 Engtovo's StoryLibrary Home | Automatic Writing | Channeling My initial plan for my personal ascension began in central Mexico in the area that is now called Teotihuacan. My name there was Tatiacha. It was about 50 BC, the group that lived in the area were not of one tribe. They were a diverse group that had left the tribes of their birth to form a new community based on the spiritual teaching and intention to ascend. The Dharljas of the time were in contact with us and a couple of Avatars came to join us to assist us in the setup of this new society. There were about 400 people in the tribe at the time and with the help of these Avatars and Dharljas, we built the pyramid of the sun and the pyramid of the moon. At that point those were the only two permanent structures, we all lived happily in grass thatched huts. There was also contact at the time with ET sources, one of the things they gave to us that we were to place in the pyramid of the sun at the time of it’s completion was a crystal from their home planet. It was similar to the crystals of earth, but it had a color quality and a light refraction ability that are not inherent in Earth crystals. This crystal was about 12 to 15 inches high and about 8 inches in diameter. At the time some early Spanish explorers were starting to make their way across Mexico. We were getting ready for the ceremony we had planned for the placing of the crystal when members of the tribe first met with some of the Spanish explorers. We were a very peaceful people and offered to help the explorers who needed some medicines and additional food. In the process, the Spanish spotted the crystal. During the night one of the explorers snuck into camp and stole the crystal for a personal prize. The Avatars went and spoke to the leaders of the Spanish exploration team. Although they were not friendly people or even reasonable people, the Avatars were very persuasive and made a deal with them for the return of the crystal and then returned to the Himalayas to do some other work. Unfortunately some of the tribe members in a moment of full mortal expression were overcome with anger that we should have to make a deal with these people for the return of our own property. A small group set off right after the Avatars left to steal the crystal back. This did not go well and the group ended up killing the man who had taken the crystal and one other man who was with him. This was against everything they and our tribe believed we were a completely pacifist group. The guilt they carried back to the tribe was a grieving beyond any pain I have seen in exploring past lives. My current brother Randy was one of those men and still to this day he struggles with self hatred and anger at himself for participating in this killing. He was at the time the "chief" for lack of a better term, the political leader you may say, we also had a spiritual leader and a tribal shaman. They worked together as a trinity, with the Chief being responsible for the worldly issues such as our food supplies and the Shaman responsible for the emotional and mental health of the tribe, and the healing of any physical illness. With the spiritual leader taking responsibility for the teachings in the tribe although the Shaman was also quite capable of assisting individuals with spiritual issues and often did. Anyway to get back to the story… The men were followed back to camp by a large contingent of armed Spanish explorers who had found the two dead men. At the time I was about 16 and was engaged to marry the Shaman’s apprentice Donacagic. My father was the tribes spiritual leader. When the Spanish arrived we had no weapons as was our belief in non violence and the Spanish proceeded to rape and dismember the women of the tribe making the men watch before killing them. They slaughtered most of the tribe. some members of the tribe were able to escape to a nearby tribe and some were away conducting trade at the time. The area remained uninhabited for 30 years before a new group of people came and started to rebuild the area. They named the main avenue of the new Teotihuacan they were building "The Street Of The Dead" so that they would never forget those who went before, and died with the ideal in their hearts, even though they had not been able to complete the journey of their ascension. The Avatars returned with many of the Dharljas when the information came to them that things had gone amiss but found the tribe already dead. They attended to the bodies, cleansed the area, and retrieved the crystal so that it could no longer be an item of such destruction. It was an intense journey that has left deep scars for all of us that were there. The men who acted on their freewill in taking the lives of the Spanish had no idea what they would be bringing back to the tribe. My brother still works through deep layers of pain not only for his actions in the killing but in having to watch helplessly as all the women he loved were raped and murdered. My mother was one of the tribe members that survived because she was visiting friends at a neighboring camp. For her the grief of her whole family and extended tribe being killed has left her with intensive abandonment and grief