The Engtovo Chronicles

I am getting a lot of questions about my connection to the Dharljas and how it all works.  I have had this information on the site from an email shared with a group of people for a long time, but people must be having trouble finding it.  I have updated some of the time related info.

My initial plan for my personal ascension began in central Mexico in the area that is now called Teotihuacan. My name there was Tatiacha. It was about 50 BC, the group that lived in the area were not of one tribe. They were a diverse group that had left the tribes of their birth to form a new community based on the spiritual teaching and intention to ascend. The Dharljas of the time were in contact with us and a couple of Avatars came to join us to assist us in the setup of this new society. There were about 400 people in the tribe at the time and with the help of these Avatars and Dharljas, we built the pyramid of the sun and the pyramid of the moon. At that point those were the only two permanent structures; we all lived happily in grass thatched huts. There was also contact at the time with ET sources, one of the things they gave to us that we were to place in the pyramid of the sun at the time of it’s completion was a crystal from their home planet. It was similar to the crystals of earth, but it had a color quality and a light refraction ability that are not inherent in Earth crystals. This crystal was about 12 to 15 inches high and about 8 inches in diameter. At the time some early Spanish explorers were starting to make their way across Mexico. We were getting ready for the ceremony we had planned for the placing of the crystal when members of the tribe first met with some of the Spanish explorers. We were a very peaceful people and offered to help the explorers who needed some medicines and additional food. In the process, the Spanish spotted the crystal. During the night one of the explorers snuck into camp and stole the crystal for a personal prize. The Avatars went and spoke to the leaders of the Spanish exploration team. Although they were not friendly people or even reasonable people, the Avatars were very persuasive and made a deal with them for the return of the crystal and then returned to the Himalayas to do some other work.

Unfortunately some of the tribe members in a moment of full mortal expression were overcome with anger that we should have to make a deal with these people for the return of our own property. A small group set off right after the Avatars left to steal the crystal back. This did not go well and the group ended up killing the man who had taken the crystal and one other man who was with him. This was against everything they and our tribe believed we were a completely pacifist group. The guilt they carried back to the tribe was a grieving beyond any pain I have seen in exploring past lives. My current brother Randy was one of those men and still to this day he struggles with self hatred and anger at himself for participating in this killing. He was at the time the “chief” for lack of a better term, the political leader you may say, we also had a spiritual leader and a tribal shaman. They worked together as a trinity, with the Chief being responsible for the worldly issues such as our food supplies and the Shaman responsible for the emotional and mental health of the tribe, and the healing of any physical illness. With the spiritual leader taking responsibility for the teachings in the tribe although the Shaman was also quite capable of assisting individuals with spiritual issues and often did.

Anyway to get back to the story…

The men were followed back to camp by a large contingent of armed Spanish explorers who had found the two dead men. At the time I was about 16 and was engaged to marry the Shaman’s apprentice Donacagic. My father was the tribe’s spiritual leader. When the Spanish arrived we had no weapons as was our belief in non violence and the Spanish proceeded to rape and dismember the women of the tribe making the men watch before killing them. They slaughtered most of the tribe. Some members of the tribe were able to escape to a nearby tribe and some were away conducting trade at the time. The area remained uninhabited for 30 years before a new group of people came and started to rebuild the area. They named the main avenue of the new Teotihuacan they were building “The Street Of The Dead” so that they would never forget those who went before, and died with the ideal in their hearts, even though they had not been able to complete the journey of their ascension. The Avatars returned with many of the Dharljas when the information came to them that things had gone amiss but found the tribe already dead. They attended to the bodies, cleansed the area, and retrieved the crystal so that it could no longer be an item of such destruction.

It was an intense journey that has left deep scars for all of us that were there. The men who acted on their freewill in taking the lives of the Spanish had no idea what they would be bringing back to the tribe. My brother still works through deep layers of pain not only for his actions in the killing but in having to watch helplessly as all the women he loved were raped and murdered. My mother was one of the tribe members that survived because she was visiting friends at a neighboring camp. For her the grief of her whole family and extended tribe being killed has left her with intensive abandonment and grief issues to work through. For me it was a life I wondered if I could ever move through, I have clear memories of screaming for Donacagic and him breaking lose of those holding him and the two of us being killed about the same time. I was pregnant at the time and it was known to the both of us that this child intended to push forth my energy to ascend during the pregnancy so he would be born a Dharlja. Upon our return to spirit neither of us wanted to integrate with our higher selves. We wanted the opportunity to continue our ascension journey. After much discussion, our higher selves granted us this opportunity, thus making us what are called carry over souls.

Donacagic was born in the Pacific islands June 29 1472, where his foundation for his ascension path was what we would currently call the Huna path. His name there was Makenai Denalya. Due to his experiences in Teotihuacan he has always been a champion of personal empowerment and women’s rights. He is a compassionate and loving being but has zero tolerance for rapists, men who lord power and physical strength over women and children through threat and pain. Makenai worked diligently with a single focus throughout his life to attain his ascension. I got a good laugh in recent years when Makenai became the slogan of the pokemon sensation – with the Japanese translation being “Never Give Up”. That statement is the personification of Donacagic/Makenai.

I was able to make arrangements to be born a twin with a soul I had a close bond with to parents who were on the verge of standing forth (ascending). This was for me the ideal situation because I would be born right into the divine life and I would be freed from the pain of the Teotihuacan experience. I was born Engtovo Bhodsvatan, November 18 1445 in Lhasa Tibet to Dharljas, Pedro and Deliahs Johanna who went through the ascension process and stood forth August 13 1444. At this point the oldest Dharlja of the time gave unto them the Bhodsvatan name to be carried by the lineage of the Divine Beings that would come forth from their union. I have one older brother, Dalihan, who was born before our parents stood forth, and so, was born into the mortal and stood forth at the age of 10. Despite his birth into the mortal, he is ever bit a Bhodsvatan, and carries the name. My twin brother is Absebkatna (Seb) and we have a younger sister Cecilia. Seb and I were the first of the Bhodsvatan lineage to be born into the Divine state. Our family home was originally near what is now Pokhara Nepal, where the mortal descendants of my mother’s brother still hold land. My mother’s heritage is of the Nepal and the Northern India area and my father of Tibetan and Mongolian decent. They have both taken their bodies and returned to Spirit as Avatars.

Makenai Stood Forth May 12, 1499, He stayed in the pacific region teaching until the 1550s and we were married May 30, 1561.

The Bhodsvatan lineage is currently one of three primary families within the 194 Dharljas. There are those who have been born into these families and those who stood forth from various societies that married into one of the three families. Then there are other Dharljas that stood forth and are not part of the three families. The other two families are the Canberdhanak Line and the Lendhamas line.

(One of you asked about the Jesus death experience and that relates directly to the decisions of the Dharljas that I am about to describe but I will get into that in another email)

The Dharljas in general have a perspective of non interference in the affairs of mortals. However as we moved to the time of earth changes it was known that there were things the Creator wanted us to help with. After careful consideration by all of the Dharljas about how we could best assist humanity, it was decided that the coming technological white ruled society, would have difficulty accepting these teachings of God’s true Divine Inheritance from a group of beings that were racially diverse but lacking a white expression. It was also seen that there were numerous things that could be done by someone expressing in the mortal but aware of the Dharljas that could be enacted without the burden of non interference because the person enacting them would not be a Dharlja. In 1985 myself, my twin Seb and Makenai set down our bodies in the Himalaya into a form of suspended animation in order to walk into bodies here in the United States. With the intention of working our way back to our true Divine knowledge and showing a path for others, to follow our lead back to their own true home in God’s full expression.

I met Seb in his current body in early 1997 and this meeting compounded information I had received but did not yet understand, and facilitated the information of our true being coming to the surface. He is currently in Montana working the steps of his own journey.

I left my other body in suspended animation to do this, and now more often than not, I am awake in both bodies.  When I have completed this work I can integrate my two bodies and live in my ascended expression.  It is also possible I will ascend in this body while still here, and could live in two bodies, although I feel no need to be in two bodies ascended, and believe I would still integrate bodies. When I integrate my bodies I will continue on with my full expression of who I am as a Dharlja blended with the current western expressions I have taken on.

This plan to share these teachings was given much thought prior to its implementation. It was known that the current western society would be coming to a climax that would make it the most difficult time on the planet to cultivate true Spirituality. The path needed to be personal and within all the current societal lessons that average people experience. I chose to make a contract with a dear friend in Spirit that I call Sentalitta. Her life plan was only to go until the age of 22 and was filled with all the typical dysfunctional family issues that would serve as the perfect foundation to show that the work could indeed be done. The relatives she would be born with were also Spirits with whom I had a strong tie from Teotihuacan who had reincarnated now with the intention of completing their own ascension journeys. Sentalitta was already quite adept spiritually and despite the fact that the life she planned was karmic more than spiritual in nature she still held the understandings of the true nature of life divine within the core of her beliefs that she kept to herself.

The arrangements were made for Sentalitta and I to change place with the assistance of a third party named Samantha that would come to be a child who would leave directly before birth facilitating the personality changes and life changes that I would choose to make upon entering this body. During the pregnancy Sentalitta and I both spent time in the body and there were a blend of energies between the three of us that shifted the vibrations of the body for the work that was to come. The changes in me after the experience of Samantha’s death were easy for the family to explain to themselves as the result of a major life event, losing a child, instead of the switching of Souls (a walk-in).

Seb’s trails were to be more difficult dealing with abuse and alcoholism in his birth family to show a pathway out of a more extreme situation. It was foreseen, due to this, that I would have to lead the way and open to the information first and Seb would follow suit quickly upon our meeting, which is what has happened. I do not have the details of Makenai’s journey as that is information that on the Christ level of my being, I felt would impede my focus on the work at hand. Suffice it to say he is doing what he is supposed to be doing. This has been very important work for those who remained in the Himalaya as well, and through our connection to them during our journeys here, they have gained greater understanding into the complexity of emotions and life situations that make this modern society so difficult, and have gained large amounts of information on how best to serve those who are here.

This is not the first time that the Dharljas have taken on such a task. On September 17 1647, I put my body into suspended animation to be born into the body of a Yavapai – Apache woman to assist in the preparation of the times to come for the white man and the Indians of this nation. Makenai had done the same a couple of years prior in another tribe. I was born in the area of Arizona that is now called Payson. My name was Asheaka Three Feathers (the Apache words for three feathers). Makenai and I started a medicine society to share these ascension teachings that we called Skaeaha. Due to the difficulty at the time with warring tribes, this medicine society was very secret, as shaman with the appropriate level of teaching from all tribes participated. We could not even share this knowledge with those of our tribes other than the apprentices we took into training and had to give our bodies the appearance of aging even though we had completed our return to Divine expression by integrating our bodies and then separating them again, at a very young age. We spent time all over the Arizona, New Mexico and Southern Colorado region and shared with tribal shaman that would travel to the region from all over the continent. We spent a great deal of time in the red rocks of Sedona, which at the time were pure, and pristine, the vortexes clear of any interference of man. It was a very important journey, some of the shaman stood forth, and those who didn’t, carried the knowledge of what was to come for their nations. There have been other times and societies when the Dharljas were free to work directly as themselves, and this obviously is preferable. The problem with this is twofold. One is that people of a much lower vibration are very fearful of the Dharljas. Two is that those in the middle vibrations who have chosen difficult pathways simply believe the Dharljas should fix everything in their life and the world for them. To do so would rob them of their self reliance and understanding that they too have the potential to ascend.

I was gone as Asheaka for 123 years and although I was occasionally able to find time away from my tribe to meet with my Dharlja family members, the times were too few and far between for both myself and Makenai. We had five children that we missed greatly.

Son Pence – May 29 1581
Son Jessinadha (Jesse) – February 24 1584
Daughter Suza – March 3 1586
Daughter Watabe (Little Moon)– January 20 1589
Son Jahob - October 11 1591

Between this time as Asheaka, and this current leap into the mortal, we had four more children with the additional DNA that we brought back from our Indian bodies and integrated with our original bodies, these four chose to look a little less Asian in their appearance. Makenai’s Dharlja body is of Asian Pacific decent. So all the children are quite a diverse mixture of genetics.

Daughter Adrianna - November 12 1827
Son Elesteel - July 26 1829
And twins
Son Josediab - December 31 1832
Daughter Lestadha

At this point we have many grand children, great grandchildren, and great great grandchildren. The youngest of all being Adrianna’s new son Sentempha, born October 3 1998, whom I have yet to have the pleasure of meeting face to face. Some of the grandchildren and great grandchildren have taken their bodies and returned to Spirit as Avatars already. Seb has three children his wife is an Avatar now, and he also has many descendants. Dalihan has 2 sons and Cecilia has not, as yet, had any children. We are a very close family. Our whole lives have been dedicated to service to the Divine Principle of life.

