The Engtovo Chronicles

I had never heard of Dr. Meg until Asahi posted her newsletter in a comment. Thanks Asahi, because this is exactly the kind of thing I would like to comment on.

I’ve posted the full newsletter below so you can read it in full context if you want without going to the other page’s comments to read it. But I am going to pull out parts here that I think are the most important to talk about.

our Oneness sounded like a huge humming that had a pulsing rhythm. We were not only addressing the earth grid, but the Universal consciousness as well.

I wasn’t going to comment on this line but my brother Randy walked in and read that part and said in his smart ass way “what was that HAARP” I got a good giggle out of that. She describes what she saw in her meditation, which for the most part is meaningless to me because mediation is symbol oriented like dreams, so her symbols won’t likely mean anything to the rest of us.

We unified the earth grid with the universal mass consciousness, something that has been lacking for eons.

Universal mass consciousness is GOD, CREATOR, SOUCE, DIVINE PRICIPAL, It has never been lacking here or anywhere else for eons it has always been available to anyone who sought it inside of themselves. It may have been hard for many people on earth to remember it was there for them, but it has never been lacking.

And as we did, the earth grid had its own reaction. Many described seeing or feeling blue lights that went on one right after the other.

Every sector of the earth grid that wasn’t working, that wasn’t lit, awoke.
The field of blue energy that occurred (which by the way is a very healing set of frequencies) expanded and then the entire grid glowed golden. That’s right.

I’m going to tackle this visual because she said many saw blue lights. Blue light energies are the color of Ascended Masters. I believe this means many saw the Ascended Master who had been given permission to dissipate these energies doing that job. There is no part of the earth grid that wasn’t working. If the actual earth grid wasn’t working the planet would break apart into pieces, it is the very fabric of her being. Blue is not an actual healing frequency unto itself. Any color can be used for healing, it depends on who needs the healing, and for what as to what color they may need.

I remember years ago people were obsessed with having to put a red stone on a red chakra and ignored the energy of the particular stone. In truth when using color or stone if you put red into a red chakra or a red stone a red chakra either could put the chakra out of balance even further. This is the same kind of thing limiting a stone, a chakra, a color to one aspect of it’s total expression. Glowing golden is interesting because a Dharlja has a golden sphere of light around them with the master blue light emanating from the gold core. If people really saw these things, to me it is just confirmation that some people were tuned in enough to see what we were doing to stop their energies from being abused by the dark forces.

I know that many who participated may have expected immediate results. In many ways we are seeing those. The earth has begun to rebalance. If you watch the earthquake patterns regularly (which I do) you would notice that the pattern has shifted slightly and that there is movement in areas that we don’t normally see. The intensity of the pacific ring of fire has changed as the ring has shifted slightly as well.

This is just pure BS I have been watching the earthquakes and have for a long time, the ring of fire is active, as always, and has been quite active throughout July. There has been no shift in the activity or where the earthquakes are happening. You can go to the earthquake notification centers and get historical data.

The intensity of lightening has become greater, with huge lightening storms occurring as the grid balances.

This is not new the weather channel has been talking about the intensification of lightening for a while now certainly long before fire the grid. This is most likely the combination of natural changes happening on the earth, related to the point we are at in the earth’s cycle. Just like the sunspot activity not following the norms of the 11 year cycle.

In fact, these releases have been so prevalent that most of the people I have shared healing sessions with of late have partial or full reversal of their chakra systems. This has been consistent across the board. Before we fired the grid, I was onl seeing this in the earthquake zones.

This is NOT good! You do not want your chakra systems reversing. I’m not certain is she is talking about the rotation of the individual chakras or the reversal of energy entering on the left side exiting on the right. Either way it’s not good, it is a sign of disharmony or trauma. Chakras move clockwise and should only be moved counterclockwise by a healer for a clearing, kind of like back flushing and then returned to normal clockwise rotation. Energy should come in the left side of the body and leave on the right for the arm and leg torso energy flows. Once again occasionally if there is a tough blockage we may reverse the flow temporarily in a healing session to move the blockage out and then return it to normal.

The one exception to this is there are a small percentage (a fraction of a %) that naturally have reversed flow, we have had a couple of them on the table and it is clear it was natural. These people told us that they didn’t fit in with society and couldn’t do group things. I image because of that it was a karmic choice of the higher self. One of the problems when a person has reversed energy is that when we join hands in a circle that person is trying to send energy the opposite direction of everyone else.

A healing circle of people is one of the only times that there is a counterclockwise flow of energy. That is because a healing circle creates a double helix of energy, so the physical circle is the counterclockwise aspect of that. It happens because the double helix is inherent in all human endeavors. An interesting addition to this is the fact that a very tiny fraction of a percentage of humans are completely reverse, meaning their internal organs are reversed. My mother has treated two of them in a fifty year career as a nurse.

People undergoing any kind of great trauma, like a severe earthquake may get into such a state of shock that their energy centers or energy flows are fluctuating forward and reverse as a natural response to try and clear the  trauma from the bodies.

And then thereare the space time relationships. How many of you are seeing things? They are there, then they are not? People, animals, indescribables? The dimensional barriers have thinned even more, and there are communications going on that are easier to relate. And the elementals have been hugely active.
Have you seen the little squiggly patterns in the air? Little spirals covering your entire field of vision? Those are the basic elementals and they are alive, awake and active in the way that they were when our original root races existed on our planet. None of these things is even the slightest bit unusual, people have these experiences everyday. If there is an increase, which I am unaware of, it would be due to the removal of the conglomerate entities and earthbound spirits that were interfering with the natural phenomena. The elementals as they are called are simply the angelic deva kingdom,  they have never been inactive or inaccessible. They have always operated the same, the only thing that ever changed was human awareness during different stages of human history.

And in the news, politicians exposed, injustices being made right or at least challenged. And this is just the beginning.

Uh, who, what, where, when, and how? She must have an extremely low threshold for this statement. Because I have not seen one thing in the last two weeks that I would consider some big exposure or an injustice made right.

Many of you might have noticed how much more sensitive you are to things. That is because you are more accessible. When we fired the grid, we experienced a major cleansing. Our particulates have a different mathematic ratio than they did before the event. The very fabric of our manifested selves in relation so all creation is now spread farther apart, allowing information to flow through us more freely, uninterrupted

More accessible to whom would be my question here? Our particulates have a different mathematical ratio? That is the most meaningless statement I have ever heard! But once that has you confused and your mind is busy saying to itself what the hell, you get hit with the important statement to pay attention to that you’ll likely gloss over. That our fabric is now spread further apart allowing information to flow in freely. Fabric is just another word for grid so she is saying your personal grid (spiritual, mental, emotional, or even the grid of your physical body) now has holes in it! It is spread further apart, well there is a real good reason why it was woven tightly. The reason is that it is your PROTECTION!

On the spiritual level a hole in your grid can lead to entity attachment, even symptoms of mental illness as any spiritual energy can get into and interact with you. On a mental level it would leave you open to mind control, to receiving messages from the technology that dark forced use to change your belief system. On the emotional level it cause lead to depression and drug addiction as you feel you cannot contain your emotions. On the physical level illness would set in. Healers fix holes in these grids that have been caused by people unknowingly over the course of their lives. But According to Dr. Meg, fire the grid created holes. Isn’t that an expected result of all that LOVE?

And speaking of energetics, remember that this kind of work always has a trickle down effect.

Well I can do without that trickle down effect! Of course the good news is those of us in the United States have already experienced trickle down first hand, courtesy of Ronald Reagan, and know that NOTHING trickles down, so I guess we are safe.

I had a little look at Dr. Meg’s website to get an idea of what else she was up to since I was unfamiliar with her and boy I sure didn’t like what I saw.

In her Bio after going on for several paragraphs about how she is Master Healer and on an on and on, we get this:

Meg credits her experience to “paying attention, having absolutely no expectations, a huge amount of passion to learn, and most of all to a deep sense of humility.

Hmm the rest of the bio had no humility whatsoever! And clearly she expected fire the grid to have certain effects, so now she is attributing things she sees to fire the grid. Every time someone presents themselves as “Master Something” beware! They are trying to make themselves appear to be something more than you or I. The reason is always the same, CASH. Master Tarot Reader, Master Astrologer. You would not believe how many people I know well, who are these kinds of Masters! They worked very hard to convince to me take on the title Master Healer, Master Channel bla bla bla. They all make a living on their spirituality and therein lies the burn. As long as their spirituality is their meal ticket, they are compromised and owned by the system. If you or I make a living working in a restaurant for example, we have no financial effects tied to the information we receive, and how we choose to perceive that information. Anyone whose livelihood is dependant on their spirituality cannot be authentic in their personal presentation outside a small circle of friends and family. The reason is they have to maintain a mask. Their consciousness goes where the wind blows, because where the wind blows, the money follows. We all know how strong the winds were blowing for fire the grid. Why did all the big “teachers” support fire the grid? They can’t afford not to. I plan to talk a lot in an upcoming post that is in progress about authenticity.