issues to work through. For myself it was a life I wondered if I could ever move through, I have clear memories of screaming for Donacagic and him breaking lose of those holding him and the two of us being killed about the same time. I was pregnant at the time and it was known to the both of us that this child intended to push forth my energy to ascend during the pregnancy so he would be born a Dharlja. Upon our return to spirit neither of us wanted to integrate with our higher selves. We wanted the opportunity to continue our ascension journey.. Donacagic was born in the Pacific islands June 29 1472, where his foundation for his ascension path was what we would currently call the Huna path. His name there was Makenai Denalya. Due to his experiences in Teotihuacan he has always been a champion of personal empowerment and women’s rights. He is a compassionate and loving being but has zero tolerance for rapists, men who lord power and physical strength over woman and children through threat and pain. Makenai worked diligently with a single focus throughout his life to attain his ascension. I got a good laugh in recent years when Makenai became the slogan of the pokemon sensation – with the Japanese translation being "Never Give Up". That statement is the personification of Donacagic/Makenai. I was able to make arrangements to be born a twin with a soul I had a close bond with to parents who were on the verge of standing forth. This was for me the ideal situation because I would be born right into the divine life and I would be freed from the pain of the Teotihuacan experience. I was born Engtovo Bhodsvatan, November 18 1445 in Lhasa Tibet to Dharljas, Pedro and Deliahs Johanna who went through the ascension process and stood forth August 13 1444. At this point the oldest Dharlja of the time gave unto them the Bhodsvatan name to be carried by the lineage of the Divine Beings that would come forth from their union. I have one older brother, Dalihan, who was born before our parents stood forth, and so, was born into the mortal and stood forth at the age of 10. Despite his birth into the mortal, he is ever bit a Bhodsvatan, and carries the name. My twin brother is Absebkatna (Seb) and we have a younger sister Cecilia. Seb and I were the first of the Bhodsvatan lineage to be born into the Divine state. Our family home was originally near what is now Pokara Nepal, where the mortal descendants of my mother’s brother still hold land. My mother’s heritage is of the Nepal and the Northern India area and my father of Tibetan and Mongolian decent. They have both taken their bodies and returned to Spirit as Avatars. Makenai Stood Forth May 12, 1499, He stayed in the pacific region teaching until the 1550s and we were married May 30, 1561. The Bhodsvatan lineage is currently one of three primary families within the 194 Dharljas. There are those who have been born into these families and those who stood forth from various societies that married into one of the three families. Then there are other Dharljas that stood forth and are not part of the three families. The other two families are the Canberdhanak Line and the Lendhamas line. (One of you asked about the Jesus death experience and that relates directly to the decisions of the Dharljas that I am about to describe but I will get into that in another email) After careful consideration by all of the Dharljas about how we could best assist humanity, it was decided that the coming technological white ruled society, would have difficulty accepting these teachings of God’s true Divine Inheritance from a group of beings that were racially diverse but lacking a white expression. In 1985 myself, my twin Seb and Makenai set down our bodies in the Himalaya (Eden) into a form of suspended animation in order to walk into bodies here in the United States. With the intention of working our way back to our true Divine knowledge and showing a path for others, to follow our lead back to their own true home in God’s full expression. I have met Seb in his current body and this meeting compounded information I had received but did not yet understand, and facilitated the information of our true being coming to the surface. He is currently in Idaho working the steps of his own journey, and is right on our desired schedule of completion. When we stand forth in our current bodies we will integrate our original bodies with our current bodies and continue on with our full expression of who we are as Dharljas blended with the current western expressions we have taken on. This plan to share these teachings was given much thought prior to its implementation. It was known that the current western society would be coming to a climax that would make it the most difficult time on the planet to cultivate true Spirituality. The path needed to be personal and within all the current societal lessons that average people experience. I chose to make a contract with a dear friend in Spirit that I call Sentalitta. Her life plan was only to go until the age of 22 and was filled with all the typical dysfunctional family issues that would serve as the perfect foundation to show that the work could indeed be done. The relatives she would be