In my current body I quickly began to make changes after the death of Samantha. I felt very betrayed and abandoned by her leaving and knew there had to be a reason. During this time my mother and brother were reading every “new age” and spiritual book they could get their hands on. I had no idea what any of it was about I only knew they were into a bunch of “new age” stuff. In 1989 after trying to use hypnosis to work on some physical healing issues and wanting to contact my spirit guide my clairaudience began to open and I received the name of my guide one letter at a time B-e-s-t-a-l-i. I didn’t know what this was but felt it was important and wrote it down. On another level I thought oh this is just crazy why am I writing this down. At the time my mother and brother were in Sedona for a Dick Sutphen seminar, for some reason I was convinced that they would know what this Bestali thing was about. Upon their return they said “who knows” but we learned how to do automatic writing. They taught me how to do the writing. I had a lot of fear in allowing that hand to be controlled by another spirit, but I had a burning desire to know things. First and foremost was why had Samantha left, this question was so deeply embedded into my consciousness that it was far stronger than any fear and the writings began.

That began the journey with Bestali that changed all our lives forever. I understand now that Samantha was giving me the greatest gift in her participation in my walk in process and in bringing me to spirit by keeping her energy close to mine never allowing the question of her leaving me to get out of my consciousness. I came to find out that much of the information that the family had been learning and reading about was what I had always known and believed, what a shock that was for us all. As information from Bestali started to come through, the family had a verification they needed knowing that I had never touched any of the books and had no way of knowing mentally any of the teachings that were pouring forth.

In 1991 Bestali introduced me to Atara, he told me that Atara would be my teacher and secondary guide. I had no idea at the time that Atara was the oldest of the Dharljas and one of my dearest friends. Bestali completed a series of teachings by 1993 and from that point forward Atara guided the teaching and in 1995 Bestali said he was complete as a teacher for me, that he would always be my guide but would no longer be my teacher. Atara had introduced me to the Masters directly in automatic writings and through the Spalding books in 1994. (Life & Teaching of the Masters of the Far East) As I have remembered more and more information and especially since Seb and I have met, I have been working directly with members of my Dharlja family. My son Jahob is my meditative guide when I have periods of time where I am feeling a loss of focus due to worldly affairs, he helps bring me back to what he calls “the one point” and this is very effective. All my children as well as my brother Dalihan and sister Cecilia have been there daily with encouragement and support.

There are techniques that can be learned to facilitate the process as well as a sequence of events that take place in the ascension process. Many of you may have already been through some of the sequence that has been what has lead you to an ascension journey to begin with. It can be very helpful to understand this sequence and the Dharljas will be teaching this to the public. Some of you may have even been in Teotihuacan with the original 400 or later with the city of 25,000 that built what we know today to be Teotihuacan around the two pyramids. In the last 12 years or so my family has come into contact with a few different members of the tribe all here on the planet to reconnect with the Dharljas and continue the ascension journey we began in Mexico.

In response to the questions of where I am at in the process, I have gone through the sequence of energetic openings and have been in a period of purification of body mind and spirit that is the final stage of the process before the integration of my bodies. So in response to the question of have I met the masters face to face, or have I received the information spiritually I have to answer… Yes. In this body I have not been face to face with the masters, so it has been 22 years since I have been in their physical presence. So the information on the site and that I share with you all has been remembered and received spiritually. I am in contact with the family every day. A new guide Aktanc has come to assist with the integration process, and be the one who would guide any public work that Creator would ask of me. He arrived May 17, 2007. Shortly after his arrival I received the intent to stop using the name Tatiacha which I had been using for 11 years, and return to my real name Engtovo, as that is who I truly am, and will soon only have one expression in one body. Legally I still carry the name of this body’s birth, Diane, but really feel no connection to that whatsoever.

The grid work that I came to do as a mortal is complete now with the final aspects being the removal of the conglomerate entities and the complete removal and return to source of the four lower astral planes. There are seven upper astral planes that will be removed during the changes as well. Anyone wishing to remain incarnating on the earth will have to be a causal level Soul.

yelena and your point is??????  You clearly have set ideas in your consciousness that you want to hold… so hold them.  You can believe anything you want to believe, but stop trying to convince me I should believe what you believe.  I am sure there are some things that you don’t quite understand due to the language thing, but most of your questions are just plain annoying.  You want to pit information you get here against information you get somewhere else just for the mind game of it.  it is tiring and a waste of my time.

I challenge your inner knowing quite honestly because if you were in touch with your inner knowing you wouldn’t be running around reading everything from everybody and trying to make it all fit together in your HEAD.  You would read what you wanted and simply take it or leave it as your heart led you.  You said yourself  in one comment that you can’t be in touch with the energy in a power spot if someone is with you.  That’s absurd, if just being around another person throws you off than your connection is weak.  I trust ME and only ME!  I have read almost no books and I don’t patronize other spiritual sites.  You asked about who would a past life reading be about if I had one, me or the previous soul that inhabited this body, and the answer to that is; I would never have a past life reading!!!!!!!!  I don’t go to psychics and readers.  I get my answers about my past lives from within myself.  I could care less what someone else’s book says, or their workshop or class.  I don’t do any of it.  I just follow MY path, no one else’s.

It is not my intention to be a teacher or a guru.  I am one woman sharing my path, my experience.  The reason?  Simple, it is two fold.  One is that writing whether about spirit or poetry or whatever is simply one way I enjoy expressing myself.  I share what I write the same as I share my photography or any other creative expression, including building the site.  The other is because as anyone who is on this path knows it can get very lonely as you go along.  As the years pass people fall away as they stagnate in their spirituality or fall away from spirit all together.  If someone who really is going through the paces finds the site and sees nothing other than the knowing that they are not alone in this journey than it is worth while to me.  You tell me you are so blissed out and in a perfect state of meditation that you can’t even feel anything negative, well if that is true than why are you not trying to take these questions inside yourself? 

That is not to say I am opposed to questions.  If people are honestly curious or confused about something I said, I welcome that, but I don’t think you are either.  You just want to throw a bunch of stuff at me because that’s the way you live your life.  I went to great length to get to many of your questions in the podcast and then you went straight to the two questions we didn’t get to.  What the hell is that?  You seem to think you have some god given right to demand answers from me, and in your timetable.  I am not your teacher, go WITHIN!  As far as I can see you’re just on some intellectual trip.  I owe you nothing.  I don’t owe anyone anything.  My site is 100% SHARING, I have asked nothing of anyone ever.

I am going to answer these questions,  they may have had other people wondering, but from here on out Yelena, find your answers within.  There are plenty of other questions that are from people who I feel are really wanting the information as it resonates with what they have gotten within, but they are just seeking some clarity.  I would like to spend my time speaking to those questions.

yeah, what about that catastrophy bestali was talking about? is he still? Even if it is his knowledge at the time isn’t it wiser not to focus people’s attention on that and create collective consciousness of doom?

Bestali never talked about a catastrophe because neither he nor I consider earth changes a catastrophe.  It is just a natural process of the earth and is no way negative.  It also shouldn’t be fearful because higher selves decided long long ago if their potentials were going to stay on the planet or not.  We are still in the midst of earth changes, what has changed are the details of some of what will happen with the earth, due to the fact that Mars decided on a rebirth to house life.  This required an expansion energy to come into the solar system to “kick start” her environment and that expansion energy effects all the planets in the system.  I have talked about this on the site earlier. 

i find 2 statements in your latest article odd: my inner knowledge tells me that HS will never test its potentials and another-one receives by one’s believes (metaphysics 101)-so, even if satanic ceremonies resulted in human sacriface, no matter how fearful the victim was at the time of death, the victim will go to “hell”(join the dark forces) only if he believed in hell. Or are you saying that they can force the soul into conglomerate entity at the time of death? i wonder, why are you so detailed about that issue-i’d guess none of your readers can do the grid work anyway…but some people are more impressionable than others and, again, is it worth creating that kind of consciousness?

Higher selves do test their potentials (souls) they assign karma to different aspects of themselves and decide all of the life changing events and life lessons we experience, except for the ones we create with our freewill, which are usually much worse than the ones higher self thinks up.  It is after all, the ascension of the higher self that is the goal, we are just parts thereof that are given different gifts and talents and limitations to achieve certain goals and lessons for the higher self.

I don’t believe in hell, and belief in hell has nothing to do with conglomerate entities.  The souls are trapped into the conglomerate entities by using grids at the moment of death that prevent the soul from going anywhere other than into this energetic prison of a sort that is the conglomerate entity.  it is not NORMAL  nothing the dark forces do is normal or right.  That is the whole damn point.  I’m sure there are readers of mine that can do grid work and do grid work and  I thank them for their contributions to the whole.  I talked about it at length because I have had several inquiries wanting more detail about it.  Not all the questions I have received are here in comments many come in email.

dreams are very good means of communicating with spirit as well as your subconscious. however, they are not to be taking literaly. people interpret dreams differently, but it is agreed that they are symbolic. Like death-means transformation; house-your mind; absence of food-absence of knowledge, etc.

I find this just plain insulting I have been recording and interpreting my dreams ( and the dreams of other people I know well) for 20 years.  I know my own symbology and have many years of RESULTS of my symbology.  Dream books are a good starting place, but every person has their own symbols. If you interpret your dreams based on some book instead of results you will NEVER understand your own dreams.  If I have a dream that is confusing to me I write it down and let it show itself, or discuss it with my brother Lee who is quite adept at catching things in my dreams that I don’t see in a confusing dream as I am with his dreams.  There are also dreams that are clearly what I call “processing” dreams.  They are part of current issues I am working in my growth, but are not really spiritual in nature.  I don’t even bother to record those dreams, let alone try and make them in any way significant.  The difference between a processing dream and a spiritual dream are very obvious.  There was nothing confusing about the dream I shared.  Perhaps you missed the part about these tornado dreams being a pattern, this means they have shown me consistent results.

what is the difference between projection, either astral or causal, and just dreaming-i mean how can one tell whether projection or a dream?

Projection is leaving the body and is done during meditation while consciously aware.  We all leave our bodies when we go to sleep.  A combination of the two would be lucid dreaming, in that case the body is technically asleep (in other words in delta brain waves) but you are consciously aware and may affect the direction of the dream.

the activation of the sphere recommended by Bestali-is it basic purpose DNA activation to higher vibration?-i am not clear on this

The Kundalini raises the vibration of the DNA.  Most people who open their Kundalini and thus activate the elemental chakras never activate the sphere.  The sphere is only activated consciously by someone on a dedicated ascension path.  if a person does not intend to attempt to ascend there would be no point in activating the sphere.

there is this SRT (spiritual responce therapy) out there that claiming to clear your akashic records, your contracts, programs, etc Practitioners work with charts, pendulums and HS of theirs and a client (i think). i know it is possible to do because i do this myself (not by SRT method, but by reprogramming my mental and then emotional bodies) for several weeks now and very successfully. But can somebody else even with the help of the Spirit do that for you?

You cannot clear your akashic record.  The akashic record is just that, a record of everything that occurs with every person and animal on the planet.  The Akasha has no judgement or emotion it is simply  a record of factual occurrence.  You do not want to clear your contracts because they were made by higher self for the desired outcome for the life.  Clearing them would be a use of freewill that would likely end with you creating more karma instead of completing karma. 

programming is a good thing to clear and another person can help clear programming, with your permission, but it certainly is not necessary.  It is something that can be done for yourself with dedication in meditation.  If you haven’t learned what you wanted to learn by having the programming to begin with then you may not find success in clearing it until the lessons related to the programming are complete.  However, working on clearing it will raise awareness of the lessons, and may enable you to complete the lessons quicker than anticipated.  So its always worth while in my opinion.

Spirit reflects its level, knowledge, etc and is limited by understandings of a receiver; info is given only in terms that a receiver can understand, and it filters through receiver’s perception. And that’s the reason, i believe, we have different info on a same topic, sometimes even contradictory from different channels, readings, etc

This is why you develop your own inner connection.  If you are not going to or reading different channels then there is nothing to get confused about.  MOST channels are not even channeling spirits at all.  They are receiving a stream of information from dark forces using technology.  The things they bring through make me want to have no association with channeling at all.  I have come close to removing all things related to channeling from the site on several occasions.  These so called channels make every person who actually has a connection with spirit, whether they have channeled or not, look like a bunch of flighty idiots who will believe anything.

Readings are especially bad, very few readers are any good.  Most of them are just in it for the cash.  Also many who are good are not necessarily spiritual, they were simply born with a psychic gift and may be able to see some future things, but have no spiritual understanding of what they receive whatsoever.  If you are trusting readers you will not go far on a spiritual path and are wasting your money.

So one of my personal truths which i presently hold is that God doesn’t really have a plan except to continuosly evolve  through us, our experience. God granted us free will and merely observes how we use it. Now, based on that let me ask you: 1) if God intends in 2012 to take all dark entities off the planet, doesn’t it undermine free will? 2) if God doesn’t interfear and is all love, what dark forces rebelled against? You also say they created density…So density was not God’s intention and creation for us to experience?3) you say that when souls are created, determination is made whether they’ll be  human, nature, animal spirit. Decided by whom? I got impression that not by
souls…again, how about free will, then? 4) you say that souls after assesment go back to their HS…Always? Are you saying that next incarnation will be done by different souls ?

