a purpose. What got mixed in this deep inside me was the past lives where I came into other such positions of leadership and was crucified. In many ways however none of them was I standing forth and they don't apply. Many things that Spirit has talked about as complete for some time I know now are not being told but at that knowing level that it is done.

Archemedes: I am here my dear and know that this is a good time of growth. We welcome your Etheric Sphere into cosmos of love. You are greatly loved and supported. Tomorrow is your 11-year birthday in the body and as such you have much to celebrate. You think about this 33 double master number and the information given to you at Open Forum. Indeed it is an important time and more so in conjunction with your 11 year birthday. It is as you planned it and it was well planned indeed. This is the timing of God self, true self and you unfold into the beautiful Swan self. Do you see the rose gently opens now and at moments you are busy perhaps you do not notice but it goes with great notice to all who are aware in Spirit and on earth. The joys of the choices made are well earned and always deserved. Know always that they are yours not as a special gift so to speak but because you know that they are there for all of God’s children and you claimed your birthright. There is no end in sight to the glorious gifts you have claimed in your dominion as Christ God. This is as it should be and the whole of God smiles at the path unfolding. There is joy in the hearts of millions waiting to be touched and brought out to true expression. See it there and reach for it in every Soul you meet. Perhaps many will not allow it freedom but even one who does is worth the knowing that it is there and acknowledged. There are many on the planet ready to move onto Spirit, others will be left behind and you will sense the loss they feel but choose detachment with empathy. Do you see there will be many demands in the world but no demands that can touch you as none have the right to demand. You will do the work as the work, as the Father sees the work needs to be and the demands of the masses will go unanswered. Do you see each must pray in earnest to the Father within them and all true prayer of God Source will be answered. True prayer does not include the control of the actions or life of others and those who put forth these prayers will find themselves in much pain as they perceive their prayers unheard and feel God abandons them. Teach them to pray for the whole and to ask to serve the whole by enlightening the self and doing the work of God the Father. Do you know that the many will listen? They will hear Diane if you send it out with the love of the Father. It will ring bells of salvation. Just as you heard the prayers of upliftment of the 187 on earth and you never had the opportunity to see them, but you heard.. You will be seen. Use the power this affords to offer Gods way and accept with love the choice of all peoples. Never confuse this with those who missionary my dear for you will not seek others to share Gods way with. They will find you and this is the way of seeking. Ask the question and you receive the answer. If you do not ask tis a rare day that the answer is simply offered, do you see? That is well my dear that indeed you do see as always. You are loved my dearest friend and your love touches us all and gives us great joy.

Diane: Walk-in birthday today, 11 years.

Feeling sad today, dealing with feelings of hopelessness. I know it is just processing and that I don't really feel hopeless in the present, but I'm having trouble shaking it off. I keep turning around and finding the same scenario in my life. I know that it's my responsibility and I accept that. I can't help feeling there has to be something I'm doing wrong or not doing that it hasn't changed. The messages have been patience, synchronicity, everything's coming together etc., but that doesn't feel right to me today. I'm not creating what I want in my life and I'm at a loss to figure out why or how. What's missing, I have trust faith, knowing, belief, I've faced hundreds of fears, on as many levels, I know I'm loved, I know I'm worthy. Why am I still in this place? How many times do I hit bottom with this one? It's not as if I want some fancy life or something. I want a simple life, food clothing and shelter, the ability to go and do what I need to do, a computer that can handle the work. Why is it that a Creator God with full dominion can't seem to do the very basics? Humble is something we all have learned well, 16 months living in a tent, struggling. I don't have it in me to struggle any longer. I want to know how to stop it completely, forever. Not stop it tomorrow or next week or month, stop it right now, this second. What stands in my way, and how do I get rid of it? This is my birthday and the only gift I want is the one from self that moves me out of this limitation forever, with no looking back. I know this life totally, and I know it's lessons and I thank them all for what they've offered me, but I don't want this life, it has nothing left to teach me. It's just an empty place where nothing matters but trying to get to God's true place. There is no going back, that world is gone forever, and God's true place seems illusive this day...feeling in a new way, with a perspective of divinity. I feel stuck in a place where I have neither, and it seems there is no real purpose to this place. It's like being in a tunnel where you never fully reach the light and all that it entails, but can't go back. It's survival at every level, nothing more, nothing less, and all you have is desire to complete the transition to sustain you on the journey. It's not sustaining me anymore. It feels like being a ghost. Here but not here, unable to communicate with the other inhabitants of the planet. Unable to touch the physical world things that would meet my needs, yet unable to find my way home to where I really belong. How long is the journey? It feels like being in a world full of technology and I need to go from the East coast to the West coast. There are cars, trains, buses, airplanes, and I'm walking there with bad shoes, the wrong clothing for the weather, and no food and water. I know all these feelings are part of the greater illusion of my creation, but how do you move on. On all levels...How do you move on? My mind is totally out of solutions to all my problems. Maybe that's a good thing, Question is when does Soul step forward and offer a true solution, that really brings about the expression necessary for the change to occur, and will I live that long or die in the tunnel, asphyxiated by my own limitations.

I've been sitting here for awhile and I realize that the underlying thing to this whole mood is not being hopeless, but being at a place where I'm afraid to hope. I've been disappointed so many times before that I don't think I can take any more disappointment. My past hopes have not come to fruition. I don't think I can give myself the luxury of hope. Hope is supposed to be this really great thing that can sustain you through rough times, but for me it hasn't been like that. Hope has always led to painful realization that my hope would not be reality. Maybe it was what I hoped for that was the problem, but now I don't have any left, no more will to hope and be disappointed. Where do I find joy when I don't even have hope?