From Dr. Meg’s site: Fees for personal readings/healing/channeling $250.00 USD

There is no information on her site about how long the reading even lasts, so if we assume it is an hour, then that’s 250.00 and hour, ‘cmom is anyone on the planet worth 250.00 an hour, and to give you information you HOPE is true, to questions you already have to answers to inside yourself, for FREE.

She had this little blurb about channeling

A note about safety and clarity: Anyone who is Channeling or attempting to Channel should always check the source of the information that they are receiving, as there are those “out there” who will at times give erroneous information that would easily fool most novices and even some seasoned Channelers. Each source should always be asked if they are of the light from the light and within the light. If they are not, then they must be commanded to leave. With such a command, any being that is not of the light may not stay present.

She doesn’t say who she channels, only that they are Ascended Masters. I would like to know who I am paying to get information from if I was interested in a reading. She tells us to make sure they are from the light but the problem is every part of creation can say they are from the light and not by telling a lie. When dealing with Ascended Masters you ask to see their blue light. They are required by universal law to show it to you. You may not perceive it only as a visual your other gifts may perceive it as well, but when you ask to have it shown to you it is a very powerful experience. This is one of the many ways Kuthumi and some of the others claiming to be Ascended have been outed. I had one experience where the family was someplace someone was channeling I can’t even recall why we were there as we were never known to go to many channelings. I closed my eyes and asked the claimed Ascended Master to show his blue light. He couldn’t because he wasn’t ascended, and he immediately left body and the channel gave some excuse for his leaving, and was clearly shook up.

Dr. Meg claims to be a deep trance channel and the problem with that is twofold. One is that the channel doesn’t get any of the information being offered unless he or she goes back and listens to tapes of every session. If you spend 30 hours a week in trance not remembering anything would you want to spend another 30 listening to the tapes? So the entities do anything they want and then comes problem two how is she checking the light status of an entity if she is not consciously present?

the Ascended Masters always amaze audiences with their understanding and compassion and ability to speak about an unlimited range of subjects.

Here she is talking about her channeling sessions, she talks about the AUDIENCE. Did I see that right? Yes it really said audience, as in people watching a show. Hmmmm when I was channeling Bestali, he was always excited earlier in the day before an evening channeling because he was looking forward to chatting with his friends and eating m&ms. I can’t even imagine considering the people who we channeled for an audience, that is just downright disrespectful.

On Dr. Meg’s site I also found silly platitudes like this one

Watch for signs of peace. The hearts of a great many have al­ready been exposed to it and it seems likely that we could find our society is experiencing it in epidemic proportions, which then, of course, could pose a serious threat to what has up to now seemed a fairly chaotic condition in the world.

I see we are experiencing epidemics of depression, suicide and medicating for those with pharmaceuticals or self medicating with drug and alcohol abuse, or food. So even though many people find this kind of thing cute, to me it is just more denial of the HUGE problems we have in the world. Get your head out of the sand Dr. Meg and pay attention. Oh and speaking of DOCTOR Meg. She has a doctorate in metaphysics, which is really just nothing. I could have one, for one or two thousand dollars, and a few online courses of kindergarten level metaphysics we all know. It just sounds so damn impressive though, when you are telling people you are worth 250.00 an hour. She is a Rev. Dr. no less. I guess I should be begging a grand or two off of you readers so I can be a Rev. Dr. too after all I am already ordained. I could be the Reverend Dr. Engtovo, and then I would be legitimate in the eyes of the New Age. All credentials in place.

MOVEMENT TO SPIRIT™ •The ever popular interactive workshop which teaches the participant how to utilize energy, music and movement toward opening to Gamma Consciousness, our highest consciousness

Ok one last dig from her site, this is one of her workshops. They all build on each other so you have to take one in order to take the next guaranteeing more income of course. There were no prices and I am afraid to even know what the charge is. This one caught my eye because of the moving to Gamma Consciousness. Still shaking my head! There is no such thing as gamma consciousness. These are the states of consciousness.

· Beta, fully awake state

· Alpha, light meditative state.

· Theta, deep meditative state

· Delta, sleep state

Now when you reach a certain level of practice and start to Lucid Dream this is conscious awareness in Delta State. There is also another part of the Ascension work where you enter delta consciously, like a deeper meditation, only your body is fully asleep and you are having full REM cycles. Your brain is asleep and dreaming but your consciousness is aware and the dreams will not be remembered as the consciousness was not tuned into the dream. This is the state that a Dharlja spends two hours in out of every 22-24 hours. They need no other sleep, so they are always consciously aware 24-7-365. Gamma, well that’s just another Greek letter that sounds like it would be more and better, and apparently it sells.

Below is the full newsletter in case you are interested.

Online Messages: August 2nd, 2007
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Message from Dr. Meg:

Online Messages
August 2, 2007

Greetings to each of you! Much has transpired since our last transmission!

First of all, the most asked question that I have had since July 17th is DID WE FIRE THE GRID?? The answer, unequivocally is YES!!! So what happened? What continues to happen? Ok, here goes ~

As we all came together to Fire the Grid on July 17th, the intensity on Universal levels was amazing. If you could here it (which I could) our Oneness sounded like a huge humming that had a pulsing rhythm. We were not only addressing the earth grid, but the Universal consciousness as well.

As the humming intensified, the fabric of creation slowly rose, like a huge wave. The wave changed frequencies, changing to higher and higher vibrations as it rose. At about the 45 minute mark, the wave collapsed from a convex rise to a concave trench-like form. Next, I watched as the convex format began to shift and change, the frequencies continuing to rise. And then it all smoothed out like calm waters. This was one of the most powerful events that I have ever witnessed.

We unified the earth grid with the universal mass consciousness, something that has been lacking for eons.

And as we did, the earth grid had its own reaction. Many described seeing or feeling blue lights that went on one right after the other.

Every sector of the earth grid that wasn’t working, that wasn’t lit, awoke.

The field of blue energy that occurred (which by the way is a very healing set of frequencies) expanded and then the entire grid glowed golden. That’s right.

We brought the frequencies of our very source to the earth grid.

We are powerful in our being and even more powerful when we unify for the greater good. We did this with intention, with passion, and with Grace.

So now what???

I know that many who participated may have expected immediate results. In many ways we are seeing those. The earth has begun to rebalance. If you watch the earthquake patterns regularly (which I do) you would notice that the pattern has shifted slightly and that there is movement in areas that we don’t normally see. The intensity of the pacific ring of fire has changed as the ring has shifted slightly as well.
The intensity of lightening has become greater, with huge lightening storms occurring as the grid balances. There have been great releases of the electromagnetic energies from within the earth. This is a sign of shifting and changing. In fact, these releases have been so prevalent that most of the people I have shared healing sessions with of late have partial or full reversal of their chakra systems. This has been consistent across the board. Before we fired the grid, I was onl seeing this in the earthquake zones.

And then thereare the space time relationships. How many of you are seeing things? They are there, then they are not? People, animals, indescribables? The dimensional barriers have thinned even more, and there are communications going on that are easier to relate. And the elementals have been hugely active.

Have you seen the little squiggly patterns in the air? Little spirals covering your entire field of vision? Those are the basic elementals and they are alive, awake and active in the way that they were when our original root races existed on our planet.

And in the news, politicians exposed, injustices being made right or at least challenged. And this is just the beginning.

Energetically, we have experienced many changes. Our overall frequencies have been amped up considerably. And we have been refined. Many of you might have noticed how much more sensitive you are to things. That is because you are more accessible. When we fired the grid, we experienced a major cleansing. Our particulates have a different mathematic ratio than they did before the event. The very fabric of our manifested selves in relation so all creation is now spread farther apart, allowing information to flow through us more freely, uninterrupted (unless of course we are kicking and screaming, resistant to the very changes we intended!).

And speaking of energetics, remember that this kind of work always has a trickle down effect. As the energies of what we have done reach our earth and therefore our experiences, the effect will grow and grow, becoming more and more sound and obvious. Don’t think for one moment that you didn’t make a difference. That we didn’t make a difference. All I can say is I am honored and privileged to belong to the One of which all of you are a part.

The most important part of this entire event was the unification of peoples across the globe for the intention of love.