You are free to believe God has no plan, but I have experienced God’s plans in many forms, so I will stick with what I know.  Free will exists within God’s divine structure.  What you seem to want to believe is that because there is free will God has no structure.  You may want to watch the video I posted about the Mandelbrot Set.  They deal with the apparent paradox of a plan and freewill existing simultaneously. 

In general God does not interfere in the creation once formed.  We are however talking about GOD here, and if God decides that something did not go according to plan and is now hurting the whole GOD has the right to make any choice to rectify that.  I didn’t say dark forces created density.  I said dark forces brought about a new form of density that was not in God’s plan and does not serve the whole of the creation.  Their density is one that is so thick, for lack of a better term, that is makes it difficult for being incarnated in it to feel their connection to God.  Why would God want anyone to feel disconnected from their divine essence?

Who decides what sparks (that become twin spirits - eternal love ties in the case of humans) will be human animal etc.  GOD!  Souls eventually return to higher self, normally after one incarnation.  Sometimes a high vibration soul may become a guide after incarnating.  Sometimes a soul is created by higher self for the sole purpose of being a guide.  Occasionally the higher self will create a soul that is going to have more than one incarnation before returning to higher self.  They are called carry over souls.  It would be extremely rare for them to experience more than three incarnations.  So yes, in general, the next incarnation will be another soul from higher self.  However, what is the definition of next incarnation?  Most higher selves at this point in time have four or five souls on the planet at the same time.  One could be a baby while another is 95 and about to pass over.  In these cases lifetimes overlap when looking at past lives.  These are called parallel selves.  If a person has one or more parallels going through a difficult experience and the person is a sensitive they will likely feel some of the feelings of the parallel.

If you familiar with the book “life between life” where the author regresses people and interviews them about that time in between incarnations-none of them mention rejoining with HS

Once again I don’t read other people’s books about spirit stuff, so no, I am not familiar with the material.  But having done many regressions myself with people, I have found that the integration with higher self is insignificant in a regression, it is so ingrained into the soul as there is no true separation to begin with.  Most people are also aware of the life review that happens after death, but when doing a regression this gets skipped as well, unless you specifically ask the person to go to the life review after seeing the previous life.  If you have someone in a regression and ask them to experience the life review and then the return to higher self they will describe it in detail and the feeling of homecoming and joy they feel.

so it is your knowledge that new souls are constantly born or it is all the same original souls just circulating over and over?

New (sparks) spirits are born every time there is a new solar system created.  From there various groups are created that are connected to each planet.  These are angelic spirits and include humanoid species.  Some Universal Spirits will incarnate on every planet.  Most Universal spirits are very old, but God creates new groups of Universal Spirits as needed as any Universal Spirit can choose to return to source when they want to.  God also creates new Universal groups with the beginning of each new super universe.

SOULS are primarily the incarnate aspects of higher selves (some are disincarnate guides) so they are created from higher selves all the time.  You may say they are new because it is a new soul, but it may be a very old higher self.

about walk-in:
if you take all the experience of previous soul and say got a past life reading, who’s past life that would be - prevous soul’s or yours? (especially when you go under the same name)

When I said in the podcast that you take on the experience of the previous soul, I didn’t mean their past lives!  You only take on what they experienced in the current incarnation from birth until the time they leave.  If a walk in were to have a past life reading the reading would be for the soul in body if the reader was even for real.  Name has no bearing at all.

do you believe 9/11 was an inside job?

Not sure why you care what I think on this matter.  All the information is out there for anyone to discern.  But for the record I know it was an inside job.  I was told about this event in 1989, as an event that would be a marker of where the world was in the timeline.  I think anyone who looks at all the facts and can believe the official story is in enormous denial, even if they don’t believe in dark forces.  The science is the science.

would DNA activation happen without Kundalini openning first? do one goes without another or

Not sure what the actual question is here because the Kundalini changes the DNA vibration of the body, but the concept of awakening more strands of DNA that is so frequently talked about, and often referred to as activation, is not connected to the Kundalini at all.

did you get to Samadhi gradually through meditations or did you use specific meditative technics or themes?

I used the techniques shared in the grand hallway of the infinite self and a couple of steps after that, that haven’t been discussed in any length yet.  If the intent is to get there your guides will get you there with dedication.  We don’t have guides to just watch us, in fact the protection element is the job of our guardian angel.  The job of our guide is to keep us on the path set forth by the higher self.  Some higher selves make very detailed plans for us, others more of an outline.  If the plan includes coming to a higher state of consciousness then the guide is more than prepared to lead that process.  In some cases they plan to take you to a certain point and then allow another to take you the rest of the way.  That was true with me, Bestali turned the inner work over to my guide Atara in 1991, and it was he that led me through the ascension steps that I have progressed through thus far.  Now I have another guide that took over my next phase of work named Aktanc.  Bestali was certainly qualified to take me all the way, but my plan included the others because of a certain rapport that I have with them that would facilitate the work.

About soulless entities-Bestali was answering questions about Grays and he said there are 2 types, one of which is servant type soulless race buid by dark forces/lusiferians..they are dying out. BTW, he also said that  Engtovo is of Melchizedek order whereas i believe you said-Enochian

Well he talked about the Pentalites which are the guardians of earth, and the Greys were created to look like them as much as possible.  But a body that is not an android cannot live without a soul.  If he ever used the term soul less, which I don’t recall, he would not have been using the term literally.  The Greys are not dying out, but they are gone.  Several years ago they were made an offer to return to the work of God, and that we would build a planet for them to incarnate and have a civilization.  They took the deal which the other dark forces saw as one of their great betrayals.  It is the reptilians that have been dying out.

I was a Melchizeldek for a very long time.  The job that I do in spirit required me to spend time as a Melchizeldek worker, and Enochian worker, and a Michaelian worker.  After completing that aspect I returned to my Enochian teacher for the rest of my apprenticeship.  Bestali and I were Melchizeldeks in training together, and he was working with me with his Melchizeldek energies at the time of the channeling.  He knew once I started to become consciously aware of the grid work, that would become my focus, so he let me think I was a Melchizeldek until sometime after Atara got his hands on me, as he is my Enochian teacher.  My brother Randy and I were just talking about that the other day.  Neither of us could remember when exactly we came to understand I was an Enochian.  Now it is like a family joke that any of us ever believed I was a Melchizeldek.

If you already lived your divine expression as darlja, why did you incarnate again? or rather why you incarnated not in divine expression?

I am still living my divine expression as a Dharlja.  I have another body and I walked in my consciousness into this body in order to do certain work against the dark forces that as a Dharlja I would not do because the Dharljas do not interfere in the affairs of mortals.  It was a way that I could abide by the Dharlja philosophy and still get the work done, because this body would be in a mortal experience.  I was asked to do this by God.  Three of us did this, myself, my brother Seb (who I met in mortal and know as Lee) and my husband Makenai who is out there somewhere doing his thing.  That is why my focus here is so much on the grids and stopping the dark forces.  It is the reason I came into this body.  I left my other body in suspended animation to do this, and now more often than not, I am awake in both bodies.  When I have completed this work I can integrate my two bodies and live in my ascended expression.  It is also possible I will ascend in this body while still here, and could live in two bodies, although I feel no need to be in two bodies ascended, and believe I would still integrate bodies.  I can say on a strictly personal level,  that if God hadn’t asked me to do this, I would not have done it.  I miss my family and the divine life, which is why I am so dedicated to ascend again.  I know what I gave up, and even though it has only been 22 years, it feels like 200 as mortal life SUCKS.  People get sick of me talking about ascension, but if they had any clue how it compares to this life they would be working a hell of a lot harder to attain the divine life.  This life is nothing more than slavery to the dark forces.  Divine life is complete freedom and empowerment.  That is what so many people are afraid of.  They have been slaves so long they fear their own freedom.

To start I want to share something spirit told me in late June. They said the next six months were a very important time. Many people on a spiritual path are being tested in various forms by their higher selves to see if they were going to step up and really do the work. With everything that is happening now, and everything that spirit sees coming, there is no more time left for people to step up. These tests must be complete by September and those who pass the tests need to be in their assigned locations by the end of the year. I thought assigned locations was an unusual term and asked for clarification. I was told that higher selves had chosen where they wanted their soul aspects to be if they passed the tests. In essence this was a final test, as many of the locations were places that many light workers would not consider moving. So I’ll get back to how this fits in later in the writing.

There have been some discrepancies about the actual date of the Bohemian Grove ceremony this year.  According to the associated press and the San Francisco Chronicle the dates are July 12-29.  I have heard its starts on the 17th and I heard the Cremation of Care ritual was the night of the 15th.  Ultimately the key here is that they were in full swing on the 17th in one form or another.

All I knew  is they would be doing their thing in July and we had to pull the grids out from under them in June.  I wasn’t sure if they were going to be in ceremony while everyone did the 7-7-7 stuff, but I knew they wanted to get the energy, and they have the knowledge of how to hold it when necessary.  They have a place connected to the grove energetically that is near Klamath, CA  That is where they hold all energies from grove ceremonies  and then do one big send out, like a mass email, when they are ready.  The Klamath location is hooked directly into the Mt. Shasta leyline system grid and then into the primary leyline/vortex grid of the world from there.

The motto of the grove is “weaving spiders come not here”. There are a lot of reference to this coming from Shakespeare’s A Midsummer Night’s Dream, and signifying that the grove is not a place for conducting business. This is indicative of the way the dark forces work. They take a seemingly innocent reference and use it, knowing full well it means something completely different to them. Weaving spiders make webs, webs is yet another term for grid. A weaving spider is a grid worker of the light. For the life of the grove that has been a true motto. Grid workers of the light did not come to the grove and attempt to unravel the grids there. It has been one of their most protected places. Now that is no longer true. Weaving spiders came in June and the sacrifices of the grove will no longer be relevant in their power structure.

There have been some questions about the conglomerate entities that I mentioned in DON’T Fire the Grid. They are difficult to describe. The reason they are called conglomerate entities is because they are a conglomerate of trapped beings, both human and animal in nature. They were embedded into the earth in satanic dark ritual locations. The grove had two of these beings. Each time a human is sacrificed in a ceremony at one of these location they are killed in a really horrible fear inducing way. At the moment of terror and death the soul of the human sacrificed is trapped into one of these conglomerate entities. This has gone on for thousands of years. The conglomerate entities have been moved to new locations when necessary. Each time a new sacrifice took place the strength and power of the fear and darkness of the conglomerate entity increased. Every human soul trapped into a conglomerate entity belonged to a higher self (spirit) and because they were trapped the higher self could not ascend. To the high priests of the dark forces that served two purposes; it strengthened the dark energies they had to work with in ceremony, and it kept beings of the light from their ascension.

Spirit has always said that at the grove they have ritual ceremonies that they do every year, and then other ceremonies that they do now and then.  Clearly this was to be a banner year for them.  A couple months ago when I first heard about fire the grid and went to the site, I instinctively knew I didn’t want anything to do with it and left.  Then when it was brought back to my attention and I watched all the videos.  I realized they were going to attempt to get these fire the grid energies as well, and didn’t have time to think about the complete why of it. 

Now that I  have had a chance to step back for a moment or two I can see the long term plan here.  This was not a knee jerk reaction by them to get the fire the grid energies.  This was a long term plan set in motion in 2002, which means that 7-17-2007 was a pretty special upcoming date to them.  They were planning a special ceremony that day, and that ceremony needed lots of extra energy.  It may be just mere coincidence but I accidentally came upon a Christian board this week that had these little tidbits

genesis 8:4 and the ark rested in the seventh month, of the seventeenth day of the month, upon the mountains of Ararat

according to the Jewish civil calendar, the 17th day of the seventh month is Abib, which is believed to be the day Jesus resurrected!

So two really significant historical happenings of biblical proportions, lol, both on 7-17. 

7-17 by it self is a 6 (as above so below) and so is 7-17-2007. Numerology is really important to the dark forces, in fact they are obsessed with numbers in many forms. The large gathering at the grove happens in July because it is the 7^th month.

The significance of the 7 in general is that seven represents bringing spirit into matter.  3 being the spiritual and 4 being matter, the four directions.  We all have 7 totems on our medicine wheel; east, south, west, north, above, below and within.  These seven correspond to our elemental chakra system that does not open until our Kundalini is activated.  This is the first step in the ascension process.  These seven; our connection to everything around us (the 4 directions) and our spiritual connection, (above, high self, below, earth, and within, soul) combine with our two primary totems for a 9, completion.  Our primary totems walk beside us, left and right and represent our strongest medicine in the world.  They correspond to the side our body in that the totem on our right side works with our left brain logical strengths, and the totem on our left works with our right brain intuitive aspect.

These are key numbers that the dark forces are always aware of in everything they plan.  They also love to work with 11 and 22 because they are considered master numbers and they want mastery over the world. So going back to the ceremonial dates this year whether they really are the 12th to the 29th or they want the world to think those are the dates they would be significant either way.  Both of the dates have the exact same numerology a 19-1 they are wanting to start something new, and were planning to emphasize it on a 6 day (fire the grid) which is, as above so below.  In other words they are trying to manifest something into the veil of illusion that is big, so it can be put it into action in the world, with either our acceptance, or our apathy.