Soul: God in truth sustains you my dear, not hope, nor desire. Hope is a mortal desire and mortal expression of God. Hope comes from hopelessness. When people feel hopeless the survival instinct kicks in and hope is sought, however, hope is always a temporary adjustment to the illusion and pain in life. It is a coping mechanism, do you see, does not sadden Soul that you leave hope behind and ultimately hopeless, as they are both expressions of a victimization state of mind. God does not hope for the best! If God wished the best, God creates the best, do you see how this is, dearest part of self? There is no place in perfect expression for this hope, as perfect expression of God knows what the outcome will be. You know the outcome of this work done internal... Perfect expression! The time it takes now is short, you know this also, even as you question. If you were to be only halfway through the tunnel, you would not be so tired of mind and letting go of these issues. You would still be fighting of mind and in great drama over physical circumstances. You seek to see why this circumstance is of benefit to your growth, this has become a thought form for you on a daily basis. Stop and think, do others on the planet think about their life experience from this perspective? Few, too few, think these thoughts. All that you need to sustain you is here within us. The totality of love that is God in fullness. There is nothing that you can do wrong. The situation is not punishment. There is nothing you are not doing, You simply are in the middle of a process of letting it go. It is happening this day. These feelings are the how. You see them, look at them, ask about them, receive the understanding, come within for more depth and let go! All is well dear self and gloriousness abounds in this kingdom of heaven. Know the kingdom is you. That is all

Archemedes: My dear friend, there are many who think this hope to be the answer to all things. It is the same as belief, trust and faith, all must be moved aside when knowing comes to take hold in the heart of truth that is deep within. Knowing is the truth, hope is imitation. Why would you want the imitation, instead of the real thing? Do not grieve the hope. Rejoice, knowing has found its way to a deeper place and this is as God intended it to be. That is all.

Jesus: Do not despair, for the change that occurs within you brings you home. The how of all is already happening, do you see? It is there, there is no stopping it, it happens. You have set it into motion with choices made. Choices to be with the whole and do the work of the Father. The Father is the way and the Father knows the how and is working the how this very moment it is done. Do you see? Done forever and the Father comes unto the whole through you, because you placed your love and faith, trust and hope in him, and asked him to show you the way home. He gave unto you the knowing that these prayers are heard and answered and at work in fullness in every moment. The Father does not disappoint when come to fully and thus you have come fully unto him, and so it is that he shall work his law from within you out to the world, and you are well blessed for the choice. Grab hold of your knowing and give it a larger expression in your being. The path is short now and the difficulties of the mortal are being left behind you. Be with the Father and allow him to sustain you. You will never regret a single moment of time gone by, for in true expression you will see how every moment was a step in the Father's divine plan for your homecoming. You are loved dear one and your physical needs acknowledged within and without. Fear not, the Father is generous and abundant, I know!! Fear thee not that you will ever call unto him and find him not there or unwilling. In you child, the Father is well pleased and so to are we all.

Diane: Reached deeper levels of body issue connections. My back being fear of my true power, and the discovery of the hope thing, and how I have set myself up and been set up by others, Spirit included, and especially Beverlee all my life, with this hope and let down game, without conscious creation. Today it came to the clenching of the jaw, and it being a resistance to the letting go process in regard to Beverlee. That all my life we have struggled and been in conflict with each other. That very struggle has served to motivate me to more growth and deeper understanding of my path. The struggle no longer serves me. I have for many years, defined myself in our struggle, seeing in her what I don't want to be, and hating those parts of myself. Trying to purge them out of me. There is fear in letting go of her in my physical life that I will lose identity or lose the motivating factor for greater growth, but that is the illusion, because I no longer define myself by our struggle. I define myself through God within. Those parts of me that I have hated over the years, as reflections of her, are given the acknowledgment they deserve for assisting my journey, and integrated into the whole with love. She is simply an imperfect expression of the Father and my imperfect expression mimicked hers, as she was my closest role model. The control issues and manipulation are there now as teachers about drama and fear. They continue to motivate me to the Father's true expression. The physical interaction with Beverlee is no longer a benefit or detriment to my path. She gave the body life and assisted in the process of growth in the very way that I knew she would. It was my choice to walk-in to be her daughter, and now I take unto myself Divine Mother fully as my true role model and leave this physical mother to find her own path. She has been given the tools, knowledge, wisdom, love and Spirit connection is she chooses to use it. I wish her well and hope she finds her way home, but I cannot do it for her. Only she can make that choice, and do that work. It has been a difficult journey, wanting to carry her home. A good intent, but not my right. Simply a continued imperfect expression within myself of the very issues of which we have shared together, control, codependency, and manipulation. I let go with love once again at a deeper level and thank her for her teachings and life.