born with were also Spirits with whom I had a strong tie from Teotihuacan who had reincarnated now with the intention of completing their own ascension journeys. Sentalitta was already quite adept spiritually and despite the fact that the life she planned was karmic more than spiritual in nature she still held the understandings of the true nature of life divine within the core of her beliefs that she kept to herself. The arrangements were made for Sentalitta and I to change place with the assistance of a third party named Samantha that would come to be a child who would leave directly before birth facilitating the personality changes and life changes that I would choose to make upon entering this body. During the pregnancy we both spent time in the body and there were a blend of energies between the three of us that shifted the vibrations of the body for the work that was to come. The changes in me after the experience of Samantha’s death were easy for the family to explain to themselves as the result of a major life event, losing a child, instead of the switching of Souls. Seb’s trails were to be more difficult dealing with abuse and alcoholism in his birth family to show a pathway out of a more extreme situation. It was foreseen, due to this, that I would have to lead the way and open to the information first and Seb would follow suit quickly upon our meeting, which is what has happened. I do not have the details of Makenai’s journey as that is information that on the Christ level of my being, I felt would impede my focus on the work at hand. Suffice it to say he is on schedule as well. This has been very important work for those who remained in Eden as well, and through our connection to them during our journeys here, they have gained greater understanding into the complexity of emotions and life situations that go on here, and have gained large amounts of information on how best to serve those who are here. This is not the first time that the Dharljas have taken on such a task. On September 17 1647, I put my body into suspended animation to be born into the body of a Yavapai – Apache woman to assist in the preparation of the times to come for the white man and the Indians of this nation. Makenai had done the same a couple of years prior in another tribe. I was born in the area of Arizona that is now called Payson. My name was Asheaka Three Feathers (the Apache words for three feathers). Makenai and I started a medicine society to share these ascension teachings that we called Skaeaha. Due to the difficulty at the time with warring tribes, this medicine society was very secret, as shaman with the appropriate level of teaching from all tribes participated. We could not even share this knowledge with those of our tribes other than the apprentices we took into training and had to give our bodies the appearance of aging even though we had completed our return to Divine expression at a very young age. We spent time all over the Arizona, New Mexico and Southern Colorado region and shared with tribal shaman that would travel to the region from all over the continent. We spent a great deal of time in the red rocks of Sedona, which at the time were pure, and pristine, the vortexes clear of any interference of man. It was a very important journey, many of the shaman stood forth, and those who didn’t, carried the knowledge of what was to come for their nations. There have been other times and societies when the Dharljas were free to work directly as themselves, and this obviously is preferable. I was gone as Asheaka for 123 years and although I was occasionally able to find time away from my tribe to meet with my Dharlja family members, the times were too few and far between for both myself and Makenai. We had five children that we missed greatly. Son Pence – May 29 1581 Between this time as Asheaka, and this current leap into the mortal, we had four more children with the additional DNA that we brought back from our Indian bodies and integrated with our original bodies, these four chose to look a little less Asian in their appearance. Makenai’s Dharlja body is of Asian Pacific decent. So all the children are quite a diverse mixture of genetics. Daughter Adrianna - November 12 1827 At this point we have many grand children, great grandchildren, and great great grandchildren. The youngest of all being Adrianna’s new son Sentempha, born October 3 1998, whom I have yet to have the pleasure of meeting face to face. Some of the grandchildren and great grandchildren have taken their bodies and returned to Spirit as Avatars already. Seb has three children his wife is an Avatar now, and he also has many descendants. Dalihan has 2 sons and Cecilia has not, as yet, had any children. We are a very close family. Our whole lives have been dedicated to service to the Divine Principle of life. In my current body I quickly began to make changes after the death of Samantha. I felt very betrayed and abandoned by her leaving and knew there had to be a reason. During this time my mother and brother were reading every "new age" and spiritual book they could get their hands on. I had no idea what any of it was about I only knew they were into a bunch of "new age" stuff. In 