As we united, there were no boundaries, no differences, no fear or defenses, only LOVE. And that is huge. It is the beginning of the unification of humanity for the greater good of all. And what better service is there than to intentionally change the experience of every being in our world and beyond.

We are Blessed.

A few coming events and other announcements:
I am currently working on finishing my new book “Conversations with the Children of Now, Crystallines, Star Kids and Indigos Speak Out about the World, Life and the Coming 2012 Shift”. It will be released in February of 2008 and is already available for pre-order on Amazon.com at http://www.amazon.com/Conversations-Children-Now-Crystal-Transitional/dp/1564149781/ref=sr_1_1/002-8141078-5289616?ie=UTF8&s=books&sr=1-1

My Fall schedule is packed with fabulous journeys! Please check my web schedule for specifics and contact info! In September I will be in Salt Lake City for the A Touch of Angels Tree of Life Conference. Then, the week following I will be in Calgary, Alberta, Canada, Keynoting the Building Bridges Conference, which is all about the kids! The first weekend in October I will be in Chicago at the Lightworker’s Conference, then in November, I will be joining the entire World Puja Network Crew along with JZ Knight and Michael Tamura to Lift the Light in Seattle, WA. The weekend following I will be presenting mainstage at Celebrate Your Life in Scottsdale, AZ. I look forward to meeting you at one or more of those events! For further details, please see my web schedule at http://www.spirirlite.com/schedule.php.

The web store at spiritlite.com continues to grow. I have added Children’s books, more DVD’s, CD’s, wands, hand made leather journals, Inspiriters, who are mischevious characters based upon southwest folk art, each representing an attribute we all seek to find in ourselves, and more!

One more wondrous announcement! The Dr. Meg Show celebrates its one year anniversary next week (August 8th). To celebrate this momentous occasion I am hosting a FREE LIVE CALL IN SHOW during which you can call me and we can chat, I will answer your questions and we will have a generally wonderful time! The show is from 9 - 10 pm eastern time (6 - 7 pacific). To tune in please go to www.worldpuja.org.

To call in please dial 1-888-341-6639 and then, when prompted, please dial this code: 1015524

Since our conferencing set up has limited call in space, please hang up after you have had your turn so that others can call in as well. I look forward to our time together!

As always, I wish you joy in your hearts, laughter in your days and love in everything that you do.

Blessings, Grace and Peace,

Dr. Meg
Meg Blackburn Losey, Ph.D.

Message from the Masters:

Online Message from the Masters
August 2, 2007
Anshallah! Antui ansi entui jentelah!

Greetings to each of you from that which you are!

You have done well to change the vibration from which you live. Those changes which have been intentionally created in such a way that the unification of humanity has begun. It is the only way that ultimately you and your planet will survive.

Old paradigms from which you used to base your decisions and your actions upon as well as your dreams, have been laid to rest. It is time to be in the now. Time to stop living in front of yourselves and pay attention to that which is now. As we often say to you, nothing has ever happened outside of now. Now is all there ever is was or will be. So, when you are present within this now, you begin to hear the guidance which comes to you for the journeys each of you has chosen to partake.

How have things changes for you? Many of you have begun to realize that you must change locations geographically. Perhaps you are not receiving instructions about where that might be, just that it is. Do not be of concern. That which you need will come at the very moment in which you need to know. The point in this now is for you to become accustomed to the idea that things are changing, that life is shifting.

Problem solving has taken on a new light. The ways that you used to go about this no longer work. Untruth no longer worked. You cannot fool yourselves into thinking that you have solved your concerns when you have not. The basis of all problems is two fold. Resistance to the journey and its paths, and fear.

That resistance at one time could be smoothed over in such a way that life became tolerable. In this now, each must be within personal truth, integrity on the inside, or chaos will reign until that point is driven home.

Fear is wrought about from previous experiences or what ifs. Neither of those are of the now. It is that the Now brings perfection. Always. If you find yourselves in a state of conflict or even panic, we suggest that you ask yourselves the following questions:

“In this moment, am I safe?”

And

“In this moment, do I have everything that I need?”

The answers to those questions will always be “Yes, and Yes!”

And beyond that is what was, or what has not yet been and is merely speculated or imagined. The truth is in the now.

Coming in your near future is another series of events leading toward the alignment of your planet with its galactic center, or point of origin. That alignment will occur in December of 2012. Leading to that, as we have previously spoken, are a series of Universal, or Cosmic events that will create different effects within your human experiences.

Beginning on September 6th, there comes a vibrating within the upper dimensions of creation. This is a balancing, an alignment, and an awakening of energies which have been dormant since the dawn of creation. On the 14th of September there comes a major celestial event. We wish to reiterate from our past transmission those points of importance to this event and its effects upon you:

Coming in September of your time there is another major shift. This one is a different sort than those which we have previously talked about with you. On the fourteenth of September at 6:02 am Eastern Time there comes a breach in the fabric of creation. With this, in an early attempt to heal that breach, anti-matter fills the void which is created and there comes a vacuum effect.
As the vacuum effect initializes, there will be certain manifestations of balance required from the interior of your planet. This may take form in the nature of eventful sized earthquake activity. It will also take place in your weather patterning.
Within your bodies you will feel this shift even if you are only slightly aware, or barely aware, for as the void opens, releasing anti-matter, there comes a lightening of the cosmic energies which fill you. As the vacuum effect occurs, you are being filled with light energy. Cleansed, wiped clean. Initialized and initiated to the energies which follow.
That energy which follows is laden with the symbolic language of the infinite. It is both teacher and student, mother and child, peace and all that is not, love and its antithesis, desire and fulfillment.
The energy which comes with the language of the light will open within each of you avenues of consciousness which you had never conceived. Avenues which if you choose will bring you to greater being by virtue of your very existence. And those avenues will be filled with the instructions contained within the symbols. And the instructions will become you and you them.
What are the messages contained within the symbols. All that has ever been. All that can ever be, infinite possibilities at your disposal to change your experience and even the world in which you live. Infinite information to guide you toward brighter being, and the safety from within the One.
Until now most of you have seen yourselves as separate beings from within the entirety. This is not true you know? Separateness is mere perception in opposition of that which is timeless truth. You have sought to fill yourselves with those things which are not of worth except in measurable human terms. But what of that which lies beyond? What of those who have not? What of that which cannot co-create because it has been used up? Those things do not fill you but rather weigh you down with false security.
The truth in abundance is that it is all relative to the values you perceive. Just make certain that those values are yours and not belonging to others.
As the yin and yang of the void of the opening and the light which is pulled into you by that very destruction becomes assimilated within you there will be another great wave of energy which moves through your local reality carrying with it an encodement which is of the patterning of the divine.
The encodement is, for lack of language in your world, a road map to your very states of divinity.
As the planets within your solar system continue their journey toward the original beginning point, the galactic center, the light within you becomes magnified. The earth then begins to respond as well. That which is your very being responds in turn and you can either allow yourselves to be carried with the flow, or find yourselves tossed in the conundrum of chaos as the edges of the vortex are of a violent nature as the energies are being pulled in one of the most dramatic trans-dimensional changes which has ever occurred. As the tear in the fabric of creation fills with anti-matter and you are filled with light in turn, the dimensional barriers will begin to cross, become entangled temporarily and time as you know it will become confusing to say the least. At least for a cosmic now. Your realities may begin to open, even to the point of temporary confusion. Do not let this concern you. Know that beyond your current perception there are vast worlds of living breathing color and life. Many of them are aware of you. Most of them have contacted you at some point, or others in your world, with messages of peace, the lessons of the infinite and love embodied.
As you seek all that is holy, all that is sacred, remember that that which is most sacred is you. You are all and everything that you seek and within you are universes enfolded, all things possible and light beyond imagining.”

Our point in repeating this is that the information reaches you fully. The opportunity for your opening as an infinite being manifested as humanity comes at the moment of the rift in creation.

As you are created so shall you live. As you live, so shall you reap all that is holy and all that you choose.

The key is in the choosing. Do you choose reflexively, of the moment and by each experience, or do you choose consciously with intent for you journey and the highest possibilities for yourselves and all others? For as you choose, it is chosen for all others. AS you are the One. AS you are all things. As you are of the divine source from which all things come, your divinity begets your ability, your right to be the Creator which you have sought your entire lives.

You are that.

You are the choosing.

And the choices are endless, as are you. Call your name to all creation and claim your right to be all that is and the Creator of the reality you wish to command. And do this with loving humility, with passion and with peace in your hearts.

Anthahalai.

As it is written.