Soul: Dearest self, it is a glorious day in this deep level reached. Beverlee has been one of our greatest teachers. Do you see? There is but one other way to go about these teachings, and it is longer and harder than having the very thing inside, where it can be seen in all it's various reflections. Issues such as control are multifaceted and offer many people many benefits. It is not all black and white as it would seem on the surface, such as in "I want you to do this" type of statement. It is far more complex, and love and fear and insecurity, separation from God all are deeply involved. Lack of self love and self worth, all these things were given Beverlee by her parents, and in turn they were given by her unto you and Randy and Karen. Karen gave them forth unto Angie, Jeremy and Eric. You see in Eric and Beverlee now, as he is 12, a reflection of you and Beverlee when you were 12, and your parents just divorced. You see the same pattern sets itself up to replay yet again. This brings forth your desire to change it for them, you see, your control, but this is not our right. You see this and know this, but the pain of this knowing remains, and will be filtered out in your letting go process. You see, right choice made. Beverlee and Eric will play their own struggle, and turn. or not turn to Spirit as they do. You have given freely all the knowledge that was given unto them. You can not do anything to get them to use it. Know it and simply send love, love and more love. This is the very reason you and Randy chose in Spirit to have your children later in life. (As well as you wanting to have Kundalini fully open before becoming pregnant.) You were prepared to leave this pattern behind, and not to pass it on to the next generation through you. Your experience through example will assist Angie in her journey to define herself in a positive way. Know that all you can do there is offer love freely without obstacle, expectation or control, and Angie will find her way in her own time. Her life, she well planned, as did you, and she is strong, very strong, but young and she will feel the pain of her generation. Know dear self that now this is free, you have hit the bottom level of these issues with your mother. This reflection she offered, was a good thing in it's teaching, let go of the pain it caused. These very issues brought you and Craig together as well, to see same in each other, you with mother, him with father, and he had to deal with your mother and you had to deal with his father. This served to clarify for you both these places within yourselves, and he too is better for the teaching. Know that you are you and Divine Mother / Father is you in totality of your true family of God. That is all

Bestali: I am very happy that this long and painful issue has filtered down and found light shed to its deepest level. It is a good day to celebrate the love of God that moves inside you. Mother also served to define woman, as there were not many in your life. You knew that her choice of expressing woman energy is not the same as your desired expression, and you can let all of this go too. That is wonderful, yes? Let your back heal of these issues and take the power to be your own role model, so to speak. Who could be a better role model than divine God within. You have your perfect expression creeping out little by little, until it has taken majority of expression, so to speak, and all other falls away in an instant! Good, good now that this is all complete

You and can ready self to head to Seattle to do the work before you there until the mountain blows. You will want to see this event from a good distance, of course. It shall be a burst of Earth Mother's true God determination, to move out of her, all her own issues. Do not mourn the beautiful mountain my friend. The Earth Mother is in process of bringing the Earth back to it's true beauty, and when you see the glory that it shall be, you will see that the beautiful mountain was all too happy to play it's part for the good of the whole. All is well and I love you much.

Archemedes: You have been discussing issues that have been on the table for years, but not allowed to come to open resolution, as not all were able to be in a place of honesty. It is difficult to admit that your behaviors have been controlling or manipulative. It takes strength, and walking through much fear. You know this, you did it, do not feel condemnation for her inability to do it now. She has been in this space for far more years, more relationships to look at from that perspective. You see also she has not turned to Spirit to get the support as you have. You see when you filled your heart with self hatred because of negative behaviors, you turned to us, and we offered you a reflection of love that God has for you, and so you know that in time you accepted this reflection of love for yourself, and began to heal. She has yet to allow the reflection, you see. Send only love and that will allow it to be done and stay done ever more. You are finished with this and moving on now forever. If Beverlee continues the path and stands forth you will come to live, as Soul Mates, not mother and child. Do you see? She will not play the role of grandmother by genetics. If she stands forth, she will be a respected elder, nothing to do with biology or physical birthright, so to speak. It is Spirit who will work within every individual to bring forth a true family of humanity, and this is a glorious thing that you will witness. Acknowledge it as it happens and grieve no more for the DNA or biological elements of what has been. Do you see? It is a limitation to your true God self. Love them all as God loves them! That will bring you a great and glorious joy. That is all.

Diane: Last night did the removal of all gates. Gates are within at the deepest level, they close to stop energies, creations etc. They are the ultimate in self-sabotage and manipulation of the self-image and expression. They are your buttons, so to speak. Removing gates also involves removing physical vulnerabilities from various body parts that were created by genetics and thought. Such as; family patterns of cancer, weight, eating habits and desires, bone and blood diseases, heart problems etc., the aging process. You can remove gates that govern all body expression at this point, height, hair color and type (curly, straight, thin, course) skin color and pigment (moles, freckles) age limitation, eye color. There are also gates of fears, individual beliefs, and old thoughts. Gates of belief, trust, faith and hope. All gates when removed should be filled with knowing and pure God love.

Soul: God the Father, in one we are in wholeness. True Father, Son and Holy Ghost, right within and ready to serve the whole as planned. Today gates removed allowing for true God self at deepest level to come unto you in fullness. Acknowledgment of true self and allowance of true expression come now from this place filled with Holy Spirit of God, with no room for any other thing. You see the 100th monkey that Randy loves to speak of, happens now inside of you. There is a overwhelming majority of self in true Godness, and all other parts will heed the call now to absolute perfection. Do you see? The point has been crossed, no more can any part try to hold back self as self is filling full of true God and acknowledgment of the Christ has occurred in fullness. All parts come forth to join in the unity for true work. You have been sent child to heal, to teach, to show a blazing trail to those who would see, to follow home to God within them. Ushering in the Second Coming, so to speak. This Second Coming is the finding of the Christ within all people, and life, and bringing it into full expression. When one comes to you and places themselves before you for healing, they will be healed, as they are giving you permission to remove the issue on all levels, and this work I send you into this world to do. All things will be easily achieved dear child of true divinity. Know ye the true power of God within you coming forth in every second. Allow it to move out and heal and express in teaching, in knowing, in the showing of God's true laws of dominion for man on Earth, God man in trueness. Be there now in this knowing. That is all.