I am tending to believe that the dates are either accurate or the ones that matter because in May or early June I had a dream where I was given the date July 12, 2007.  I rarely have dreams with dates in them at all, and have never had one with the year.  So I marked it on my calendar.  The dream didn’t include anything about what the significance of the date was. Silly me, I was hoping it was something special for myself :-) 

I woke up on the 12th with another dream one that I knew was trying to give me information about what the illuminati was up to.  In my dreams, tornadoes always come with news of their doings, these dreams when they are relevant specifically to the U.S. always have someone calling 911 in them.  This dream had the tornado but no 911 call, so this a global storm, so to speak.  In the dream it was said on the radio that this was the largest tornado ever (something huge is planned).  There was a reporter with me who wanted to get the scoop. (intuitive knowing that we didn’t have the whole story)  without getting into the details of the dream, there was big brother, the TV show (we were being watched) and the house was completely emptied of food down to the spices. (The event is big enough to leave us with no food available)  There were photos taken of the tornado that had spirits in them, one was the son of a friend who was dead in the photo who is not currently dead.  ( I’m not sure if he dies in the event or if his death will be a marker that the event is about to happen) One of the most important elements was that the tornado was sideways, telling me it would look like a natural event. being a tornado, but there was nothing natural about it.  My brother also mentioned that a sideways tornado brought to his mind a harvester, that could sweep across doing far more damage than a traditional tornado.  The photos were left hidden in an obvious place for spies to find, so they would leave the rest of our stuff alone. ( indicating a cover up, hiding or destroying of evidence, and that if they didn’t find what they were looking for they would destroy everything looking for it)

This led my brother to talking about HAARP coming to full strength completion recently and speculation that this could be human created earthquakes and volcanic activity.  However another kind of storm, FEAR, could be coming first, the big brother reference could be a way of referring to the the planned false ET attack/landing, we need a one world government to protect our planet from aliens agenda.

I spent the day of the 12th writing DON’T Fire the Grid.  Most unexpected and certainly not what I was hoping the 12th in the dream was referring to :-)  So I am thinking whatever the plan is that the dream refers to was to be energized at the grove starting the 12th.  I received a quote today stating that the fire the grid site had a new statement announcing that its 17 July 2007 event will produce “the first”… ET contact. hmmmm more coincidence.

Well lets look at another little bit of numerology.  While everyone was all excited about this being the 7-7-7 year after all their 333 and 444 celebrations in years past.  The real numerology of this year is a 9. The day with the 9 energies are the ones the dark forces are focused on, while the light groups were all distracted with 777, is 9-9-2007 a total of 27- 9. 

9 Is completion, so they are already cooking up something new for the NEXT cycle, the 1 cycle which comes with the 1-1 2008 – 111. The year 2008 has two 111 days as 10-10-2008 also comes to a 111, so there are ten months between the two power days of the new 1 year that will lead the energy cycle for the 8 years that follow. (right through 2012, when we have the 2nd in the pair of Venus transits and the earth’s rebirth, to 2016 which is the next mercury transit) This year would qualify as one of the now and then ceremonies at the grove (every 9 years) although I think this year was something even bigger.

The dark forces feel they need to control this 9 year cycle to take themselves through the 2012 rebirth. This is where we come to the message spirit gave me in June. I wasn’t thinking about the numerology, but after the fact it is interesting that the 9 date for this 9 year (9-9-2007) is September the time the testing must be complete. The new beginning 1 date is 1-1 2008, corresponding to message that those who pass the test must be in their assigned locations by the end of the year.

Another little interesting numerology tidbit is that Shelly Yates son was 4 in 2002, a 4 year and now her son is what ahhh… yep that’s right 9, in the 9 year, and 10 in that powerful new 10 year. The date of her accident was an 11 day, a master plan was set in motion that day by the dark forces and unfortunately for them, we are screwing it up big time.  As predicted by many wise souls the latest news from Shelly has her setting up a personal site and releasing a book about her life and several other books.  How handy that these will be on her personal site so when people say hey you’re raking in all this cash, Shelly she can say “not from fire the grid, that’s a different site”  What could this woman possibly have to say to the world that takes several books, when she admits to being on a commited path one year?

But the focus now, aside from the personal fortune she is planning from her book sales is Project Cause.  She states that the information about project cause will be up and running in early September.  How convenient!  Just in time for the 999, imagine that!  She says in her message that

“we will become NEW WORLD PARTICIPANTS”

(her caps not mine). That is a blatant as it gets!  New world ORDER participants.  Willingly taking part in this evil plan! She then wants all her new world participants to register themselves and leaves us with a quote from Edgar Cayce.  Conveniently Cayce is one of the least controversial metaphysical personas, so she won’t offend the fringe of her followers who are religious.  The quote is one that is about peace needing to come from within, smashed right in there with the message that all her new world participants will be shoving their version of peace down our throats.  We are supposed to see the Cayce quote and ignore the fact that neither fire the grid nor project cause has anything to do with individuals finding peace within.

Over the past week I have written a lot about anger and how we can transform it into something positive. After the conglomerate entities were returned to spirit the souls were released to return to their higher selves. This was both a tremendous victory of love and a time of turbulent emotion. These higher selves upon integration had to deal with the anger they felt at having their ability to ascend kept from them in this heinous way. My brother Lee was of the people whose higher self had a potential (soul) trapped into a conglomerate entity in 1959. Spirit prepared him in advance for the integration and told him he may experience some intense anger for a couple days. They asked him to stay home and ride the storm, as it were.

As the higher selves started to do the integrations they started seeking a way to transform this energy, and decided they wanted to transform it as a group. Lee was asked to assist in grounding this process. They asked him to head down toward Flathead Lake from where he lives to get into the core vortex area. At the same time they asked me to head out to the cliffs here about a mile from the house. When I got to the cliff they started an invocation of empowerment that this anger would be transmuted into love, clarity and the ability of the souls they had on earth to see through the illusions and stand their ground. They wanted all the aspects of themselves to speak out and take action, so that the kind of pain that had been put on to them by the dark forces would not be used again against anyone else. It was very powerful, the winds whipped up and I was aware of Lee’s energy and that of someone in Sedona using the southern vortexes for this purpose with Lee in the northern vortexes. I was the hub between the two using this dome energy that I created here in Pagosa Springs when we got here to protect the town from the Dulce NM influence. (about 20 miles away)

On the way home I became aware that a group of grid workers were pulling out grids from power spots of another sort. In dark force energy work, and often taught in witchcraft, (which is a sign that the type of witchcraft in question was not started in light) the practitioners are taught to hold energy in spots in nature. They look for locations with certain qualities and build a grid to hold energies that they can call upon when needed. The reason true light work would never teach this is because we have access to all the energy in the universe, we have no need to store personal or group energies. The grid workers first ripped apart the Klamath, CA spot where the grove energies are stored when needed. Then came a spot in the Alps somewhere, I was planning to dowse out the exact locations, but never did get to that. Third was a spot somewhere near Monaco. Fourth was in Glastonbury, England. The fifth was on the island of Kauai, Hawaii. At this point I thought it was done, but then came to realize the grid workers of all five spots had come together to tear apart a very big one someplace on the east coast of the United States.

This work done I arrived home and a hour or so later Lee called. He said “I made it to town, but not to the lake”. As soon as he left a big storm whipped up out of nowhere. He got into town and felt sick, he thought he was going to throw up and pulled over. After the feeling passed he headed home but there were trees down and various neighbors had to come together with chain saws, to clear the road. I had no doubt he had been exactly where spirit wanted him. When comparing times he stopped in town at the same time spirit had me doing the invocations. As the night went on the storm got worse, by morning there had been several tornadoes in an area that it is rare to even get a funnel cloud. Clearly the intensity of the anger he was grounding for transformation was intense. The work was done on behalf of the higher selves, and the primary power holding spots that are used for any grove energies were no longer available.

No sooner had that been completed when I received the email letter I posted in the blog post Here we go again damn it. In their desperation they were going to have people send energy they could use directly to yet another power holding spot. This time they made a big mistake however. They had in their intention that this energy was for the Earth Mother. They never intended to give it to her, but trap it before it reached her. Because the intent was there, with the earth mother’s permission the workers of the light would be able to take that energy and place it to the intent of the Earth’s choice. So on the 24^th this energy was siphoned out of that power spot and given out freely as the Earth intended. Her intent? Her first instinct was to use it to help in ridding the dark forces from earth. Upon looking closely at this intent she decided that with the current speed of events in that area, she did not want to offer extra energy that could bring further chaos to those in the light. She felt the pace of that work was on target. So she decided she wanted to uplift those who work so closely with her to bring forth loving energies. She wanted them to feel SOLIDARITY with her and one another. She wanted to offer them strength and fortitude. So the energy was sent out to the workers with that intent and if you are one of us, you felt it, even if you didn’t know what it was.

Unless something comes up unexpectedly, that was the last attempt to save themselves at the grove. They have lost their most important power spot in the North America, they have lost all of their conglomerate entities and they have lost a few high priests and some of their disciples. They were attempting to break grids of light and were caught. Typically if a being with a body is caught in this manor they are released. On the 24^th however, the Creator said bring them home to SOURCE. When they were removed from the earth dimension the soul detached from their bodies. With no soul the body’s heart cannot beat. I am aware of approximately twelve who were caught in this manor. If you are one of the spiritual leaders of the dark forces it has been the worst month in your history. If you are in harmony with the Creator, this month has been our greatest victory on earth to date. We are well on our way to remaking earth as God intended, with no dark forces. So to the dark forces let me say PLAY NICE your days are numbered and you will not accomplish any of your goals. May I suggest enjoying the short time you have left on earth and as an individual being! Go play golf or something…

ohhh p.s.  Make sure and make note of this date, November 11, 2009.  There is bound to be someone trying to work with these energies as it is a TRUE 11-11-11.  DISCERN!

Often when talking, like in the podcast, we breeze right past a subject without thinking about what someone listening may or may not know and it can lead to misunderstanding of certain aspects. In most cases I could just wait for someone to ask some questions, but in this case this one subject stood out to me as being confusing so I will elaborate.

We talked about the etheric body in the first podcast when we were talking about astral projection not being astral, if you are a causal level soul And that you don’t have an astral body unless you are at an astral level vibration, on the causal level, it would be a causal body. Then we talked about having an etheric body, and this would lead one to think the etheric body is the one with which you project, or enter dream time. It was not my intention to leave this impression

The etheric body belongs to High Self it is the Spirit Body it has a form to it, but it is not physical, it holds the blueprints, so to speak, of what God created for the spirit in it’s full expression, not just it’s physical experience, and in fact the whole spark that became the two spirits (eternal love ties)

When incarnated we have four bodies, the physical, the emotional, the mental, and the spiritual and there are grids that create the matrix of each body. The physical body is obviously very dense and it’s grid system is the intricate expression of the DNA. The other three bodies house different aspects of our soul expression and each have a set of chakras embedded into their grid system

These grids really generally are shown in the diagrams, there are also diagrams of the three chakras systems of these bodies. http://www.spiritnexus.com/diagrams

The spiritual and mental bodies have the blueprint of the soul incarnation and DNA connection and body expression programmed into them. The emotional body has the highest probability of hindering the perfect expression of this blueprint. Thought can trigger a mutation of this blueprint in the mental body though, and filter this into an imperfect expression in body as well, creating illness. The spiritual body blueprint cannot be effected by either thought or emotion and remains in it’s pure form.

To bring this perfect blueprint into expression to heal a disease for example you would call the blueprint from spiritual body into the mental resetting it, and then into the emotional, clearing anything not in harmony with the blueprint, and then into and through integrating all into the physical. to bring forth the healing of the body.

When we leave our bodies in what is called astral projection or in the dream time journey our soul is using our spiritual body. Information is sent back to the emotional and mental bodies into to brain that then is received as thought, information, and vision or is passed into the physical body as sensations and energies experienced.

The following aspect may not make any sense to you because I have not gone into any great length on the activation of the sphere, and that part of the ascension process, but I’ll stick it in here anyway.

During the ascension process, when the sphere is formed, the spiritual and mental bodies get woven into the sphere structure directly, the emotional body stays tied to the physical but is also still tied to the spiritual and mental bodies at it always has been. Emotions must pass through to the mental or spiritual body to be expressed in the sphere as the emotional body is not tied directly to the sphere.

A Master Incarnate’s bodies work a little differently. For those who don’t know a Master Incarnate is an Ascended Master who comes and takes on physical form for the purpose of teaching. A Master Incarnate has no Higher Self because they bring the totality of their spirit into form. Master Incarnates have full access to their etheric body because they have no Higher Self, the etheric body is brought into form with them.

A Master Incarnate’s etheric body holds all possible models of DNA sequence expression for the planet so if a master incarnate felt a reason to do so, he or she could re-sequence their DNA and literally reprogram the spiritual body blueprint. They would filter it down etheric- spiritual- mental- emotional- physical and change who they are, their race, their gender, appearance, but also the DNA and chromosomal realities of their body. They could become your DNA relative if they desired, they could sequence themselves so that a DNA test would show them to be your parent, or your child.