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News

Capitol Police Boost Security to Deal With Threat of Pre-Sept. 11 Attack by al-Qaida
By John McArdle
Roll Call Staff
Thursday, Aug. 2; 4:33 pm

Capitol Police officials have stepped up the department’s security presence on Capitol Hill in response to intelligence indicating the increased possibility of an al-Qaida terrorist attack on Congress sometime between now and Sept. 11.

They are out of session from August 6th to September 3rd and noise is being made that they should not come back until the 12th.  So they want us to be fearful that Washington will be attacked during that time and that they are so important they should not even have to come back to the session at normal times.  Since when do we allow a supposed terrorist threat to determine when our congress will be in session.  This is either one of two; things simply a fear campaign to use as an excuse to enact some security measure that will effect our rights even further or they are planning another 911 type attack and right around 911coincidently.  Or could that be right around 9-9-9 (2007=9).  That is the completion numerology date, i can imagine they would love to create a circumstance that would complete the shredding of what’s left of the constitution with that date, and institute martial law.  Just know in advance is anything happens at that time it is an inside job not terrorism!

One of the readers sent me the CD booklet for the Cd used in the fire the grid, curious about the artwork below.

He wanted to know if  this was the grid Shelly was referring to.  What I can say is this depiction doesn’t represent any actual grid.  It is interesting though in its symbology.  The four directions are represented showing that the intent is to surround us completely.  The brightest light, when looked at in full size is coming from eastern Canada, so I guess Shelly and her two minions are the world’s greatest lights!  NOT!  The smaller light appears to be in Tibet.  The energy around the planet is moving counter clockwise.  In this type of depiction just like with crop circles you want the energy to be going clockwise, not counter clockwise.  The rest of the CD pamphlet is so full of subliminal images that I could hardly stand to look through it.  It made my third eye ache, which is common if you are sensitive and looking at something with subliminal images, so it’s a good symptom to keep in mind.

Now they want your energy every Tuesday at 11:11 as soon as the grove ceremony ends.  Need I say more?  BTW El Morya is one of the group of Dark Entities.  Many of them are associated with Ashtar Command which is a group of dark entities, they are not aliens, they have no ships, and they are not going to save anyone.  Beware of any message coming from a COMMANDER.  Light beings also never use the term LORD, as in Lord so and so.  Others to avoid in my opinion.;

Dark Entities

Sananda ( He is NOT Jesus!), Kuthumi, Creator God Aton, El Morya, Ashtar, Metatron, Lady Athena, Maitreya, Korton, Quan Yin, Sanat Kumara, Thoth etc.

There are real beings of light by these names, the chances of a given message actually coming from them is slim.

St. Germain, Archangel Michael, Melchizedek, Michael, Mother Mary

Be aware of anything from the brotherhood of light or other such terms as some of these brotherhoods exist but any dark entity could claim to represent them.

Anything involving NESARA is a dark agenda.  Any ET that is going to save earth, or give us technology, or take people off the planet during the changes and then set them back down, ALL dark agenda.  Anything coming from a galactic federation or based on this or that planet, Sirian high councils et al, use of military terminology, DARK AGENDA.

‘Fire the Grid’ - Light Wave - meditation every Tuesday 11:11 GMT

11:11 AM GMT = 12:11 London summer time
TSUNAMI of LIGHT
BELOVED ONES of MY HEART,
Our Creator is calling forth, ALL Lightworkers to come to the table and commit to the serious task at hand. We call you forth to participate in a weekly one hour Meditation to promote the elimination of all lower energies from your midst. Earth, known as Gaia, is pleading for your continued Light Service and the Love Emissions that you reverberate through the Cosmos as you sit in your moments of silence and quietude, in Peaceful Oneness, and deliberately create Waves of World Peace, World Harmony and Unconditional Love throughout all levels of the Spirals of Expression.
My Loves . . . . THIS . . . . is what you incarnated for, the deepest longing Heartsoul of your Beingness vibrates with this Mission. With your dedication to the Golden HEART of Gaia, WE will be victorious. You, the incarnate Light Warriors are the vessels of the Creator, the WHEELS of TRANSFORMATION, that will overturn the lower energies and allow Heaven on Earth for the WHOLE, and this weekly Mediation process is what you all have been seeking as the method of usurping all lower energy fields in this Universe. We, the Heavenly Host, work side by side with each of you and magnify your efforts for the Highest Good of the Whole.
Together we are UNSTOPPABLE. Let us Create our Unified TSUNAMI of LOVE and LIGHT POWER WAVES together one hour per week, same times for each time zone as the 11:11 per Greenwich Meantime on every Tuesday morning, until the mission is complete. NOTHING and NO ONE can stop this effort and it’s SUCCESS. Will you take one hour per week in Divine Service, for the Good of the Whole? We in the Ascended Realms know that we can count on every one of you for your continuing one hour of focus to manifest Heaven on Earth for All Beings. Let us merge into the UNITY ONENESS of the DIVINE and COMPLETE our MISSION in the NOW. This is set to begin July 31, 2007. So BE It.
Namaste and Adonai, My Dear Beloved Masters!
It is I, El Morya, who Speaks . . . .
Spoken through my embodied Twin Flame

To start I want to share something spirit told me in late June. They said the next six months were a very important time. Many people on a spiritual path are being tested in various forms by their higher selves to see if they were going to step up and really do the work. With everything that is happening now, and everything that spirit sees coming, there is no more time left for people to step up. These tests must be complete by September and those who pass the tests need to be in their assigned locations by the end of the year. I thought assigned locations was an unusual term and asked for clarification. I was told that higher selves had chosen where they wanted their soul aspects to be if they passed the tests. In essence this was a final test, as many of the locations were places that many light workers would not consider moving. So I’ll get back to how this fits in later in the writing.

There have been some discrepancies about the actual date of the Bohemian Grove ceremony this year.  According to the associated press and the San Francisco Chronicle the dates are July 12-29.  I have heard its starts on the 17th and I heard the Cremation of Care ritual was the night of the 15th.  Ultimately the key here is that they were in full swing on the 17th in one form or another.

All I knew  is they would be doing their thing in July and we had to pull the grids out from under them in June.  I wasn’t sure if they were going to be in ceremony while everyone did the 7-7-7 stuff, but I knew they wanted to get the energy, and they have the knowledge of how to hold it when necessary.  They have a place connected to the grove energetically that is near Klamath, CA  That is where they hold all energies from grove ceremonies  and then do one big send out, like a mass email, when they are ready.  The Klamath location is hooked directly into the Mt. Shasta leyline system grid and then into the primary leyline/vortex grid of the world from there.

The motto of the grove is “weaving spiders come not here”. There are a lot of reference to this coming from Shakespeare’s A Midsummer Night’s Dream, and signifying that the grove is not a place for conducting business. This is indicative of the way the dark forces work. They take a seemingly innocent reference and use it, knowing full well it means something completely different to them. Weaving spiders make webs, webs is yet another term for grid. A weaving spider is a grid worker of the light. For the life of the grove that has been a true motto. Grid workers of the light did not come to the grove and attempt to unravel the grids there. It has been one of their most protected places. Now that is no longer true. Weaving spiders came in June and the sacrifices of the grove will no longer be relevant in their power structure.

There have been some questions about the conglomerate entities that I mentioned in DON’T Fire the Grid. They are difficult to describe. The reason they are called conglomerate entities is because they are a conglomerate of trapped beings, both human and animal in nature. They were embedded into the earth in satanic dark ritual locations. The grove had two of these beings. Each time a human is sacrificed in a ceremony at one of these location they are killed in a really horrible fear inducing way. At the moment of terror and death the soul of the human sacrificed is trapped into one of these conglomerate entities. This has gone on for thousands of years. The conglomerate entities have been moved to new locations when necessary. Each time a new sacrifice took place the strength and power of the fear and darkness of the conglomerate entity increased. Every human soul trapped into a conglomerate entity belonged to a higher self (spirit) and because they were trapped the higher self could not ascend. To the high priests of the dark forces that served two purposes; it strengthened the dark energies they had to work with in ceremony, and it kept beings of the light from their ascension.

Spirit has always said that at the grove they have ritual ceremonies that they do every year, and then other ceremonies that they do now and then.  Clearly this was to be a banner year for them.  A couple months ago when I first heard about fire the grid and went to the site, I instinctively knew I didn’t want anything to do with it and left.  Then when it was brought back to my attention and I watched all the videos.  I realized they were going to attempt to get these fire the grid energies as well, and didn’t have time to think about the complete why of it. 