1989 after trying to use hypnosis to work on some physical healing issues and wanting to contact my spirit guide my clairaudience began to open and I received the name of my guide one letter at a time B-e-s-t-a-l-i. I didn’t know what this was but felt it was important and wrote it down. On another level I though oh this is just crazy why am I writing this down. At the time my mother and brother were in Sedona for a Dick Sutphen seminar, for some reason I was convinced that they would know what this Bestali thing was about. Upon their return they said "who knows" but we learned how to do automatic writing. They taught me how to do the writing. I had a lot of fear in allowing that hand to be controlled by another spirit, but I had a burning desire to know things. First and foremost was why had Samantha left, this question was so deeply embedded into my consciousness that it was far stronger than any fear and the writings began. That began the journey with Bestali’s that changed all our lives forever. I understand now that Samantha was giving me the greatest gift in her participation in my walk in process and in bringing me to spirit by keeping her energy close to mine never allowing the question of her leaving me to get out of my consciousness. I came to find out that much of the information that the family had been learning and reading about was what I had always known and believed, what a shock that was for us all. As information from Bestali started to come through, the family had a verification they needed knowing that I had never touched any of the books and had no way of knowing mentally any of the teachings that were pouring forth. In 1991 Bestali introduced me to Atara, he told me that Atara would be my teacher and secondary guide. I had no idea at the time that Atara was the oldest of the Dharljas and one of my dearest friends. Bestali completed a series of teaching by 1993 and from that point forward Atara guided the teaching and in 1995 Bestali said he was complete as a teacher for me, that he would always be my guide but would no longer be my teacher. Atara had introduced me to the Masters directly in automatic writings and though the Spalding books in 1994. As I have remembered more and more information and especially since Seb and I have met, I have been working directly with members of my Dharlja family. My son Johob is my meditative guide when I have periods of time where I am feeling a loss of focus due to worldly affairs he helps bring me back to what he calls "the one point" and this is very effective. All my children as well as my brother Dalihan and sister Cecilia have been there daily with encouragement and support. There are techniques that can be learned to facilitate the process as well as a sequence of events that take place in the ascension process. Many of you may have already been through some of the sequence that has been what has lead you to an ascension journey to begin with. It can be very helpful to understand this sequence and the Dharljas will be teaching this to the public. Some of you may have even been in Teotihuacan with the original 400 or later with the city of 25,000 that built what we know today to be Teotihuacan around the two pyramids. In the last 12 years or so my family has come into contact with a few different members of the tribe all here on the planet to reconnect with the Dharljas and continue the ascension journey we began in Mexico. This time last year I was just finishing up a five month session of sharing these teaching with a group in Seattle who found them to be confirmation of things they know and have experienced personally. At one point I had planned to take the tapes of those sessions and put them on the website but they turned out to be intensely personal and so it feels inappropriate to share that level of intimacy about their lives on the website. I have been planning to record the basics in lecture form for lack of a better term and put those audio files on the web. Spirit has said it would take about 14 hours of audio to cover the information, although I myself find it to be far more interesting when there are people asking questions and clarifications on the material. If any of you have any opinions on that please feel free to send them along. I will talk a little about the Kundalini that I mentioned in another email as one of the sequence points but I will put that into a separate email. In response to the questions of where I am at in the process, I have gone through the sequence of energetic openings and have been in a period of purification of body mind and spirit that is the final stage of the process before the integration of my bodies. So in response to the question of have I met the masters face to face, or have I received the information spiritually I have to answer… Yes. In this body I have not been face to face with the masters, so it has been 16 years since I have been in their physical presence. Not including looking into the mirror at the currently very mortal expression knowing who I am truly. So the information on the site and that I share with you all has been remembered and received spiritually.
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