There is not much chance they would want to do this for any reason, but they can.

A Master Incarnate when leaving body takes the spiritual & etheric body on the journey. They are interwoven and can appear physical to other people if so desired, but if touched would not have a full density, more like a partly dense hologram. As all Master Incarnates eventually becomes Dharljas, if born into mortal bodies (which is essentially why they come to be world teachers) This ability would have little use after becoming a Dharlja, as a Dharlja can bi-locate and have two physical bodies in different locations anyway, there would be no point in projecting an etheric alternative.

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I forgot to post these last night they are the symbols of the four orders

This is the Order of Enoch The ‘Enochian Star’ commonly reffered to as the star of David

This is the Order of Melchizeldek Triangle with the circle in the middle

This is the Order of Michael the Circle with the traiangle in the middle

  
this is the symbol of all three Universal Orders together the Trintiy of Creation

 
This is the Order of Planetary Beings (Angels) symbol, the Caduceus represets the DNA and physical life which in one form or another, all Angels are involved in nurturing or experiencing

In the Podcast

Question about a soul less race

Would Engtovo ever be channeling again  Why I did the channeling in 99-2000

The Melchizeldek site stuff about thought transference and telepathy

The four gifts and the gift order

Knowing
Hearing - Clairaudience
Seeing - Clairvoyance
Feeling  - Clairsentience

What is a walk in and how does that work?
Astral  and causal planes, who is where
Life guides and angels

Engtovo personal walk-in Samantha experience
Randy’s walk in experience
more on Samantha, sobriety, start of the seeking
How walk-in relates to the experience of the old soul
Walk-ins who leave the family of origin

Sedona and marketing gimmicks

Dark forces what are they?

The four orders

The Order of Melchizeldek
The Order Of Enoch
The Order Of Michael
The Order of Planetary Beings (Angels)

Archangel Michael not father Michael
Super Universe Trinity
Temporary hierarchy

Addition/Correction HUMAN spirits have to have physical incarnation but not deva spirits and so forth I think I said All in podcast

How the dark forces wanted this solar system
Leanar
Nuclear danger to planetary survival

Dark force back to source
2012 rebirth

The conglomerate beings going back to source
Polarity
Brief mention lower astrals

What is the illuminati
One world order

Why we don’t talk about ETs and the issue with the ET plan for global government

Ignorance of the light with dark forces and chosen alignment with darkness

Spirit protection
Life guides & guardian angel secondary guides
Screen your calls
Protection grids around your home
Grids around your body and personal attacks
Cords to other people

Entity attachment in aura
Entity tunnel grid at the house
Entity attachment in body, example Eric
Symptoms of this Eric as example
Another story of entity attachment and a healing class situation
Enochian circle removing disincarnate entities
Controlling your aura size

Back to more about the kid with the entity attachment

Energy dissipation

Energy transmutation, back to the conglomerate entities, and the souls getting trapped

Soul potential (high self, potentials, aspects, spirit, soul, soul mate groups, sparks, twin flames, eternal love ties ELT, parallel self)

Back to the conglomerate entities

Ascension and high self soul potential process
Higher selves who had missing potentials and couldn’t ascend
The high self group processing anger at stopped ascension

Who is lee?

The energy work we did yesterday, July 18

The tests by September and in place by end of the year

The numerology of the 999 and 111
The 2009 11-11-11
The nine year cycle and the 2012

How a couple people’s guides stopped them from participating in fire the grid

Michael Moore’s SICKO

Servants for dark forces

Questions? podcast page

This is the claimed meaning of the crop circle shown below on the site where I found it. 

Represents the Seven chakras or the Seven energy centres of the body - the higher expressions through which we access the invisible realms. Suitably positioned at Long Barrow near Avebury - the burial grounds  where spirits were sent to the realms beyond the beyond. http://www.celticgardens.com.au:80/events.html

I’m not sure who took this pic the page links to a page with two photographers and no images that are exactly this one.  The photographers are Steve Alexander & Lucy Pringle.  I apologize for not knowing which of you has the copyright on this this particular photo (6-7-2007)

Clueless, clueless, clueless!!!  If these are your chakras they are in one hell of a mess!  Seven chakras would be aligned there is no hallway between them.

I had no intention of talking about this at this particular point, but here it is, so I will give a brief overview.  This is one of the early steps in the ascension path, once the the Kundalini has been fully opened.  (and there is no fudging on the Kundalini thing) see more detail on that below.

You must enter the Grand Hallway of the Infinite Self from the earth walk, circle of life (see diagram below).  You may enter from any of the four directions.  Depending on your personality and lessons entering from one direction may be more difficult for you than entering from a different direction.  Once in the hallway you will find doors of possibility.  This aspect may take many meditations to complete, depending on how many possibilities there are in your life that you have not considered.  As you walk through the hall, one person may have three doors on each side, another may have hundreds.  The key is to keep moving past them to the end of the hallway where you will have to face your sentries. These are the parts of yourself that do not want you to to change and move on.  You want to get past all these sentries into the Eternal Circle the Seat of the Soul.  The sentries may present themselves to you as things you fear.  For many people that may startle them out of meditation and they will have to try again another time, hopefully the next day.  You want to work on this every day until you get into the circle then you will be ready for the next step. 

If you have gotten into the hallway but are finding the journey really difficult, lets say it’s been a month with no sense of accomplishment or movement, you may want to go back out in the circle of life and enter one of the hallways from one of the other directions.  Say you entered from the south, and it is just not working, move around the circle and attempt to enter the west hallway instead.  Really make sure you need to do this though.  It can slow things down to start in a different hallway, if you are just experiencing a mental block, or you are  inexperienced at meditation.

The next step is taking control of the Seat of the Soul .

This is the Kundalini energy flow and an article about the Kundalini can be found here http://engtovo.wordpress.com/2000/10/11/the-kundalini/

This crop circle from June 6th the day before the grand hallway one is a presentation of the sphere of an Ascended being (Dharlja)  The two lines that form the football shape are an attempt to show the dimension of it being round. The sphere has four primary vertical quadrants that are held by the Elemental Chakras.  The first awakening of the sphere is the Kundalini awakening of the Elemental Chakras.  There are several steps between the Kundalini completion and the full activation of the sphere. 

Crop pic Copyright 2007 Lucy Pringle

Elemental Chakras

These steps all come before the Grand Hallway of the Infinite Self  These are just outline points and it has always been my intention to get more info about them on the site, as well as the steps that come after the Grand Hallway of the Infinite Self .

Assessing your Readiness

· Bridge of Assistance

· Chakras: Upper three most important during the initial opening to spirit process, overcoming fears of spirit, contacting spirit, guides, awakening the spiritual gifts like clairvoyance, clairaudience

· Later after the Kundalini, the lower 3 Chakras are most important. To leave mortal issues in the mortal, remain grounded, integrate lessons and information, activate solar plexus connection to God within and fully activate creation chakra (navel).

· Heart remains equally important all through the process, although it is less likely to get blocked totally after the Kundalini opens.

· Kundalini opens the elemental Chakras for the first time

· Where is your Kundalini, at what stage, dangers etc.

· The Kundalini Energy Flow

· This flow begins out of the body elemental chakra. It is timed with DNA sequence, if activated early it is dangerous, even deadly. many people have chosen not to activate it in a given lifetime at all or even many lifetimes. (this is of the souls who are of a level compatible with opening it at all) It is the purest energy of the creator possible to experience while in a physical body. It is creation, given from creator to higher self it enters the body elemental then enters the root chakra, where a DNA sequence begins and a center known as the DNA creation center is activated. This center is slightly higher than the root chakra and deep in the center of the body cavity.

· In men the onset of Kundalini is the only time this center will activate. In women it activates at the time of conception for 28 days to allow the soul of the child to connect and begin to create it’s body, and also at the onset of the Kundalini. Activation of the Kundalini before child bearing is beneficial for child and mother. It can be dangerous or deadly for it to start it’s process during pregnancy (beyond the 28 days). For this reason many women choose not to activate until they have given birth to all the children they wish to have.

· Moving up the chakra system, when the Kundalini reaches the heart chakra energy is added from the soul elemental chakra, to further enhance the progress of the Kundalini process.

· During the activation of the DNA creation center, and again at the time energy is added from the soul elemental detrimental symptoms can be experienced. (Prolonged sickness and death can occur if unprepared)

· The Kundalini continues to move upward and out of the crown chakra where it comes to join the mind elemental which links directly to the higher self and the creator.

· This process can not be forced or rushed or stopped once it reaches a certain point. There are a few techniques to assist the Kundalini making a positive body transition. This energy is often misunderstood to represent sexual energy, which it is not. It is creation energy that effects all chakra equally including the second chakra that deals with sexuality.

· The process normally takes from 6 months to 10 years. As the Kundalini move up the body it creates all cells to be in alignment with a DNA sequence of higher consciousness as programmed by the higher self before birth. The further the current sequence is from the new sequence the more difficult the transition. This is especially true as the Kundalini enters the brain and reprograms brain cell DNA sequences. This is the most common time in the Kundalini process for death to occur, often in the form of a stroke or aneurysm. The higher consciousness vibrational level is dependent on advancement of the higher self, and life choice of the higher self. Difficult transition can be the higher self forcing so to speak, the potential into a large jump for the greater good of the soul growth. Often it is this tremendous jump that is what causes risk of death. The higher the vibrational jump the higher the risk. Many have died before they finished their life plan due to the higher self’s desire to take the larger risk on the odds that it working could ultimately result in ascension, or MAJOR growth for the soul, and ultimately higher self. The Kundalini can activate as early as one year old.

· The Kundalini is sensitive to every day medications like Tylenol and cold medications and very sensitive to any kind of prescription medications

· Awareness of elemental Chakras

· In this society your elemental chakra attention is most likely in the north. (air) It should be in soul elemental. Find out where it is and move it into soul elemental work on keeping it there as it has a tendency to bounce back to it’s habitual place.

Generating Love

Note:  Because we have been talking a lot about grids you should know that this is a very basic heart/love opening grid to prepare the vibration for the next steps.

· love as love = love
· love as heat = healing
· love as light = grids

· grids of light send love and healing

· love is generated in the Chakras of the emotional, mental and spiritual bodies, and in the cells of the physical body

· love is received from the universe as it is, the work of every part of God is to send love to every other part, love received is multiplied and sent back to the universe

· Spirit says it is like a lake; a stream flows in one end and yet there are also springs deep in the lake. At the other end of the lake the stream emerges, much larger than it entered, yet the lake is always full and pure.

· Pure Love is God’s work. It is not romantic. It does not differentiate based on liking someone. It does not go only to those loving or light. It goes to every last bit of God stuff, every atom. It permeates and holds all things together, without it there would and could be no universe. It is the building block of creation. It does not stop, end, or fade and sees no imperfection. It can not be interfered with or blocked, it has no obstacles.

· Five minutes a day sending pure love can cancel out any negative thought for the rest of the day.

· Sending happens automatically when you are receiving. The receiving nurtures your generating machine, activating it to generate and send out love. If you stop receiving, you stop the flow. The receiving is like the gas and oil for your generator. It is the love the universe sends to you, for you to nurture self.

· When ready to fully focus the love energy, receive, generate, send, all levels in all bodies, generate 10-fold return to the universe. When generating from Seat of Soul 1 million fold what is received. Heat or light as well (first you have to get into the seat of the soul and activate some energies there)

Comment on fear mongering… oh please  the article does sound very angry…i am surprised actually…i do inner work only for 2 years, but it produced huge changes in consciousness and i can’t imagine what would fire me up like that…i agree, changes do start from within, inner work, not wishfull thinking. However, i know that those of us who are on this path are aware that we can’t push, drag or shame people into it…it comes from within and sustained from within…again, personally i don’t get upset or angry anymore, but when i get homesick (i’m not an earthling i think) in a big way, my only heaven is meditation. How many people meditate when they don’t feel so good? And i mean among those who do practice…yeah, exactly…so we need not to be angry with or expecting from others who are really are ignorant and may be getting “free ride” as you say. We know not to have expectations of gratitude and be prepared to hear just the opposite; we just know better..why get angry then? yelena

yelena, when I was two years into my path I didn’t get angry much either. You are in a honeymoon stage with God, the blissful “there really is something more” stage. It’s like being in love with love. But just like a good marriage, in time you settle in and the love grows into something real that is beyond the bliss. If the Ascension path is followed, you will first get to a place of even greater bliss than you experience now. This is the Nirvana, Samadhi stage. This is where people then often get stuck, because they don’t know there is something more. In a good marriage when you leave the in love stage and get to the point of seeing the person you love as a real being with flaws, the love doesn’t fade or go away, it just becomes realistic, which is empowering.

If you are strong enough to continue out of that Nirvana stage and move on, you get to the difficult part of the path. The deeper you go within the closer you get to your own inner darkness, which lives at your core and must be cleared. It is like peeling an onion and we have all been through some nasty stuff through thousands of lifetimes on this planet. It’s all in there and you have to look at it, own it, and allow it to serve God. There is anger there and rage and every emotional you can imagine, and you must feel them all without condemnation of self.