Now that I  have had a chance to step back for a moment or two I can see the long term plan here.  This was not a knee jerk reaction by them to get the fire the grid energies.  This was a long term plan set in motion in 2002, which means that 7-17-2007 was a pretty special upcoming date to them.  They were planning a special ceremony that day, and that ceremony needed lots of extra energy.  It may be just mere coincidence but I accidentally came upon a Christian board this week that had these little tidbits

genesis 8:4 and the ark rested in the seventh month, of the seventeenth day of the month, upon the mountains of Ararat

according to the Jewish civil calendar, the 17th day of the seventh month is Abib, which is believed to be the day Jesus resurrected!

So two really significant historical happenings of biblical proportions, lol, both on 7-17. 

7-17 by it self is a 6 (as above so below) and so is 7-17-2007. Numerology is really important to the dark forces, in fact they are obsessed with numbers in many forms. The large gathering at the grove happens in July because it is the 7^th month.

The significance of the 7 in general is that seven represents bringing spirit into matter.  3 being the spiritual and 4 being matter, the four directions.  We all have 7 totems on our medicine wheel; east, south, west, north, above, below and within.  These seven correspond to our elemental chakra system that does not open until our Kundalini is activated.  This is the first step in the ascension process.  These seven; our connection to everything around us (the 4 directions) and our spiritual connection, (above, high self, below, earth, and within, soul) combine with our two primary totems for a 9, completion.  Our primary totems walk beside us, left and right and represent our strongest medicine in the world.  They correspond to the side our body in that the totem on our right side works with our left brain logical strengths, and the totem on our left works with our right brain intuitive aspect.

These are key numbers that the dark forces are always aware of in everything they plan.  They also love to work with 11 and 22 because they are considered master numbers and they want mastery over the world. So going back to the ceremonial dates this year whether they really are the 12th to the 29th or they want the world to think those are the dates they would be significant either way.  Both of the dates have the exact same numerology a 19-1 they are wanting to start something new, and were planning to emphasize it on a 6 day (fire the grid) which is, as above so below.  In other words they are trying to manifest something into the veil of illusion that is big, so it can be put it into action in the world, with either our acceptance, or our apathy.

I am tending to believe that the dates are either accurate or the ones that matter because in May or early June I had a dream where I was given the date July 12, 2007.  I rarely have dreams with dates in them at all, and have never had one with the year.  So I marked it on my calendar.  The dream didn’t include anything about what the significance of the date was. Silly me, I was hoping it was something special for myself :-) 

I woke up on the 12th with another dream one that I knew was trying to give me information about what the illuminati was up to.  In my dreams, tornadoes always come with news of their doings, these dreams when they are relevant specifically to the U.S. always have someone calling 911 in them.  This dream had the tornado but no 911 call, so this a global storm, so to speak.  In the dream it was said on the radio that this was the largest tornado ever (something huge is planned).  There was a reporter with me who wanted to get the scoop. (intuitive knowing that we didn’t have the whole story)  without getting into the details of the dream, there was big brother, the TV show (we were being watched) and the house was completely emptied of food down to the spices. (The event is big enough to leave us with no food available)  There were photos taken of the tornado that had spirits in them, one was the son of a friend who was dead in the photo who is not currently dead.  ( I’m not sure if he dies in the event or if his death will be a marker that the event is about to happen) One of the most important elements was that the tornado was sideways, telling me it would look like a natural event. being a tornado, but there was nothing natural about it.  My brother also mentioned that a sideways tornado brought to his mind a harvester, that could sweep across doing far more damage than a traditional tornado.  The photos were left hidden in an obvious place for spies to find, so they would leave the rest of our stuff alone. ( indicating a cover up, hiding or destroying of evidence, and that if they didn’t find what they were looking for they would destroy everything looking for it)

This led my brother to talking about HAARP coming to full strength completion recently and speculation that this could be human created earthquakes and volcanic activity.  However another kind of storm, FEAR, could be coming first, the big brother reference could be a way of referring to the the planned false ET attack/landing, we need a one world government to protect our planet from aliens agenda.

I spent the day of the 12th writing DON’T Fire the Grid.  Most unexpected and certainly not what I was hoping the 12th in the dream was referring to :-)  So I am thinking whatever the plan is that the dream refers to was to be energized at the grove starting the 12th.  I received a quote today stating that the fire the grid site had a new statement announcing that its 17 July 2007 event will produce “the first”… ET contact. hmmmm more coincidence.

Well lets look at another little bit of numerology.  While everyone was all excited about this being the 7-7-7 year after all their 333 and 444 celebrations in years past.  The real numerology of this year is a 9. The day with the 9 energies are the ones the dark forces are focused on, while the light groups were all distracted with 777, is 9-9-2007 a total of 27- 9. 

9 Is completion, so they are already cooking up something new for the NEXT cycle, the 1 cycle which comes with the 1-1 2008 – 111. The year 2008 has two 111 days as 10-10-2008 also comes to a 111, so there are ten months between the two power days of the new 1 year that will lead the energy cycle for the 8 years that follow. (right through 2012, when we have the 2nd in the pair of Venus transits and the earth’s rebirth, to 2016 which is the next mercury transit) This year would qualify as one of the now and then ceremonies at the grove (every 9 years) although I think this year was something even bigger.

The dark forces feel they need to control this 9 year cycle to take themselves through the 2012 rebirth. This is where we come to the message spirit gave me in June. I wasn’t thinking about the numerology, but after the fact it is interesting that the 9 date for this 9 year (9-9-2007) is September the time the testing must be complete. The new beginning 1 date is 1-1 2008, corresponding to message that those who pass the test must be in their assigned locations by the end of the year.

Another little interesting numerology tidbit is that Shelly Yates son was 4 in 2002, a 4 year and now her son is what ahhh… yep that’s right 9, in the 9 year, and 10 in that powerful new 10 year. The date of her accident was an 11 day, a master plan was set in motion that day by the dark forces and unfortunately for them, we are screwing it up big time.  As predicted by many wise souls the latest news from Shelly has her setting up a personal site and releasing a book about her life and several other books.  How handy that these will be on her personal site so when people say hey you’re raking in all this cash, Shelly she can say “not from fire the grid, that’s a different site”  What could this woman possibly have to say to the world that takes several books, when she admits to being on a commited path one year?

But the focus now, aside from the personal fortune she is planning from her book sales is Project Cause.  She states that the information about project cause will be up and running in early September.  How convenient!  Just in time for the 999, imagine that!  She says in her message that

“we will become NEW WORLD PARTICIPANTS”

(her caps not mine). That is a blatant as it gets!  New world ORDER participants.  Willingly taking part in this evil plan! She then wants all her new world participants to register themselves and leaves us with a quote from Edgar Cayce.  Conveniently Cayce is one of the least controversial metaphysical personas, so she won’t offend the fringe of her followers who are religious.  The quote is one that is about peace needing to come from within, smashed right in there with the message that all her new world participants will be shoving their version of peace down our throats.  We are supposed to see the Cayce quote and ignore the fact that neither fire the grid nor project cause has anything to do with individuals finding peace within.

Over the past week I have written a lot about anger and how we can transform it into something positive. After the conglomerate entities were returned to spirit the souls were released to return to their higher selves. This was both a tremendous victory of love and a time of turbulent emotion. These higher selves upon integration had to deal with the anger they felt at having their ability to ascend kept from them in this heinous way. My brother Lee was of the people whose higher self had a potential (soul) trapped into a conglomerate entity in 1959. Spirit prepared him in advance for the integration and told him he may experience some intense anger for a couple days. They asked him to stay home and ride the storm, as it were.

As the higher selves started to do the integrations they started seeking a way to transform this energy, and decided they wanted to transform it as a group. Lee was asked to assist in grounding this process. They asked him to head down toward Flathead Lake from where he lives to get into the core vortex area. At the same time they asked me to head out to the cliffs here about a mile from the house. When I got to the cliff they started an invocation of empowerment that this anger would be transmuted into love, clarity and the ability of the souls they had on earth to see through the illusions and stand their ground. They wanted all the aspects of themselves to speak out and take action, so that the kind of pain that had been put on to them by the dark forces would not be used again against anyone else. It was very powerful, the winds whipped up and I was aware of Lee’s energy and that of someone in Sedona using the southern vortexes for this purpose with Lee in the northern vortexes. I was the hub between the two using this dome energy that I created here in Pagosa Springs when we got here to protect the town from the Dulce NM influence. (about 20 miles away)

On the way home I became aware that a group of grid workers were pulling out grids from power spots of another sort. In dark force energy work, and often taught in witchcraft, (which is a sign that the type of witchcraft in question was not started in light) the practitioners are taught to hold energy in spots in nature. They look for locations with certain qualities and build a grid to hold energies that they can call upon when needed. The reason true light work would never teach this is because we have access to all the energy in the universe, we have no need to store personal or group energies. The grid workers first ripped apart the Klamath, CA spot where the grove energies are stored when needed. Then came a spot in the Alps somewhere, I was planning to dowse out the exact locations, but never did get to that. Third was a spot somewhere near Monaco. Fourth was in Glastonbury, England. The fifth was on the island of Kauai, Hawaii. At this point I thought it was done, but then came to realize the grid workers of all five spots had come together to tear apart a very big one someplace on the east coast of the United States.