Diane: We've been doing some healing work lately, that feels really good.

Meditations last night and today brought up issues of living life, and fears of commitment, also letting go and the questions about what is freedom. That you can be free to come and go and have the finances, no commitments, and be imprisoned, so to speak. That true freedom has to come from the within space. Commitments can be a thing that offers a space for freedom, not limitation. Living here and now, not next month or year, or when this or that happens. The things I use to keep myself from living, health issues are right at the top. Physical pain stops physical activities that could be joyous, or to participate with others in these activities. Judgment keeps others at a safe distance, instead of interacting with them Christ to Christ. The fear of losing illusionary freedom allows me to be OK with the choice to not have a relationship with a mate or have children. All of these things are founded on loving, and without loving, there is no living. Once true loving begins with God within, the giving and receiving, these old patterns have to give way and leave, because God is loving and loved and participates fully in every aspect of life, physical, mental, emotional and spiritual. That is not the same as participating in drama or fear. These parts of self must leave now. Even spirituality can be something used to keep people from living true expression. The belief that spiritual people must behave in a certain manor. Monks leave the everyday world and sequester themselves. Priests and nuns leave aspects of their expression behind to go to God. God loves us in totality, even before we know that we are loved, when we are fully expressing our imperfection, God wants us to integrate our divinity into every aspect of life, not wear it like a garment that is removed when we go home to our real life, from whatever spiritual thing we've been participating in.

Today I gave Soul permission to remove everything in the way of my true expression.

Archemedes: This issue of freedom is one that is given much thought upon this plane. Many use this feeling of lacking freedom to end commitments made, but it is not true commitment that has caused the feeling of lacking freedom, or choice. It is the imbalance within self that creates this dissatisfaction in people. The need to go inside, not seek outside, for more freedom. Who stops you from expression? Many people have ideas as to how someone should express, however, their ideas are just that. They are like fear, they have no power unless you give them power. Do you see? You all must choose not to accept the limited box that has been formed for you by allowing the ideas of others to form the basis of how you see yourself. All people do this, it is not a rare thing. There are times in an intimate relationship, where it gets more complex. For example, the expression of love and sexuality between couples. You can express as you desire, but the other person may not accept this new expression, and this then causes pain. This type of situation does not happen when people learn to know themselves before going into relationships you see. The other side is that both people need to be aware every day that the other may grow and change, and be open to the changes that come. First rule of marriage, do not put your mate into any limited box of who he / she is. You see the change does not have to be a bad thing. Couples can grow and change and expand together when they consciously choose to see themselves as always evolving together, and always look to share these new expressions, and deepen the love and respect for one another. Encourage growth, new hobbies, new interests, they will never threaten a relationship when they are embraced by the couple you see. This issue has long been inside you. These past relationships you have had, have all dealt with that issue in numerous forms of you trying to be who you are, and expressing as you choose without boundary or limitation. It has been painful to be placed in a limited space. The lesson is of course, be conscious of not doing the same to another person. If two people commit to be monogamous for example, that is an agreed upon aspect of their relationship, and as both people honor that commitment, there is room for much joy and growth. The problems come when things are assumed. Boundaries must be agreed upon by both people, and committed to, or one will feel put upon, or squelched, and when agreed upon must come from an honest place, so that both people honor these boundaries. If you ever question your ability to honor a certain boundary, than do not agree to that commitment. Be honest in your feeling. Perhaps it would only be fear, and together you can work through that fear, so that you can make that specific commitment. This type of honesty and the honoring between two people living in God's love is freedom found. Can you see how this can bring great joy and freedom between people? It is a gift they give each other, and it can last a lifetime, filled with joy, respect, love, excitement and true expression. It is good!

God within: There are energies in the world that are gentle in nature, that are assumed to be non threatening, so to speak, or perhaps almost invisible, or unexpressed. However, all things gentle have the ability to be expressed with a great force of God. God is not, nor has ever been simply complacent or quiet. God expresses action as well as contemplation, and as such there should never be put upon God any aspect in an assumed form. Liken this to this great mountain we love, Mt. Rainier. You think beauty, peace, serenity, joy, everything good in God's expression through the Earth Mother, and yet those who lived in that area during an active phase of this same mountain would see her as forceful, powerful, Godly perhaps, and could be deeply in fear of this expression. ‘Tis the same mountain, same expression of God as Earth. One is not good vs.. bad. Both play vital roles in the evolution and expression of the planet. We have been in a contemplative phase, with intermittent bits of action, but no true action, or movement of total power. This time has served well it's purpose of connection and grounding, learning and integration, but, now as Mt. Rainier must take the place of action, leaving dormancy behind, so too must we do the same. When spring comes the Bear must leave the cave and seek the food of life, and nourish the new generation with God's great abundance. We now move out of the cave and join our brethren in the great wilderness of life. Bear is well respected for his knowledge in cave time, and for the action of his expression. The power, strength and self-knowing that make Bear the great one of this continent. No being dares to harass the mighty bear, or her cubs! Move out now of this cave into full living expression of life. The time is ripe, the berries are plentiful. Spring of the Soul has arrived. This is a grand time to be alive and there is much great work to be done. Bear has served us well and will continue to monitor the expression, but wholeness can not be achieved in the cave. What has been learned in the cave must be brought out and given to the world through life lived in the honoring of the truths found in the cave. It is a good day to emerge fully, do so now and live with joy in the grand world that awaits your exploration.