There are a lot of people who knew me in the Nirvana stage of my path. I would just open my mouth and out would come endless profound musings about the divine. But do I want that stage back? No, because the Nirvana stage only sees one side of the picture, the all love side. As wonderful as it is, we live in a world that is NOT all love, and to change it we have to acknowledge it. We have to move out of that bliss stage and face the truth of the current world in which we live, if we want to ascend. There are plenty of people who live a monastic life in the Nirvana stage, and then die at a ripe old age and that’s ok for them, it’s not a right or wrong issue. We can each remain at any stage we want to remain at.

After leaving Nirvana, the more in tune you get with what is really happening in the world, and how these energies have held back true human expression for millions of years on multiple planets, it’s going to make you angry. It would not be possible to have the full emotional understanding of this and not be angry about it. It will activate things inside you that you have uncleared anger about. God will teach you how to use the anger that was activated and turn it into motivation for change and upliftment

The thing is, who taught you that anger is wrong or unspiritual in the first place? I am not afraid of my anger because I am not a violent woman. I would never hurt myself or another person. I don’t lose control of myself in my anger. Anger is simply the expression of knowing something is not right, seeing injustice. In the story of Jesus turning over the table of the money changers in the temple, he was clearly angry. He had a reason for his anger. What was being done was wrong, unjust, and an affront to what is holy or sacred.

Without anger as a motivating factor in the world no one would ever change anything. The emotion is never the problem, it is how we deal with any given emotion that is the key. We have been taught to fear or suppress our emotions. Every time you suppress an emotion because you think it is negative you limit your capacity to LOVE, as all emotions, and the depths thereof are connected. Most really positive organizations in the world were started by one person who got pissed off. A mother of a child who was kidnapped and murdered, filled with anger, rage and pain, channels that energy into an organization to stop other children from being kidnapped and murdered, for example. A negative example of not dealing with the emotion, attempting to suppress it is; a woman in the same predicament gives over to her anger and rage, turns to alcohol, leaves the bar drunk, crashes into an oncoming car and kills the innocent child of someone else.

I certainly won’t be apologizing to anyone for being angry about the pain, suffering and injustice in this world. I am angry at the chosen ignorance of the masses who have access to information they choose to ignore. My anger is justified. All I can do is express it in a way that is not harmful, speak MY truth. I use it to motivate me on my inner journey, and with my outer work sharing my perspective with those who want to hear it. You’re surprise at my anger is your own EXPECTATION of what a spiritual person is supposed to act like. There are three primary metaphysical lessons, and I do have a partly written article on these that I guess I should finish. They are expectation, perception, and judgment. They are all tied together and how we each interact with them determines how we move through our relationships in this world.

There have been endless comments about fear on many internet BB’s, lately, as in being afraid of the group mediation fire the grid, or afraid of dark forces, or even the ultimate in ignorance, being afraid of people joining together to raise their consciousness.  This has to be discussed!

P.S. to all the nincompoops out there, I am also not a ‘guy’, although it is an interesting assumption that someone presenting a rational argument must be a guy.  I also have not put my information ‘DON’T Fire the Grid’ on any other site but this one.  I sent it in email to a handful of friends and so did my brother and from there it ended up in countless locations.

The information I presented is not about fear, nor is it intended to invoke fear in anyone.  It is about critical thinking, questioning, and seeking.  I have been working the energies a long time and know the way the dark forces work.  I am not afraid of them.  I do know exactly what they are capable of, and what is required to stop them.  That is what I endeavor to do.  What is going to happen if you participate in ‘fire the grid’?  Nothing now, because the energies have already been neutralized on your behalf by people who know what to do and YOUR WELCOME!!  Ignorance of what you do with your energies is no excuse anymore.  Everyone on the planet is responsible for the condition of the planet through participation.  The idea that anyone is trying to stop people from joining together to raise their conscious is simple proof that you know jack about raising consciousness.  If you think that raising consciousness (i.e. raising vibration) is simply holding hands and praying together than you have a lot of work ahead of you.

You say “well, love and light is stronger than darkness”.  Yes this is true on the large scale, which is why I have always said the dark force has already lost the battle.  Creator is taking care of the big picture.  Here on little earth however, the dark force has been in power a very long time, and if you can’t see how ugly it is, WAKE UP.  The dark forces use spiritual technology against you and you are oblivious because they control the institutions that would have taught you the same spiritual technologies to protect yourself.  I am well protected, spirit taught me directly how to protect myself, so I have no reason to fear the dark forces.  That protection is an ongoing process however.  I didn’t just protect myself once.  The dark forces learn things about my grid of protection and then I must upgrade it, just like we get virus upgrades for our computers.  Dark forces also use physical technology against you; mind control technologies have been ongoing for quite some time.  Are you protected?  Do you even know what makes you vulnerable to these things?  Do you just believe that because you want to raise your consciousness that you are immune?

You may raise your vibration in a group event for a few hours.  If someone there was a much higher vibration than you, that caused your vibration to raise, but when you get home the chances of you continuing to hold this vibration is miniscule.  The reason is that you haven’t done the INNER work to sustain the higher vibration.  Raising consciousness is truly a personal journey.  It requires dedication and commitment, something I see very little of in the greater spiritual community.  People are looking for the easy way out.  They think oh well we can just have a big world meditation and we will all be more loving and the world a better place.  It just doesn’t work that way.  What have you as an individual done to raise your vibration?  One little hour or two of world meditation is squat.  It doesn’t even measure up to an hour or two of personal mediation.  It is the same old problem seeking a solution outside of you to ‘save the world’.  The path is INSIDE.  To change the world individuals must change themselves.

This doesn’t mean we cease all outer work.  I will still be doing grids to stop the dark forces.  Another person will still be doing charity to feed the hungry.  But these outer expressions are not a replacement for inner work.  What I see is a bunch of people for which new age, wicca, metaphysics, pagan stuff is really just a fun hobby.  They get to live outside the societal norm and this makes them feel oh so SPECIAL.  When it comes to actually doing any inner work they run like hell.  Then tell the ones of us that do the work, that we just don’t love enough, or are too judgmental.  Well guess what?  The new age version of not judging is not the spiritual issue of not judging.  New age version says all questioning (i.e. seeking) is judging.  Spiritual says we should not CONDEMN, and that, like as all issues, is an ongoing challenge for all of humanity.  We do however, judge every single day.  We determine through discernment whether to cross a busy road for example, that is making a judgment.  Why are you afraid to discern your spirituality?  Is it just that it is too damn hard, too much work?  After all it might take away the time that you are spending drinking beer in a dark energy laden tavern?  God forbid.  If one more light worker tells me they are going there to “spread a little light around” I’m going to hurl.  How many of the fire the grid participants will be doing their hour of joyous mediation for the cause from within the bar or celebrating it right after?  I ponder. 

I certainly understand why light workers want to escape, but I also understand there is no escape, and their attempts to hide in alcohol or drugs only give the dark forces more ammunition to work with.  Dark forces love people under the influence.  They cannot protect themselves, and hey if you’re looking for an entity to attach to you by all means go hang out and drink in the bar.  Be aware however that you will not be spreading any light to the poor lost souls there.  How about taking responsibility with some basic honesty, that would be refreshing.  Just say “Engtovo I can’t cope, so I’m going to go drink and try and forget.”  I would still think it was a cop out, but that then would be my problem. 

This really is to bring me back to the core of the discussion…FEAR.  Who is afraid of what?  I don’t have to hide in bars, with drugs and alcohol to cope with this world, even with the awareness I have.  Is it hard some times?  Sure, of course it is.  I’ve been part of wonderful groups and we have done amazing healing circles that left people in tears so overwhelmed with love.  After the afternoon or evening is over, undoubtedly a large group will leave together to have some drinks and get their vibration back down where they are comfortable with it.  So don’t give me this crap about questioning global meditations being fear mongering and trying to stop the group from manifesting a higher consciousness.  A large percentage of you wouldn’t know higher consciousness if it bit you in the ass.

Do I sound angry?  Oh that’s the next thing you’ll hit me with.  I’ve seen it all before.  In fact the dark forces love to use that one too.  Take politics they have the country convinced they don’t want an angry candidate.  I do!!  If any candidate were ever to be real, he/she would have to be damn angry about the state of the country.  After all any one who is not shut down is angry and our candidates should be representing our point of view.  I am annoyed and at times angry.  A very small group of people has accomplished all the work that has been done against the dark forces.  The rest of you have been sitting on your butts and feeling good about spending an hour in a global meditation.  Half of you refuse to even believe there are dark forces, or accuse us of fear mongering if we dare to mention them.  Yet when the work is done and our small group has been successful, you will all reap the benefits.  It is like fighting two forces, the dark forces and the IGNORANCE of those who claim to be doing the work of the light.  Does it piss me off that you are making my work harder?  Hell yes, and rightfully so!

In this world when discerning if all else fails, follow the money.  Money is the control of all things unholy. There are people in this world capable of holding money with integrity, but they are a small minority.  When it comes to fire the grid, I don’t hear all the do gooders even wondering why a woman who was told she was to take no money for this (and no one else was either as she states in her video) is selling coasters, magnets and t-shirts.  She has commercialized the whole thing.  Do you really need more of a clue then this about the consciousness level of this event?  Where is the money from those items going if it is not to be about money?  She claimed three people put the whole thing together with no money.  Is she still on welfare?  Again I ponder.

I know a lot about doing the work and having it not be about money.  Just in case you haven’t noticed, there are no ads on spiritnexus.com or the blog, since 1998 there never have been.  I am not rich, I have never asked for money for any of this.  I have a paypal donate button, because a woman asked me for one that wanted to give a little gift.  There has been a total of $110.00 of donations, for which I am grateful.  It was truly given freely.  I’m not selling a bunch of stuff or whining for money to pay my web host.  I believe spiritual information was meant to be shared for free.  Spirit has always said if you write a book then obviously the book is a tangible item that has production costs.  But when it comes to offering information or doing healing, money corrupts things.  The response from all the spiritual people, could have come right out of the mouths of dark energy.  If it doesn’t cost a lot it isn’t worth anything, or there has to be an exchange of energies.  Both are just BS to get you to be ok with selling the sacred.

Spiritual sites all across the net don’t think twice about charging you for their content.  Enlightenment by subscription!  The queen of all things 11:11 charges you for her wisdom on her site.  Oh these sites will tell you they have all these costs, well what costs I ask?  I pay 170.00 a year for my host, which I could get cheaper elsewhere at this point since I don’t need the enormous about of hard disc space they offer. And 14.95 a year per domain (.com .net and .org) that’s $214.85  a year.  Oh many will tell you they need a fancy webmaster, to that I say NOT.  If they are intelligent enough to interpret great spiritual mysteries that people need to pay to receive.  Certainly they are intelligent enough to put together a basic website.  A website is not fricken rocket science or brain surgery as the saying goes.

Now the dark forces want you to give over all your money to fire the grid’s project Cause after the ceremony is over.  They want to do away with all the little charities (the ones that actually do anything to help people) and funnel that money to project Cause’s global council.  At the same time telling you that fire the grid is not about money.  First they want your energy, then they want your cash, and they want you to trust them to use it properly.  How can anyone be fooled into thinking exposing this obvious play by the illuminati is fear mongering.  Do you think our current world is fair?  If you did you would not have gotten suckered into Shelly Yates plight and heart felt plea for project cause to begin with.  Well this is more of the same folks, Get a clue.

In a comment on the world meditations starry said 

“The real problem is that people don’t understand the rules of duality and that whenever an impure or unenlightened mind reads about Service to Others, it will invoke the ego’s sense of doing good. Where there is good there must also be evil to balance it.

Hence people who do “good” works actually fuel the dualistic illusion and this is why the Buddha taught the middle path.”

My perspective differs on duality, in that duality on the planet was meant to be a natural way of things.  Polarities or seeming opposites expressed as a planetary duality.  One example of this is hot and cold, while on the human scale of polarity they each take a place at the opposite ends of a scale, on the planetary level it is cold at both poles and hot at the equator. The closer to the equator the easier it is for life forms to flourish as there are more food sources.   When a human opens certain ascension energies they activate a sphere of their own.  A human polarity example would be that of illness and health.  Illness sits at both poles of the sphere; to remain in a state of health (homeostasis) one must walk the center path, find balance at your personal equator, so to speak.  It can be applied to lots of human dualistic issues.  Fear based emotions all live at both poles and love harmony peace all live in the center place.  This is the center path spoke of by Buddha.

When it comes to darkness and light, good and evil, these are not natural polarities and were never an original part of the Creation.  So in practical form, because they are here, when we bring more light in, the dark will react and attempt to bring forth more negativity.  But there is no balance that requires light/dark good/evil to have equal expressions in the world. We have just been living with the darkness on this planet so long that we have come to think of their expression as natural.  The Creator is all about love, these beings who turned away from the Creation were given a LONG time to do their thing, in hopes they would accept the love and turn back to original source.  This unfortunately never happened for most, and the Creator decided they would all be TAKEN back to Divine Principal, and no longer be given the opportunity to exist as individual spirit/soul//high self entities.  This is currently in progress.  By the time we get through the earth change expansion process there will only be light & love on earth, and in fact in the whole sector of Creation that was corrupted by the dark force.