This work done I arrived home and a hour or so later Lee called. He said “I made it to town, but not to the lake”. As soon as he left a big storm whipped up out of nowhere. He got into town and felt sick, he thought he was going to throw up and pulled over. After the feeling passed he headed home but there were trees down and various neighbors had to come together with chain saws, to clear the road. I had no doubt he had been exactly where spirit wanted him. When comparing times he stopped in town at the same time spirit had me doing the invocations. As the night went on the storm got worse, by morning there had been several tornadoes in an area that it is rare to even get a funnel cloud. Clearly the intensity of the anger he was grounding for transformation was intense. The work was done on behalf of the higher selves, and the primary power holding spots that are used for any grove energies were no longer available.

No sooner had that been completed when I received the email letter I posted in the blog post Here we go again damn it. In their desperation they were going to have people send energy they could use directly to yet another power holding spot. This time they made a big mistake however. They had in their intention that this energy was for the Earth Mother. They never intended to give it to her, but trap it before it reached her. Because the intent was there, with the earth mother’s permission the workers of the light would be able to take that energy and place it to the intent of the Earth’s choice. So on the 24^th this energy was siphoned out of that power spot and given out freely as the Earth intended. Her intent? Her first instinct was to use it to help in ridding the dark forces from earth. Upon looking closely at this intent she decided that with the current speed of events in that area, she did not want to offer extra energy that could bring further chaos to those in the light. She felt the pace of that work was on target. So she decided she wanted to uplift those who work so closely with her to bring forth loving energies. She wanted them to feel SOLIDARITY with her and one another. She wanted to offer them strength and fortitude. So the energy was sent out to the workers with that intent and if you are one of us, you felt it, even if you didn’t know what it was.

Unless something comes up unexpectedly, that was the last attempt to save themselves at the grove. They have lost their most important power spot in the North America, they have lost all of their conglomerate entities and they have lost a few high priests and some of their disciples. They were attempting to break grids of light and were caught. Typically if a being with a body is caught in this manor they are released. On the 24^th however, the Creator said bring them home to SOURCE. When they were removed from the earth dimension the soul detached from their bodies. With no soul the body’s heart cannot beat. I am aware of approximately twelve who were caught in this manor. If you are one of the spiritual leaders of the dark forces it has been the worst month in your history. If you are in harmony with the Creator, this month has been our greatest victory on earth to date. We are well on our way to remaking earth as God intended, with no dark forces. So to the dark forces let me say PLAY NICE your days are numbered and you will not accomplish any of your goals. May I suggest enjoying the short time you have left on earth and as an individual being! Go play golf or something…

ohhh p.s.  Make sure and make note of this date, November 11, 2009.  There is bound to be someone trying to work with these energies as it is a TRUE 11-11-11.  DISCERN!

I just got this email (shared below).  Now they want your energies on Tuesday the 24th.  How CONVENIENT, the dark humans will still be at the Bohemian Grove. and this supposed device was picked up by aliens the day after fire the grid.  Numerology of this day is a 22 day!!!!!  So perfect that it is sent out by a PhD no less, and it wants us to heal something that was supposed to be created by the cabal (i.e. dark forces) . Blaming themselves for damage to the earth to get us to respond and give our energy this is a classic manipulation.

He says he can’t tell us where exactly to send our energies because it would be dangerous.  To whom exactly?  But we will be told in the winter.  The Earth Mother is just fine!  If she needs our help with something she would send out energy to all the people who are open herself, she doesn’t need a PhD mouthpiece.  She is quite capable of  communication all by herself.  They want you to send your energy to this spot, without knowing where is, by intention, using their wording.  They even want you to time shift if you are not available on Tuesday (at 8am pacific time) and send it now or, if you miss the time, send your energy BACKWARDS through time!  Here is the deal, I am working on a fire the grid update where I explain how the dark forces use certain places to hold energy until they are ready to send it all at once.  Since they can’t do anything from the Grove itself.  They want you to send your energies to one of the places they store energy directly!  The danger in exposing where, is that people like me will go tear it apart!!  At the appointed time a high priest of the dark forces, who is no doubt already at the location to facilitate the receiving, will send out the energy with their evil intent.

Once again they use the old standby, the earth is in trouble, to sucker us in to turning our power over to them

DON’T DO IT!

Subject: Joint Psychic Exercise to heal Mother Earth’s latest injury
From: “Richard Boy-an PhD” <drboylan@sbcglobal.net>

Joint Psychic Exercise To Heal Mother Earth’s Latest Injury - 7/24/07

Friends and Star Kids,
You are invited and called upon to join in a Joint Psychic Exercise to
respond to a healing need of Mother Earth’s after a Cabal-inflicted injury.

The explanation/background follows.
The Cabal had placed a massive disruptive-energy device in a northern latitudes location. This was recently discovered.  A task force, consisting of Colonel Shadow (and his Counter-Insurgency Team) and a Zeta crew and  starcraft, took this device out of Cabal control on July 18 . The device was deemed so damaging to Earth that it was removed from Earth’s atmosphere by Zeta safely into space. However, the device had been in place long enough to do serious erosive damage to Earth’s surface in that locale.

So, Mother Earth needs substantial healing of the damage left by the device’s past presence.  This is where you can help.  You are requested to join in a Joint Psychic Exercise Tuesday to respond
to a need of Mother Earth’s for healing after this cabal-inflicted injury.  The Exercise will consist of directing he-ling, restorative energy to the northern-latitudes location where the device was located. The healing energy “send” should last at least 15 minutes.
The precise details of the location and nature of the device cannot be  revealed at this time. Revealing the information now would pose
substantial risk of harm. I regret that the details cannot be disclosed
until early Winter, at which time the danger of harm will have passed. Please do not ask for more details now.

As for the matter of where to direct your healing, restorative energy
for Earth Being/Mother Earth, please send your energy to Earth Mother by intention “to the location where the recently-removed disruptive-energy device used to lay.” Mother Earth will “get it”, and will gladly receive your soothing, repairing energy.

If you absolutely cannot make this time, join us as soon as you can,
and back-time or forward-time (time-jump by intention) your effort to coincide with ours.

Thank you.
in the light,
Richard Boylan, Ph.D.
Richard Boylan, Ph.D., LLC; Councillor

Play with your default audio player (itunes winamp windows media center)

This is about 1 hr 22 minutes and covers the following subjects:

I forgot to post these last night they are the symbols of the four orders

This is the Order of Enoch The ‘Enochian Star’ commonly reffered to as the star of David

This is the Order of Melchizeldek Triangle with the circle in the middle

This is the Order of Michael the Circle with the traiangle in the middle

  
this is the symbol of all three Universal Orders together the Trintiy of Creation

 
This is the Order of Planetary Beings (Angels) symbol, the Caduceus represets the DNA and physical life which in one form or another, all Angels are involved in nurturing or experiencing

In the Podcast

Question about a soul less race

Would Engtovo ever be channeling again  Why I did the channeling in 99-2000

The Melchizeldek site stuff about thought transference and telepathy

The four gifts and the gift order

Knowing
Hearing - Clairaudience
Seeing - Clairvoyance
Feeling  - Clairsentience

What is a walk in and how does that work?
Astral  and causal planes, who is where
Life guides and angels

Engtovo personal walk-in Samantha experience
Randy’s walk in experience
more on Samantha, sobriety, start of the seeking
How walk-in relates to the experience of the old soul
Walk-ins who leave the family of origin

Sedona and marketing gimmicks

Dark forces what are they?

The four orders

The Order of Melchizeldek
The Order Of Enoch
The Order Of Michael
The Order of Planetary Beings (Angels)

Archangel Michael not father Michael
Super Universe Trinity
Temporary hierarchy

Addition/Correction HUMAN spirits have to have physical incarnation but not deva spirits and so forth I think I said All in podcast

How the dark forces wanted this solar system
Leanar
Nuclear danger to planetary survival

Dark force back to source
2012 rebirth

The conglomerate beings going back to source
Polarity
Brief mention lower astrals

What is the illuminati
One world order

Why we don’t talk about ETs and the issue with the ET plan for global government

Ignorance of the light with dark forces and chosen alignment with darkness

Spirit protection
Life guides & guardian angel secondary guides
Screen your calls
Protection grids around your home
Grids around your body and personal attacks
Cords to other people

Entity attachment in aura
Entity tunnel grid at the house
Entity attachment in body, example Eric
Symptoms of this Eric as example
Another story of entity attachment and a healing class situation
Enochian circle removing disincarnate entities
Controlling your aura size

Back to more about the kid with the entity attachment

Energy dissipation

Energy transmutation, back to the conglomerate entities, and the souls getting trapped

Soul potential (high self, potentials, aspects, spirit, soul, soul mate groups, sparks, twin flames, eternal love ties ELT, parallel self)

Back to the conglomerate entities

Ascension and high self soul potential process
Higher selves who had missing potentials and couldn’t ascend
The high self group processing anger at stopped ascension

Who is lee?