Masters on Earth: The 187 here now dearest one and we feel your great and enduring healing and loving force enter out and touch all peoples on the planet. We receive this great love and return it unto you a million fold. God's laws move inside you and bring forth fully all that is to be at your disposal, so to speak, with full dominion! God you are in wholeness and we are ever vigilant in our energy to assist you in the pathway out into fullest total expression. The time is at hand and the energies move to take you home in full circle to those you knew before, and this will be the place you will begin this great and loving journey of offering upliftment. When you ask our assistance with that journey, it will arrive with pleasure my dear, and great celebration will ensue. That is all. You are greatly loved.

Diane: Going through a final release of Beverlee. Chose her as my mother to give her the opportunity to ascend, weather by standing forth or return home. Assisting a Soul mate whose path has been long and who needed help to be able to go on with her teachings in the Spirit realm and be done with density experience. It was known that whoever was chosen would likely ascend. I chose Condatatiata and she agreed because it was in the best interest of the whole for her to complete density and move on with the work of the Soul group.

Soul: Congratulations this day. Victory achieved and true prayers of love offered to this physical mother for completion of her journey. It has been a long journey on all sides. Beverlee will be free from the box you and Randy place her in as children do for their parents. She will be offered loving support of Soul group members that can see her more unlimited self and assist in giving it a greater expression. Meanwhile you and Randy will be able to seek your own greater expression, free from the box she places around you. From her place of fear in her limitations she has seen the world, her life and yours from the perspective of victim and self this shall now be healed, as she seeks the greater reflection of the Creator. Know that the gift is two sided. While you are helping her to ascend and free herself from these limitations, her limited box around you has been a great motivating factor in your growth. Always seeking to break the barrier of the box and be who you are truly. It has been a good thing and has served well, and now all can move on without great drama and anger and allow for unfoldment of the great and glorious path that is here now in this day, this moment. True awakening occurs in every second, and as such life is ever moving into greater glory! The time is here now to go to greater expression of these teachings to the whole dearest child of God. Ready you are as God hath prepared you well, move beyond the limited thoughts of sequence, for the sequence simply is occurring now. Do you see? It is so, love it. That is all

Diane: Deep levels of self-hatred coming up. Worthlessness, leading to self-sabotage. Experiences from childhood through 1994 proving, so to speak, or reinforcing these feelings of worthlessness and self hatred, mine and Sentalitta's only Sentalitta was able to handle those sunken emotions and express. When I came into body I brought those emotions to the surface and they have since expressed in ill health, pain, fear, depression, and self-sabotage.

I choose Law of Grace - let go of karmic pain. I am worthy, I am God, Divine and whole. Nothing I have ever done in this life or any other could change this truth of God. I am loved now and ever in imperfect expression as much as in perfect expression. There is no way to be unloved by Divine Principal. Divine Principal is love and knows only love. I cannot be worthy or not worthy. I simply am, God in fullness. Worth is a earth plane density issue that has nothing to do with God. God sees me as perfect in every moment, complete now and ever more. I have asked for help today to remove all this self hatred and fill my voids with Gods love, to end the cycle of self sabotage forever, to move on to a living expression of my Creator in every moment in a positive and joyous way.

Sentalitta: It has been a long journey to this place. I am well aware that much that you deal with now comes from my experience before you arrived in body. I know that we planned well and you agreed to these things as your place of growth or you would not have come into this body. However now that you are at a pinnacle place in the releasing of all these things mine and yours. I wish to assist you in the release. Ever have we known one another in our Soul mate group and all that I can do to assist you assists me as well. This journey to the inner place of your being has been often hard and you have had to face great pain in looking at self honestly in all the positive and negative traits of personality and expression. Most were set up by me while the body was mine and I wish they were not so painful to you now. I know there is no blame placed upon me and neither of us blame those people who participated in life experiences that put into motion these patterns. This then is not about blame, it is about conscious choice to move ahead beyond these things to the greater truth and understanding. Wisdom yes! God has loved us both through all the pain that we have co-created for the sake of experience and to assist you to seek a place without pain. Soul has always known that this place is God and so the seeking of Divine Principal began and Divine Principal was found waiting with open arms. Now the illusions and delusion that self-hatred is even possible must be shattered and removed from consciousness of self and ultimately the whole. Only love exists. Where there is hatred of self or anyone else it is only a reflection of ignorance of truth that only love exists. You see hatred is truly only fear that there is absence of love which truly is not possible. These truths are not new to you but they filter down and I say unto you my friend take them all the way down and allow them to move out every illusion or delusion within, mine and yours, and be free to enjoy the life that is yours to live. God gave it unto you. In this case, God expressing as Sentalitta had the pleasure of creating and caring for the body for 22 years and I gained much in that experience as well. Let us together free you from all that was my experience. Yes it has served you in your journey home but now it no longer serves you and I take it unto me as it is mine in fact. Be that who you are now my friend, Tatiacha, and take that expression into the fullness of the Creator, as I know you will. You are well prepared to do this and I will ever be at your side watching and admiring the great joyousness that is ahead. Love unto my dearest friend.