This is why the dark forces are so desperate; they have seen a large number of their people already taken back.  They do not want to lose their individual expression; it is their greatest fear, to cease to exist as they are.  Some inaccurately believe that if they can manage to remain in control and on the planet through the changes that they will escape this fate.  There is no escape, they cannot remain on the planet or in control, it is already a done deal.  This has been planned for thousands of years.  The full reptilians are already gone, (as in dead and taken back to source, not as in flew away in a ship).  The first aspect of this took place on November 27, 2006, when the Dulce, NM base was cleared, followed on December 13, 2006, by the rest of the full reptilians and underground facilities being cleared.  There are still the hybrid with minimal reptilian DNA like the bush family as example.  These people’s reptilian DNA is dying and they are having to rebuild their bodies with human DNA.  Have you noticed how many of them have aged significantly since this time?  They of course want to continue to manifest the reptilian plans, but no longer have their ‘handlers’ to call the shots.  The dangerous aspect of this is the reptilians with their long life span, technological abilities and ability to pass knowledge through from one body to the next, had more insight into the game, as it were.  The hybrids are strictly reactionary and do not think through the consequences of their decisions before embarking on a path.  Because of this we will need to be ever more diligent, as they are capable of unprecedented stupidity.

For souls of the light who have been here battling the dark for so long it is difficult to even imagine what it would be like to be on the planet without any dark force to battle against.  We have our current mindsets trained to respond to drama and fear.  We are on the precipice of this new life, however, and we need to train our minds to know that this dark force was always an aberration of Creation.  We should always be striving to be neutral to positive/good.  The key to this statement is that the dark forces have manipulated the planet so well that it is difficult to know what is actually doing good and what is doing harm.  We must discern and practice critical thought, we must question despite being brainwashed not to.  Seeking is questioning and you cannot take any spiritual path without seeking.  That is one place religion got lost to the dark force they disallowed seeking and questioning.  It is the same place every government gets lost, when they do they same, you know they are in the hands of the dark.  Question EVERYTHING, take it all inside.  Although I do agree that many people get lost in the ego aspect of doing good.  They are not doing it because it is the right thing to do, they do it to get their kudos, which is just part of being in the world as it is I guess.  My concern would be focused more on are they actually doing good, then if they are getting ego satisfaction from doing good.

pdf file DON’T Fire the Grid

DON’T Fire the Grid

Let me tell you why. The fire the grid campaign is another agenda by the dark forces and there is ample evidence of this.  In general, global meditations of all kinds are created with good intentions and people participate with a desire for positive change on the planet.  However, most people are unaware of the workings of energy, even the energy of their own bodies, let alone the energies of group consciousness, the energies of the earth, and yes the energy manipulation abilities of the dark forces of planet earth.  The average Joe participant in a global meditation ASSUMES that the energy he has offered into the meditation has gone to the greater good, to love and light, to peace and higher vibration, but the truth of the matter is, this energy more often than not is abducted, so to speak and used for a much different agenda.  You see when we join energies, we are indeed very powerful.  The problem is there are so few people on the planet knowledgeable enough to wield this group power we create to be used for the intended purpose.  Unfortunately most of the beings with this knowledge are dark beings. 

The reason?  They have been controlling the world for a long time and controlling what we learn and believe.  Only a few people tread the inner path far enough to gain the same level of knowledge on working with large amounts of energy as the masters of dark forces who carefully pass the information along among them selves to select initiates that are trained from childhood.

In essence we meditate and turn this power over, not knowing or caring who it is being turned over to.  Many people believe the Ascended Masters are handling it.  But it is power of earthly beings with form and we must handle our own power, Ascended Beings in spirit do not have permission to interfere in the affairs of man.  There are Ascended beings on earth with form, some of us are aware of this, some are not, they are called Dharljas, (less than 200 of them) but they also cannot interfere and simply take this power to apply our intent.  We would, as a whole, have to ask them to take the power from a particular meditation and they would have to AGREE to do so, as they cannot be responsible for all the people of the earth.  This is universal law.  The problem is the beings of love respect and work within universal law and the beings of darkness do whatever they want and do not abide by universal laws.  The end result is every time the powers of darkness need an infusion of our energy to continue to maintain their veil of ignorance over us.  They “inspire” some good intentioned but open and unprotected person to bring up the next big global meditation and we freely give them out power. 

What a great con they have going and we keep participating because we are desperate for change, for love, for peace, for the world to make sense to our hearts.

This particular meditation fire the grid is an especially slick production.  The open person to “inspire”, is a woman people relate to, a woman whose life sucked so immensely that any improvement would be momentous to her, leading her to have great passion for the cause that would change her life.  Her story is an emotional one and she is real in her sharing of the story, her life has been changed.  The agenda however is clearly available upon scrutiny, although this is one of the better presentations I’ve seen in a long time.

The way in which the dark energies work their agendas is consistent, they take things that are truth and that are important to us and they make them the center point of the particular “project” and they weave them together in ways that we are used to, and relate to. Then they insert small aspects of their real plan, right in the middle of two really big emotional core positive truthful issues so that we go from the emotion of the one positive point to the next point ignoring the part in the middle we should be scrutinizing.  The metaphysical movement of the early century was infiltrated and used in this way becoming the New Age movement.  At the beginning it was about 90 percent basic metaphysical principals and 10 percent their agenda, but as time has gone by, almost nothing in the current New Age movement can be trusted.

Some uses of this technique are so badly done that they are hilarious to read by people who are aware.  Others are quite well woven.  In the early 90’s the Ashtar Command had some well written propaganda that many people integrated into their belief system and still hold onto today.  The Ashtar Command are in fact, a group of dark entities.  They have no ships and are a complete fabrication of the illusion put upon us.  They created the fear agenda of the earth changes, which are simply a natural process of the planet and started the promises of being saved in ships and the ET contact that the dark forces planned to use to force us through the fear of space invaders into a global government.  These techniques have been used with lies to convince even the most die hard conspiracy buffs to believe we are in imminent ET danger.  Here is a news flash, the reptilians and the greys are not ETs.  They were in fact created right here on earth and share earth human DNA and animal DNA from, animals currently alive and extinct.  True ETs work with the universal law of non interference and would in fact not have the knowledge to leave their own planets if they were not in harmony with the universal. 

The reason the reptilians and greys can screw with humans and this world we live in is because they are earthlings!  During the times of earth changes past, when we have lost our technological knowledge they retained theirs and used it against us. They aligned them selves with the dark forces and it has been earth civil spiritual war every since.  The truth of the matter is, they hate themselves and want to be fully human as they are not in an image the Creator brought forth, but an image brought forth by the ignorance of human interference, thinking we had mastery over the Creation process, this is why they hate humans, this time it was them that believed they had mastery over the Creation process.  But like the earth all things seek homeostasis and Divine Principle of life will give all things rebirth.

The concept of ascension was also high jacked early on by the dark forces, using these same techniques. They used the popularity of channeling to accomplish this.  There are people who are actually channeling (communicating) with spirit beings of light, but most channelers are just people who were open to receive information input into their mind.  Some of this is accomplished through spiritual techniques some of it is accomplished through the use of technology.  A key to this manipulation is that these people all channel the same entities and offer the same message, at times almost word for word.  St. Germaine, & Archangel Michael are two of the favorites.  The reality is there is no reason for everyone to talk to the same entities, we each have our own guide and angel, if you are talking to spirit those two beings and your own higher self is who you should be talking to.  No one else should have contact without the permission of your life guide.  Now the disinformation spread by these fake channels (who completely believe in what they are doing) is considered common truth thus strengthening the veil, that keeps us in ignorance.

What this current group of dark entities has done with Shelly Yates of  fire the grid, is one of the better uses of this technique.  She believes it all, so on the conscious level you hear truth from her, she is compelling and you want to believe her, it is altruistic, it speaks to the part of the heart that believes in the inherent good in people, but pay attention to some of the details.

First there is no definition of the grid, or what firing the grid means, and exactly what grid as there are in fact thousands.  As a person who’s whole life purpose is working with grids this is an over sight beyond measure.  The one description in the nine part video on youtube.com is that the earth’s field is made of little hexagons, smaller versions of the personal field of each individual.  This was one WAKE UP moment while watching the video!  This is absolutely false.  The closest thing we could come to that description is the human group consciousness and while it affects those of us here on earth, it is a human grid not an earth grid.  That group consciousness grid is the one that is veiled by the dark forces so that we humans have a difficult time tapping into truth, and moving our personal consciousness beyond the limited belief of the whole as instilled by the mind programming from birth by the powers in control.  That is not now, nor has it ever been an earth grid. 

There are several earth grids and they do play a significant role in group meditations because we use our bodies to give and receive energies and we use the earth and her leylines to do so from body to body and the group consciousness transfers energies from soul to the whole.  When we are together in group we often join hands to transfer the energies to one another when we cannot be in the same place we use the body of our earth mother to join with us.  It is like she has millions of hands that reach out where there is a gap between us that needs to be bridged.  Humans have always connected their own personal grids with the earth grids in various ways.  This is in fact the number one battlefield between the workers of the creator and the dark forces.  The dark forces knowing the general public has lost this knowledge set up grids within sections of the earth grid they use to control us.  They did so with permanent physical expressions at key power spots, one such example is the Washington Memorial obelisk.  This holds a point of a power grid that was formed with the early government of the United States.  I have spent years tearing apart these grids that do not belong here, or in the case of ones anchored in a permanent structure we find ways to transform the energy then take the grid and integrate it into love and it becomes one of our grids to empower the whole instead of one of their ways to disempower the whole.  I am going to get back to grids in a little bit but I want to go back to some detail on the fire the grid event.

Here are a couple examples of the technique discussed as used in the fire the grid video of Shelly.

Example one

 Emotional core positive truthful issue: 

Shelly being enveloped in great love in the car on the way to Montreal and having to pull over weeping (very emotional)

Disinformation packaged in the middle

You can use the energy to heal a dying boy, you can use the same energy to heal a dying planet.  This one phrase hooks us into one great fear that our planet is dying, or that we are killing her, and it ties into our overall knowing that the situation on the planet seems to be hopeless (ie dying)  You have to stop and back off from the emotions this evokes and bring forth critical thinking.  Our planet is not now nor was she ever dying!  We do not need to save her the way the little boy was saved.  Many of us have long had inside us this desperate feeling of needing to save the planet.  But that is multifaceted; one part is the mind control programming, one part is many of us were incarnating on the planet that was destroyed, where the asteroid belt is now and have unresolved feeling about that, and one part is knowing that we currently have the same technology to destroy this planet in the same way.  But this planet is not sick or dying!  What we humans have put upon her is capable of killing humans and animals, it’s not good we have to stop, but it doesn’t even compare to a good case of the flu to her.  She will go on with or without us as long as we don’t implode her.

 Emotional core positive truthful issue: 

Getting validation finally through the event that leads to meeting Dr. Steven Greer (also very emotional to get validation of something you want to believe but fear)

  Example Two

 Emotional core positive truthful issue: 

Food, water and shelter for every person on the earth no matter what, not based on economics ( a huge emotional plea for any of us with a heart)

Disinformation packaged in the middle

We will have a global council ruling and controlling the money that will no longer go to little charities but will come to the one big charity to feed and house everyone.

HELLO!

Are you paying attention yet?  Global council of who?  Who do you trust with the trillions that would be required to do this work.  Sounds like global government to me, same old agenda different face.  After all, can this one altruistic charitable organization be expected to wade through the red tape of almost 200 individual governments to do its important work.  I know lots of people that I trust and love and respect, but give the group of them trillions of dollars to help the needy in any way they want, and then add in the influence of the dark forces that would then be exerted upon them even in the best of scenarios no mortal could hold that power with integrity, in the current world model.

 Emotional core positive truthful issue: 

The concept that the indigo children will take over in 2012 and do all the real work ( in other words just meditate now, and that all that is required of you, whew what a relief, we can have that over with by next week)

This second example has a trick in the second emotional core, because it includes truth and disinformation so if you question at all, you may disregard this statement but keep the global rule part presented above it.  This second core says there are indigo children, which is true, and plays on our knowledge that 2012 is an important time which we also know to be true.  The lie is that the indigo children will just take over and all we have to do is get through this fire the grid meditation and then dump the responsibility on them.  She then further goes on to say that there are billions of 15 year old indigos who will be able to vote in 2012.

SAY WHAT?

Even if she misspoke and meant to say millions, vote? Where? The U.S.?  Are we the key to the world domination plan here in the U.S.?  Not every country lets 18 year olds vote, nor does it makes sense that she tells us the indigos think differently than we do, but they are just going to change everything by voting in the same system.  Ummm. I think changing by vote, would require candidates to vote for, that are not part of the dark agenda, and a voting system not controlled by the dark agenda’s cash.

Its also absurd to anyone who is aware of the higher vibration people being born on the planet for the time of transition, that they are all miraculously 15.  The indigos as they have been called have been coming for quite some time, some are around 50 and they were a core of the anti Vietnam war movement.