The energy work we did yesterday, July 18

The tests by September and in place by end of the year

The numerology of the 999 and 111
The 2009 11-11-11
The nine year cycle and the 2012

How a couple people’s guides stopped them from participating in fire the grid

Michael Moore’s SICKO

Servants for dark forces

Questions? podcast page

/comment snip/ however, on the local level of groups of 100-150 people meditating on light and love-that’s what i felt, light and love, even for days after. also there are documented evidence of significant crime rates dropping during group meditations. i think, the solution lays in focusing within as individual, becoming Love and expressing it without…if more and more people could do that -  yelena

A group that is small has a focused intent and is capable of determining where their group energy is going.  When 1000s of groups that size along with other individuals are all sending out their energy to something bigger who is taking this energy and applying it to what intent.  I have read the info about reduction in crime and it wasn’t very convincing.  I imagine that if you get your hands on a bunch of statistics of a given area before and after there will always be something that you can take out of it and give credit to the meditation.  Statistics as a whole are a tool of manipulation, the numbers can be presented in so many ways to give about any perception you desire.  The problem is light and love is a wonderful ideal, but group prayer should always be given a very specific intent. 

A positive example of those same 100 or so people, would be intending the healing of a specific person who is ill.  When you do this the energy is handed directly to the person’s higher self.  There is no chance of any negative force high jacking that energy.  The minute you go to a global event, who is taking the energy for the light to apply it to the intent?  What are their qualifications for doing this, and where did they learn the skill of holding and then placing the intent of millions of people?  What is the SPECIFIC intent?  More love is ambiguous because it means something different to different people.  Even focus on your joy is ambiguous.  Have you ever considered that a pedophile feels joy when looking a child pornography, or raping a child, and that he may have participated in the meditation and put that “joy” into the group consciousness?

The solution does lay with the individual, focus on raising your own vibration and ignore group stuff, unless it is something very specific like intending the healing of someone.  If you feel the need to express assistance to the world there are plenty of active ways to do so.  Homeless shelters, soup kitchens, food banks etc. are all loving positive expressions.  You can also offer love and forgiveness to every person on the planet in individual mediation without it being used against you or the whole. It is the magnified power of groups that the dark force wants to use, because once you give your personal energy over to a larger group you no longer control it, and because it grows exponentially the more people participate. 

This is obviously the same reason why light workers want to do it.  They want to grow their intent exponentially; they just don’t know what they are doing.  It is like sending a 15 year old out on to the freeway who has never driven before.  Would we do that?  Of course not!  Driving requires proper training to be safe.  Group power and intentions also require adequate training for the intent to be held then used where intended.  This is a problem over and over again in spiritual circles.  

I know people whose group endeavors were ceremonial in nature, and the ceremonial leader thought he/she was properly trained but were not.  In these situations ceremonial participants who came to raise their consciousness have left ceremony with entity attachment instead.  They allowed themselves to be vulnerable in ceremony and that’s what makes ceremony powerful.  However, it requires the ceremonial leader to have the knowledge and ability to protect everyone in the ceremony.  It also requires the ceremonial leader to have the highest vibration in the ceremony.  It should be obvious that this then requires the ultimate of integrity instead of the typical ego.  A ceremonial leader who could tell someone they could not participate in the inner circle of ceremony because the person was of higher vibration than him or herself, would be a rare individual indeed!

Most people don’t even know how to properly protect themselves, let alone protect the energy of millions of people.  On the other side of the fence dark humans are taken into training in childhood and taught;

• How to protect themselves
• How to protect their greater group
• How to attack other humans
• When humans are vulnerable to attack
• How to use and manipulate energy
• How to hold large amounts of energy.
• How to circumvent Universal Law
• How to trap energies and (i.e. cause a recently deceased human to be earthbound)
• How to make grids
• How to unravel grids of light workers
• And much much more….

Contrary to that, we are generally taught in society that spiritual energy doesn’t exist, and those who feel it are maybe a little crazy, or paranoid, especially if they feel attacked by something unseen.  We are taught from childhood that seeing or talking to spirits and angels is make believe.  Parents strive to get their kids to let go of such make believe before they enter school, where they receive further brain washing. 

When I was a small child I could see the grids.  I recall being four or so and I was starting to forget and not be able to see them anymore.  When I was on the verge of falling asleep I would drift out of my body and see the grids and get scared, because I was forgetting what they were.  It would startle me back into my body, and then I would be afraid to close my eyes for a while.  This may happen four or five times before I fell asleep.  I remember telling my parents I was afraid of the lines, they of course, were clueless what I was talking about.  There is very little else I recall about being four!  If my parents had known what grids were, they surely would have realized I could see them, and could have encouraged me in keeping this ability.  The children born into long lineages of intentionally aligned dark families are encouraged to remember everything they know and use it for hate.  Their spiritual knowing is nurtured for evil purposes, while simultaneously the general population is taught there is no such thing.  What the general population is allowed to know stays in the confines of religion, where it is tightly controlled.  Then all religion teaches that anything ‘occult’ is negative and must be avoided.  They do this to ensure there are very few people on the planet with the spiritual knowledge to fight the dark forces on their own turf, so to speak. 

They own all the institutions of higher learning.  They determine the curriculum of the psychology and psychiatric paths and anything they find threatening to their power is classified as a mental illness and MEDICATED.  That is not to say there are not also real mental illnesses.  The fact that they then make a big fat profit off the medications too, as they own the multinational corporations, is just a fact they find hilarious.  They use every opportunity to medicate us, from mind numbing neurotoxin fluoride in our water and toothpaste, to msg in our food that causes us illness and saps our energy, so we have no energy to resist them with.  This is just the tip of the iceberg, they spend their time laughing at our stupidity, that as a whole, we don’t even believe they exist let alone that they could be doing the things they do.  Humanity needs to WAKE UP!

Developing your own inner connection to the Creator is the real goal.  A lot of people get lost in their perception of what it means to express love and force themselves to act a certain way.  Moving to the expression of more love is being honest about whatever you feel in the moment.  Denial of a feeling that is not seen as loving (such as anger or pain) does not get you closer to love.  It simply suppresses the feeling, pushes it inside and forces it to come out later, when it is often harder to understand what it’s about.  We each need to find safe places and ways to express emotions that we are processing that are unpleasant, so that we don’t hurt ourselves or others in the process of release.  What most spiritual people I have known do is put on what I call the new age face.  They talk about love and light and it in reality is some kind of spiritual version of politically correct.  A true spiritual path requires absolute honesty; even about the ugly dark things inside us that we are clearing and healing, to move to a greater expression of love.

There have been endless comments about fear on many internet BB’s, lately, as in being afraid of the group mediation fire the grid, or afraid of dark forces, or even the ultimate in ignorance, being afraid of people joining together to raise their consciousness.  This has to be discussed!

P.S. to all the nincompoops out there, I am also not a ‘guy’, although it is an interesting assumption that someone presenting a rational argument must be a guy.  I also have not put my information ‘DON’T Fire the Grid’ on any other site but this one.  I sent it in email to a handful of friends and so did my brother and from there it ended up in countless locations.

The information I presented is not about fear, nor is it intended to invoke fear in anyone.  It is about critical thinking, questioning, and seeking.  I have been working the energies a long time and know the way the dark forces work.  I am not afraid of them.  I do know exactly what they are capable of, and what is required to stop them.  That is what I endeavor to do.  What is going to happen if you participate in ‘fire the grid’?  Nothing now, because the energies have already been neutralized on your behalf by people who know what to do and YOUR WELCOME!!  Ignorance of what you do with your energies is no excuse anymore.  Everyone on the planet is responsible for the condition of the planet through participation.  The idea that anyone is trying to stop people from joining together to raise their conscious is simple proof that you know jack about raising consciousness.  If you think that raising consciousness (i.e. raising vibration) is simply holding hands and praying together than you have a lot of work ahead of you.