Group: Never think that you must bear pain to progress. This is well finished now. Your worth is not pain but joy. This subconscious desire to cause self pain must heal itself now. It is not in alignment with the truth that you are and know. We are here to assist this healing my dear. Never will you heal alone. We are ever present to love you into wholeness. Feel our love in every moment. It is yours and no one else's. Direct it to your healing and growth and return into full understanding of absolute oneness in love of God. Diane you are diligent in your path and at times too much so that you place upon yourself more pain, then you feel you have not progressed to where you think you should be. This is one of the great illusions to remove. It is not of truth. It comes of fear that you will not achieve. You already have the achievement do you see. The work has been done. Allow it expression. You are home, not trying desperately to get there. You are there, we are there with you and we surround you in a womb of the Father’s love. Your anointing in this love and light of Christ self has always been with you in the holy Ghost of God self. Know that God expresses in your Sphere and that your body is suspended in the God force in every second. Your God force in true expression. Body will come to reflect that expression. It has no choice. How long this takes is different for every individual. Do not allow yourself the luxury of criticizing self, for time is a no thing and you have more important things to do and think about than criticizing self based on time. Can't think of anything else in a given moment? Close eyes and send love out to the planet. Surely it is in need. Take every moment available to do this. Don't waste moments on fretting silliness of the mortal. God works in you in every aspect every moment. Know this when you have a thought that wants you to believe otherwise or be distracted from this truth. Allow God to show you the next steps you will take in life. Allow God to bring you into the glory of love that has been awaiting you. It must be now my dearest child, it must be now. God has far to much love for you to experience for there to be even one moment for anything else, especially pain. Do you see, you are love, you are loved. We are here for you. Call unto us as you have and you will want or need for nothing in this world, be it emotional, mental, physical, or spiritual. It is all at hand for you to experience in a joyous and grand way.

Archemedes: I will be assisting you this day in your release and your embracing of true God love that lives within you. There are times when this Mercury Retrograde is almost too good at what it does, bringing up these deep issues. You feel overwhelmed and tired. Tired is a normal state when pain is involved, be it physical or emotional, for sleep gives much peace to the weary. Mental pain often has the other effect but this is uncommon on this planet. Breathe deeply and fill your body with oxygen and drink much water this day. Allow the energies I bring to you to feed you with gentleness of Spirit that comes from knowing deep parts of self. This being able to look at inner darkness and see that which it is, truly is a beneficial thing in the long run so to speak. I know you will not lose heart even on a day when you feel such as this. Simply allow it to move out from you and thank it for what it has given unto you.

Diane: I made it into Delta state today fully conscious, with the REM state. At first I didn't know what it was there were no thoughts and I wasn't trying to control my thoughts. There was a void, so to speak, kind of like an echo, then I realized it was like a blank slate, so I started to fill the void with love, abundance, joy, etc. Then it was a wonderful feeling and the REM started again. There were no pictures and I realized that I had to choose pictures, because I was there consciously, the subconscious was unable to be active. It was the same with the thoughts, but even when I had realizations and filled the void they were not thoughts, they were more like feelings or something because my mind was still blank. I wanted pictures of joy and what came were sunsets and waterfalls and other nature pictures. Then I woke up so to speak, I felt really good and excited.

Archemedes: I am here my dearest one. This is a great achievement. Now you know what it feels like to sleep standing forth! The body is in total rest and the mind and Soul Spirit work together on whatever cause is at hand. It is a joyous time of good use of power. You used this time to put into full consciousness thoughts that you have long been working on. Joy, harmony, peace, loving and being loved, abundance, balance within self on all levels, and thoughts for the whole. This night also you are spoken to by the group mind, so to speak, of the Soul group. This was new to you and it was a nice feeling. Congratulations my dear friend, this is a great achievement of the embrace of wholeness of truth of your divine nature. There is no stopping the growth and working of God's grand law. You asked God this day to show himself unto you in a way you would understand and now this has happened. All are much pleased this day. Be pleased with self. You put into this void the end to self-hatred and fill it with love. This will heal you 100% on every level of your totality. It is a good day to watch from Spirit and see right choices made. Love be you dear friend.

Diane: Faced all my past lives today that were involved in darkness in a conscious way forgave them and integrated them. Then faced my inner Antichrist. Realized all the self-sabotage that has occurred inside me from my own resistance to the Christ I am truly. Forgave and integrated.

After all the dreams I had last night and the integration and forgiveness this morning I feel worn out

Archemedes: My dearest friend, know that this day has been a day of deepest levels, so to speak, reaching the place where all the past lives of ignorance live and bringing them into illumination. There is some grieving to this my dear. This combination of these past and present life self-hatred and sabotage is what you came to see as your personal antichrist. The culmination of every part of self that wanted to participate in self-hatred. My dear, know that in an instant you shined light and love unto part of self and totally illuminated it, bringing it home to you in fullness with acceptance. Wholeness has been achieved. Do you see my dear? This is an emotional thing to face this portion of self. You cry tears that are based in the knowledge that we're capable of such deep self destruction. Hatred at self is far worse than hatred directed at another, for it insults the very nature of who you are. Hatred directed at another is in ignorance on a conscious level. Hatred at self is found at the deepest level of all consciousness. it lives in the very place that surrounds the truth that you are God! It is an affront to the nature of your true self, but now you let this go. You grieve for self past, not self present, or self future. This is normal and healthy. Allow it to flow out of you and be gone forever. That is all.