2012 is important because it is a rebirth point for the earth, the beginning a new cycle.  All things have rebirth points; humans have the obvious rebirth point of reincarnation, getting a new body.  But within this life we have the rebirth point of the body every seven years.  As we move closer to ascension and activate various energies our rebirth point increases in frequency.  This is often referred to as the quickening or the awakening. As the earth nears her rebirth point it creates a vibrational influence that affects all life and makes activating higher vibrational frequencies within us easier, another fact the dark forces want to keep from us.

The desperation to maintain control and keep the veil intact through the 2012 rebirth is the obsession of the dark forces.  It is a war they have long since lost, but they are determined to continue on in the attempt to take their stranglehold of soul slavery into the next millennia.  All their efforts are being thwarted day by day and they are at their wits end, so to speak.  This is an excerpt from a previous blog entry that then ties into the fire the grid manipulation.

July 7, 2007 - Every year in July the power elite do ceremony at the Bohemian Grove in northern California, these ceremonies have included human sacrifice and are attended by well known people from around the world. This is a boy’s only club, making it clear that even when women are in power in the world their power only goes so far, and the big boys are calling the shots, or… were calling the shots!The day after the summer solstice this year a group of grid workers were able to dismantle the grids of the grove, which would prevent the energy of their ceremony from being spread around the world. We knew this would lead them to take some desperate measures, as they believe the grove ceremonies are what allow them to remain in power here in the United States. We waited, watched, and prepared for all contingencies as July drew near and they would have to take some sort of action before the ceremonies began.Today was the day they unveiled their new plan to spread the energies, they tapped the 7-7-7 ceremonies and music celebrations for climate change (an illuminati created issue unto itself) creating person to person grids instead of planetary grids. They put key spiritually powerful people into these locations. Some consciously knew what they were doing others were people who are unaware they were open to manipulation. They intended to use this unified focus on the planet to send an energy line to the key people who would then connect it to others open in the moment to the cause and they would be sending energy to family and friends in their prayers and it would continue on that way. This plan however has been thwarted and stopped the energy lines to the key people preempted and there is no avenue for the grove ceremony energies to be spread in the world.Note : When I say the climate change thing is an illuminati issue, it is because the whole global warming hype is their attempt to convince us we need one global government to save the planet. Global warming is NOT human created! We are in a natural cycle of the earth and sun in that respect, and in fact a universal cycle is in play at this time as well. That does not mean we have not done awful things to the earth and need to stop, but global climate change would be here even if we were still tribal nomads with no technology whatsoever.Incidentally this is not 7-7-7 at all ,because numerology doesn’t work that way, you have to add the 2 of 2007 and it is 7-7-9.  7-7-7 was two years ago ,the same was true when people did all the 3-3-3 and 4-4-4 crap, discernment is the biggest key of any spiritual path 

On the 8^th of  July these same grid workers were able to pull from the earth ancient conglomerate entities that were embedded into the earth, like a dark entity will take over a human body and embed into the heart chamber, making it difficult for healers who know how to do entity detachment to remove, (as most entity attachment is just that, attachment to the outer grids of the human).  These conglomerate entities have been in the earth for thousands of years and the dark forces used them to anchor the veil and hold key points in the grids they control.  This one aspect of the veil was released with these unnatural entities being returned to light source.  The first result of this work occurred on July 9^th when I found the protection grid that surrounds my residence surrounded by earthbound spirits. 

When these conglomerate entities were no longer holding the invisible dimension of the earth in their control, masses of earthbound entities realized they were not where they belonged, and were naturally drawn to grids created in love seeking a way to return to their higher selves.  The grid workers quickly created tunnels of light for them to return to spirit.  Thousands returned home.  This was to the dismay of the dark forces, who regularly use the earthbound to do their dirty work.  It serves their agenda to keep as many as possible earthbound because a higher self cannot ascend in spirit without the return of all parts of it’s being to the whole.  Nor can any part of their whole ascend on the earth to become a Dharlja if one part is trapped earthbound.  This changes the whole game, and they know it.

The Bohemian Grove ceremony is a 17 day ceremony, so while they are still there plotting and planning in desperation, things continue to look more and more bleak for them, due to the hard work of a small group of people who have dedicated their lives to defeating the dark agenda, by learning the ancient knowledge and taking control of the grids and retuning them to Divine Principal.

Their next plan while they are still at the grove … To use FIRE THE GRID on 7-17 to send out their negative ceremonial energies to control the planet.  Is this where you want your light, love, and peace energies to go?  7-17-2007 was chosen for specific reasons.  For one, the dark forces knew they would be in the grove ceremony, and would be able to use the energies as they chose to further their agenda.  They also love to manipulate the numbers.  In this case it is the 17^th and they have a 17 day ceremony.  17 is an 8 in numerology, which is infinity, the symbol that Shelly was told to tattoo onto her body.  8 is the number of abundant prosperity which is the dark force obsession, controlling the world’s money to keep us in slavery.  And the mathematical equations of all of Creation are equations that go on infinitely, and they want to be in control for eternity. 

They chose the 11:11 time, as always, because 11 is a numerology master number the number of ascended beings, whose energy and power they would like to have, but that cannot manifest in darkness.  All the 11:11 events have been dark force orchestrated.  If someone decided that 5:26 was a sacred time and got it into the group consciousness you would find yourself looking at the clock all the time when it was 5:26! Pure manipulation.  The total number for the date is a 6 this is a key number to grid workers.  Because it represents the Enochian star (aka star of David).  This is the sacred symbol of the Order of Enoch, who are the universal grid workers.  This symbol has been high jacked like so many others, over the thousands of years of dark energy abuse.  It represents the concept of “as above so below”  It is how they create the veil of control over us.  They created the grid of control above and anchored it to the earth and we below act within this limited view of our world, and don’t see our Divine inheritance and true power.

The pentacle is the symbol of the Dharljas, the humans the dark forces despise the most, which is why they turned it upside down and made it their symbol of evil.  We can destroy the veil, but we must stop empowering it first, by turning our power over.  The key to global change is changing ourselves as individuals.  We don’t have the power to change other people.  We may inspire them, but we cannot change them.  We must each raise our own vibration to uplift the whole. What would happen if we instantly and massively raised the vibration of the collective consciousness?  Many of us would experience amazing bliss and joy, but the lowest vibration people on the planet would be unable to handle it gracefully and would likely act out, creating even more horrible atrocities in the world.  If the Dharljas step out into public and show the true Divine Inheritance that is the birthright of us all this could also be an unfortunate side effect, because the group consciousness would be significantly heightened immediately.  We must unravel the veil and remove the power of the dark forces permanently and we have all the elements in hand to do so in the next five months.

The time to step up with this work is now, because with all the energetic and grid avenues to remain in power thwarted, the powers of darkness are planning to turn to technology that will create earthquakes and volcanic eruptions.  The purpose is to create worldwide destruction before the 2012 rebirth.  This will give them the global government they want.  They will then claim it was all natural, and they are just trying to save the poor suffering people with their slavery.

 Responses to quotes off the reverse speech site (linked below) discussing fire the grid, are included here to add clarity on the nature of grids. http://www.evpreversespeaking.com/2007/07/08/don%e2%80%99t-fire-the-grid-it-is-our-prison/#comments  

“The grid that the grid workers are talking about firing up is in fact what has been put in place to blast the harmful net out of existence”  Sandi 

There is no grid that has the purpose of blasting the harmful net (veil) out of existence.  It is not possible to blast it out of existence with a grid.  It is in fact, a grid unto itself that does not belong around the earth.  To remove grids they have to be unraveled and disassembled and like the proverbial giant roll of string you have to find the end of the string to even begin to unravel the ball.  Individuals have found this and done the unraveling personally but they cannot do it for everyone.  It is the hundredth monkey principle.  For the veil to fall a large enough number of us must each individually unravel the ball until the group consciousness is imbued with the knowledge of how to do it readily.  At that point, it cannot be maintained for anyone any longer, and the whole is freed.

 “But the net is the net and our prison” Peggy 

The veil keeps our perceptions limited and keeps us from knowing that we are divine and empowered, which is how the dark ones want it.  But the term net used in reversed speech can be used for any grid, because the correct sounds for the word grid, in reversals are not there, net is the common term.  Because the work done by most doing reverse speech is to root out the negative agendas of the dark ones, they are often reversed speaking about various aspects of the veil a form of a grid to limit us.  As well as discussing various aspects of the grids that we are attempting to take from them to use for love or the grids they are attempting to take from us.  However within each and every one of us is the power to pierce the veil, that is what they don’t want us to know.  If enough of us understood that, the veil would fall and be gone forever!  It requires our participation to continue, these global meditations are the very thing they use to keep the veil strong.

 “A grid is time/space. Light is not; we have no real common language apart from mathematics to describe light” Spooky 

A grid can have time space elements but there are in fact no human words to explain all the aspects that grids are.  All physical matter is made up of grids as well as the things we consider non physical, Grids are in fact made of light, divine love, (which is an aspect of God and is not what we understand as human love) thought, and intent.  The light that is used is not the visible light that we perceive and quantify in the world.  It emits a brightness of a sort to the soul/spirit and the visual light that we get in our minds that is not of the physical eyes.  Mathematics in fact is the language of grids but the specific mathematics have not been applied by mortals.  If humans had this particular set of mathematical principals (and the understanding therein), what we consider physical laws like gravity and aspects of physics could be obscured at will, which is one of the many things a Dharlja can do.

“There is no positive/light energy grid nor negative energy grid, just the net.  No one at this time gets out of here dead or alive for that matter”  atomic240

The grids are made and have intent, but the positive or negative aspect of them depends on who is in control of any given grid.  If the dark forces have control of a grid, they use it to send negative energy out to all it affects.  In fact people do get out both dead an alive.  The veil is difficult and painful to pierce but it is done by those who ascend with their last potential/aspect returning to spirit in completion and ascending, and with those who stand forth which is ascending on the earth, becoming a Dharlja.  Dharljas can also become Avatars which means they can disassemble the atoms of their bodies and return to spirit and reassemble them and return to the planet at any time.  The term Avatar has come to have an incorrect meaning over the centuries in the east and is currently applied to respected teachers that are not in fact Avatars.

Ascension on the earth (becoming a Dharlja) is not leaving the planet.  No ships, no ETs or  changing dimensions, the 3D, 4D, 5D stuff is just more new age dark energy terminology that is meaningless.  The Dharljas are right here with us.  If they want they can adjust their vibration not to be seen but they are in the same dimension as us.  If you live in a crowded city, you may have walked right past one in the street and never known it. 

 “Can a being of such darkness create the feeling of being a being of light? And how do you know?” Deann 

Yes, and here is why.  First of all original source and the nature of all beings is Divine Principle, no matter how far an entity has strayed, that is still within them and they can use it.  Secondly, there is the perspective aspect.  They consciously chose a woman who had known no real love and attention in her life and chose her for a task.  Given this other worldly attention in itself was an overwhelming feeling she had never experienced.  In essence she was being told “you matter to us” a message she never received in life.  The other aspect of perception is that this entity could still have been a higher vibration than her at that moment, considering that he has an conscious knowledge of how to heal the child, he is one of the more sophisticated dark entities.  Many of these beings went very far on a spiritual path and then consciously chose to align with darkness.  His vibration being still higher than hers and embracing her would have been a feeling of love and bliss to her.

She readily admits to being on Prozac depressed for 20 years.  These kind of mind altering substances are used to dumb us down and keep us tied to the veil.  They lower our vibration the longer they are used.  This is true of all mind altering substances, including alcohol.  This is why the dark forces love these substances and they love us to indulge in them.  If they can make the world so stressful that we want more and more of them all the better for their agenda.  Anyone wanting to ascend and pierce the veil will at some point have to cease all use of mind altering substances.  Being on a mind altering substance makes you open to dark manipulation through you, as you are unable to tend your own energies and protection while under the influence.  This further complicates global meditations if participants are in any way under the influence.

 “if you are looking for negative then that is what you will find” Deann 

This statement is right out of the dark energy handbook, classic new age propaganda, it is one of the ways they keep us in line by saying we don’t have the right to question and to scrutinize.  That if we question we are being negative and judgmental, when in fact, we are attempting to discern, which is our responsibility as creator beings, who are fully responsible for all we create and co create in this world. 

“She never said anything about focusing the energy of the grid anyway.  What she said was to do something that makes you happy, mediate or pray for one hour on that day at that hour for the healing of the planet.  That’s all” Deann 

Exactly the point she never said anything about focusing the energy!!!!!!  Why the hell not?  If she is planning a global meditation she has the responsibility to know where the energy is going, how it is going there and why.  She is essentially asking millions of people to trust her and she has no idea what will happen to the energy.  That’s because the dark being didn’t tell her they already have a dark plan for the energy she will bring them through her “project”.  That plan, continued global slavery.  This is a simple 1+1 equation. 

Think about this:

1 global slavery agenda

+ 1 focus on what makes you happy

= global slavery makes us happy! 

That’s what we are giving them by FIRING THE GRID

DON’T DO IT!

Engtovo Bhodsvatan - July 12, 2007

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