Diane: What is in someone's best and highest good may conflict with what is in my best and highest good. I hope no one chooses to be hurt or angry but I have work to do self to move to true goal!

Soul: I am here dear part of self. Questions. This is natural in the progression of growth. Questioning brings new insight my dear and it should be honored. There are options that would have you here for a time working with Soul Mates that would desire assistance. Final processing of deepest level occurs and needs to be supported. This understanding that you must put your own needs first is important. It does not diminish your desire to assist the whole nor does it mean you wish harm to another. There are choices where someone will always choose to feel hurt. It does not make the choice wrong. You can not take responsibility for the reaction of someone else. God's plan and path for you leads you to help and heal many but you must be able to help and heal self in order to accomplish the greater work. ‘Tis not a selfish act to ask for this time and needs of your own is a necessity. Know this, do not put any guilt upon self that others would wish you to remain and do some work to help the group when you feel you have completed helping.

Bestali: I want you to know that you are ever loved and I am always with you even when you threaten to fire me. I am not too proud to remain. I accept the anger you go through as a good and beneficial clearing and I know you do not wish to fire me at all only to vent anger and I am happy to be of assistance in this venting. There is much to be grateful for in this time of venting old stuff. You reach levels so deep that the awakening within is unknown to the conscious self that is clouded in emotions past. It is a good time. Know that you are in beneficial cleansing and that we all are here in support and love.

Archemedes: There is much that has been thought about in these last days that has lead to release of old emotion at the deepest level. Know that this emotion is very powerful. It is the very emotion that has caused disease and illness in the body over many years. It is not possible for you to release it and feel nothing. But know that what you are aware of feeling is only a minute speck of the greater emotion being released and let go of and rejoice in the freedom that it brings unto you for when it is gone you will never long for reunion or clarity or love or anything else. You will be in the place where all these things are you in totality and it will be a day of grand celebration not far away now my dear. Know that it comes unto you as you planned it. All that you require now is at hand as you have chosen which road to take, the easy, shorter road. Yes, there are those who you feel pulling you to them and you love them and desire to respond but now you have chosen to first do the work of your Soul. They will have to wait and they shall. I feel this was the right choice my friend. I look forward to this new journey into completion.

Diane: Mercury retrograde ends tomorrow with full moon lunar eclipse on top of equinox, the culmination of all these things. Realize that I don't have my creative force at work in the now in aspect of joyous expression like making rattles etc.. Need a creative expression. Been lacking since the Crystal Kiva experience. Didn't even realize it was gone because of subsistence type living. This has to change now. Book is a creative endeavor but the purpose behind it is different! Need the force of creating for the joy of creating.

Group: This has been a good and productive retrograde. It has served as a good transition for you all. This day an illusion hit you in meditation and the reaction you had was as strong as if it was the real thing. You see illusion has the same power to the mind as reality if mind believes this illusion. Take this power and put it forth in use to end illusions for it will be a far better use of power. You have been in what we term a period of cloudy weather so to speak where high numbers of old emotions clear. While you are in this space you feel somewhat disconnected to the whole even though you know better. Yes, it has been a positive release and now you shall move into a space of clarity one again and fulfillment of creations embarked upon. This clearing as part of the purification process has been of great consequence my dear. See it as such and now the times change in your life and in the world around you. Jump in with both feet as the saying goes my friend. There is much to do and this will not interfere with book or meditative time. It is all ready, without distraction. There will be more than sufficient hours in the day. Choose joy of creative expressions of all kinds. This gives balance to your life. Giving, receiving creation. It is all part of loving and being loved as the Creator indeed loves you. There is time for you to pursue all that would bring you joy. You will be forging a new expression in every moment. One more true, and this will bring joy unto us all. Know that we are here in every moment dear one. Know that love is yours ever more.

Bestali: I would like to request one more channeling session at Ida's house. Yes this comes as no surprise to you huh? There are many friends I would like to touch bases with and you as well. To say good bye to speak to the channeling aspect and tell them that I have completed my teachings to you. If they want to know more they can come to you. If you don't want to do this I would understand but I hope, I know you will consider it and Ida would be excited yes?

Archemedes: Know that this would not interfere with the work at hand or the expression you desire to create. It would serve as a good transition. In truth, my friend Bestali has been a good teacher and many are ready to hear an entity say simply I have completed the teachings and good bye, God bless. We all know he shall never leave you nor would he ever hesitate to assist the guide of another who has met him, but this completion is a new concept in channeling and would be a good and valid lesson. I would encourage the participation in this session. Choice is yours my friend as always. There is another subject and that is the arrival of crossings of paths that have crossed previously. This will be a delicate situation in this place to create the crossings at appropriate times with all the people that you know. Use your instincts and pay close attention to self for the readiness of some is now and others need a little more time. This I trust will not be a problem but feel it should be mentioned so that it is in your current consciousness.

Soul: Clearing has been completed with this cycle of mercury retrograde, equinox, full moon, and lunar eclipse. It was a productive time and now you are prepared to complete Eden work within and for book. It has been coming unto you now for close to a year, this Return to Eden, and you do not recognize self from last year at this time. It has been a year of exponential growth, and next year life will be beyond all the wildest thoughts of mind. Self healing has occurred and all is well.

Atara: You say it has been long since we have written, indeed I have been quiet in your conscious state, allowing Archemedes to show you the pathway. All are here with you and all are delighted in the process of growth that has occurred. Know that when God begins something, God does not stop until completion of said project occurs in perfect form, and this you have started with God within you the process of perfection, and perfection must come forth. It is the law of the universe my friend, does not change by karma. True universal law is and is not changed case by case. When you move yourself to this place of law, as you have, then God works within you ever more diligently than you attempt consciously to work out and through issues. Know that the work is all encompassing. The snow foreseen for this area has been altered, as a few days are needed by the family for all to leave the campground. I look forward to seeing you face to face my friend, as it is my intention to further your teachings on the planet. Worry not about when, simply know all is in perfect alignment. That is all.

Finally found a place to live here. Moved into a house in Lakeside. It is not huge but after a year and a half in a tent it is nice to have a roof. It is starting to get cool. Snowing a little on the mountain tops.

Diane: Found a poster today of Meher Baba. It says; don’t worry, be happy, I have come not to teach, but to awaken. I bring the greatest treasure, which is possible for man to receive - A treasure which includes all other treasures, Which will endure forever, which increases when shared with others. Be ready to receive it. Avatar Meher Baba The Awakener. Any comments on this. It was put right on my path in a moment I needed the message.

Soul: Dearest self, know that law is enacted. Meher Baba is the first of many Avatars you shall meet, so to speak, as well as Masters on Earth. It is traditional in one who has gone through the Eden teachings without an external teacher for an Avatar to come unto you before a Master. Another shall come in the flesh. It shall be his pleasure to serve. He shall introduce you to the first steps of the enactment of God's true laws, meeting of all needs and the further steps will be revealed as they unfold, so to speak. Atara will come unto you when he has completed what we term his basic example of life truly lived, for you to see for yourself the laws in action. Atara will show you how to put them into action yourself and will call other Avatars or Earth Masters as he sees fit. He is the guidance for our further steps to completion. Taking the knowledge and truth and further purification into the active phase. Female phase is receiving and the showing of the Avatars completes this cycle, receiving the truth, this time by seeing. Atara then brings you into the male aspect of action, being. As Bestali served as a great teacher unto us, now Atara will take over the role until we are fully in true expression. It is as it has been planned, and all is well, and the Creator's love moves strongly within our heart space, so to speak. All things move now into absolute union. That is all.

Atara: I am here my friend, and soon we will converse in the physical, so to speak, and this will be preferable to the limitation that this writing presents unto us in our expression. Observe and accept what shall be shown you with not awe, but with simply the knowledge that it is God's law at work, and all who enact it shall be within it's joyous response. There is much to experience and you will find this time a joyful one that you shall treasure. It will be a discovery, unfoldment, like the child who learns how to walk. There is never question that the child will walk, only joy in watching the child's discovery that it can end it's own limitations by moving into the law that God embedded into it's DNA code and Soul that says, Thou shalt walk, run and talk etc. You see you are now at the place of law now, God Says unto you, Thou shalt express perfectly all that God is capable of now, and this you shall. Yes, you will take a spill or two in your attempts to forge ahead, but the baby is never thwarted, nor does it lose joy in the attempts, for it knows it is preordained to succeed, and so to are you child, you have reached that point. The baby watches and emulates the parent and soon the Avatar comes unto you to give you the first clear and real picture to emulate. Be as the baby, who is yet to crawl, observe what he does, desire to do it yourself, know you can and will, and accept it as your future. When I come unto you in the physical I will help you to do it, encourage you to crawl, offer you words and deeds of support and love and lift you unto your feet and hold your hands, so you can get the feel of walking, before you attempt to do it on your own. I will be there with open arms to embrace you when you take your first steps on your own, and a glorious celebration will ensue. I will watch you grow and excel to run and talk with the pride of a parent. When we are through you will have all that you need from me to step out into the world as yourself, truly, free from all parental strings, ready to serve the Creator and assist your brethren on the planet. Know ye the love that is, child, for as a parent loves a child fully in perfect expression when it reaches the open arms upon first steps, so too does the Creator love us all. Never question this my friend. There is no greater truth than the Creator's love for you. It has been a long and interesting journey. Bestali has taught you well, and he makes my job very easy. You are ready to finish the receiving and begin the doing. Doing is the active form. Giving and receiving are happening spontaneously during doing, and you have well mastered this. Our time together will be short, for you are a fast learner, and will leave the nest quickly. Do not be overanxious, but savor it my friend. The goal is already yours. Do not forget to enjoy the journey. This is a good time to stop this night. Sleep well and enjoy your journey home!

Atara: The final purification can be very difficult and painful for all who go through it. You are not alone!! You are closer than ever to achieving your goal. That is why you are in deepest of doubt for it is in this place of closeness where this deepest doubt and fear have lived. This time push through it my dear. Do not give it any true power. Feel it and flow it out of you to Gods wondrous universe where it shall transform into purest love and return unto you with joyous abandon 1 million times greater than whence it left you. It shall be a glowing light so bright you will glow with Gods glory every day hence and into the Spirit realm beyond. Know the love, know the love.

Masters on Earth: We are here with you, we feel your pains of transformation. It is as the snake shedding its skin friend. The process feels limiting and binding but when achieved total change has occurred even though during the process it feels as if it will never end and that you will always feel this way. We are with you and look forward to being with you soon face to face.