You say “well, love and light is stronger than darkness”.  Yes this is true on the large scale, which is why I have always said the dark force has already lost the battle.  Creator is taking care of the big picture.  Here on little earth however, the dark force has been in power a very long time, and if you can’t see how ugly it is, WAKE UP.  The dark forces use spiritual technology against you and you are oblivious because they control the institutions that would have taught you the same spiritual technologies to protect yourself.  I am well protected, spirit taught me directly how to protect myself, so I have no reason to fear the dark forces.  That protection is an ongoing process however.  I didn’t just protect myself once.  The dark forces learn things about my grid of protection and then I must upgrade it, just like we get virus upgrades for our computers.  Dark forces also use physical technology against you; mind control technologies have been ongoing for quite some time.  Are you protected?  Do you even know what makes you vulnerable to these things?  Do you just believe that because you want to raise your consciousness that you are immune?

You may raise your vibration in a group event for a few hours.  If someone there was a much higher vibration than you, that caused your vibration to raise, but when you get home the chances of you continuing to hold this vibration is miniscule.  The reason is that you haven’t done the INNER work to sustain the higher vibration.  Raising consciousness is truly a personal journey.  It requires dedication and commitment, something I see very little of in the greater spiritual community.  People are looking for the easy way out.  They think oh well we can just have a big world meditation and we will all be more loving and the world a better place.  It just doesn’t work that way.  What have you as an individual done to raise your vibration?  One little hour or two of world meditation is squat.  It doesn’t even measure up to an hour or two of personal mediation.  It is the same old problem seeking a solution outside of you to ‘save the world’.  The path is INSIDE.  To change the world individuals must change themselves.

This doesn’t mean we cease all outer work.  I will still be doing grids to stop the dark forces.  Another person will still be doing charity to feed the hungry.  But these outer expressions are not a replacement for inner work.  What I see is a bunch of people for which new age, wicca, metaphysics, pagan stuff is really just a fun hobby.  They get to live outside the societal norm and this makes them feel oh so SPECIAL.  When it comes to actually doing any inner work they run like hell.  Then tell the ones of us that do the work, that we just don’t love enough, or are too judgmental.  Well guess what?  The new age version of not judging is not the spiritual issue of not judging.  New age version says all questioning (i.e. seeking) is judging.  Spiritual says we should not CONDEMN, and that, like as all issues, is an ongoing challenge for all of humanity.  We do however, judge every single day.  We determine through discernment whether to cross a busy road for example, that is making a judgment.  Why are you afraid to discern your spirituality?  Is it just that it is too damn hard, too much work?  After all it might take away the time that you are spending drinking beer in a dark energy laden tavern?  God forbid.  If one more light worker tells me they are going there to “spread a little light around” I’m going to hurl.  How many of the fire the grid participants will be doing their hour of joyous mediation for the cause from within the bar or celebrating it right after?  I ponder. 

I certainly understand why light workers want to escape, but I also understand there is no escape, and their attempts to hide in alcohol or drugs only give the dark forces more ammunition to work with.  Dark forces love people under the influence.  They cannot protect themselves, and hey if you’re looking for an entity to attach to you by all means go hang out and drink in the bar.  Be aware however that you will not be spreading any light to the poor lost souls there.  How about taking responsibility with some basic honesty, that would be refreshing.  Just say “Engtovo I can’t cope, so I’m going to go drink and try and forget.”  I would still think it was a cop out, but that then would be my problem. 

This really is to bring me back to the core of the discussion…FEAR.  Who is afraid of what?  I don’t have to hide in bars, with drugs and alcohol to cope with this world, even with the awareness I have.  Is it hard some times?  Sure, of course it is.  I’ve been part of wonderful groups and we have done amazing healing circles that left people in tears so overwhelmed with love.  After the afternoon or evening is over, undoubtedly a large group will leave together to have some drinks and get their vibration back down where they are comfortable with it.  So don’t give me this crap about questioning global meditations being fear mongering and trying to stop the group from manifesting a higher consciousness.  A large percentage of you wouldn’t know higher consciousness if it bit you in the ass.

Do I sound angry?  Oh that’s the next thing you’ll hit me with.  I’ve seen it all before.  In fact the dark forces love to use that one too.  Take politics they have the country convinced they don’t want an angry candidate.  I do!!  If any candidate were ever to be real, he/she would have to be damn angry about the state of the country.  After all any one who is not shut down is angry and our candidates should be representing our point of view.  I am annoyed and at times angry.  A very small group of people has accomplished all the work that has been done against the dark forces.  The rest of you have been sitting on your butts and feeling good about spending an hour in a global meditation.  Half of you refuse to even believe there are dark forces, or accuse us of fear mongering if we dare to mention them.  Yet when the work is done and our small group has been successful, you will all reap the benefits.  It is like fighting two forces, the dark forces and the IGNORANCE of those who claim to be doing the work of the light.  Does it piss me off that you are making my work harder?  Hell yes, and rightfully so!

In this world when discerning if all else fails, follow the money.  Money is the control of all things unholy. There are people in this world capable of holding money with integrity, but they are a small minority.  When it comes to fire the grid, I don’t hear all the do gooders even wondering why a woman who was told she was to take no money for this (and no one else was either as she states in her video) is selling coasters, magnets and t-shirts.  She has commercialized the whole thing.  Do you really need more of a clue then this about the consciousness level of this event?  Where is the money from those items going if it is not to be about money?  She claimed three people put the whole thing together with no money.  Is she still on welfare?  Again I ponder.

I know a lot about doing the work and having it not be about money.  Just in case you haven’t noticed, there are no ads on spiritnexus.com or the blog, since 1998 there never have been.  I am not rich, I have never asked for money for any of this.  I have a paypal donate button, because a woman asked me for one that wanted to give a little gift.  There has been a total of $110.00 of donations, for which I am grateful.  It was truly given freely.  I’m not selling a bunch of stuff or whining for money to pay my web host.  I believe spiritual information was meant to be shared for free.  Spirit has always said if you write a book then obviously the book is a tangible item that has production costs.  But when it comes to offering information or doing healing, money corrupts things.  The response from all the spiritual people, could have come right out of the mouths of dark energy.  If it doesn’t cost a lot it isn’t worth anything, or there has to be an exchange of energies.  Both are just BS to get you to be ok with selling the sacred.

Spiritual sites all across the net don’t think twice about charging you for their content.  Enlightenment by subscription!  The queen of all things 11:11 charges you for her wisdom on her site.  Oh these sites will tell you they have all these costs, well what costs I ask?  I pay 170.00 a year for my host, which I could get cheaper elsewhere at this point since I don’t need the enormous about of hard disc space they offer. And 14.95 a year per domain (.com .net and .org) that’s $214.85  a year.  Oh many will tell you they need a fancy webmaster, to that I say NOT.  If they are intelligent enough to interpret great spiritual mysteries that people need to pay to receive.  Certainly they are intelligent enough to put together a basic website.  A website is not fricken rocket science or brain surgery as the saying goes.

Now the dark forces want you to give over all your money to fire the grid’s project Cause after the ceremony is over.  They want to do away with all the little charities (the ones that actually do anything to help people) and funnel that money to project Cause’s global council.  At the same time telling you that fire the grid is not about money.  First they want your energy, then they want your cash, and they want you to trust them to use it properly.  How can anyone be fooled into thinking exposing this obvious play by the illuminati is fear mongering.  Do you think our current world is fair?  If you did you would not have gotten suckered into Shelly Yates plight and heart felt plea for project cause to begin with.  Well this is more of the same folks, Get a clue.

In a comment on the world meditations starry said 

“The real problem is that people don’t understand the rules of duality and that whenever an impure or unenlightened mind reads about Service to Others, it will invoke the ego’s sense of doing good. Where there is good there must also be evil to balance it.

Hence people who do “good” works actually fuel the dualistic illusion and this is why the Buddha taught the middle path.”

My perspective differs on duality, in that duality on the planet was meant to be a natural way of things.  Polarities or seeming opposites expressed as a planetary duality.  One example of this is hot and cold, while on the human scale of polarity they each take a place at the opposite ends of a scale, on the planetary level it is cold at both poles and hot at the equator. The closer to the equator the easier it is for life forms to flourish as there are more food sources.   When a human opens certain ascension energies they activate a sphere of their own.  A human polarity example would be that of illness and health.  Illness sits at both poles of the sphere; to remain in a state of health (homeostasis) one must walk the center path, find balance at your personal equator, so to speak.  It can be applied to lots of human dualistic issues.  Fear based emotions all live at both poles and love harmony peace all live in the center place.  This is the center path spoke of by Buddha.

When it comes to darkness and light, good and evil, these are not natural polarities and were never an original part of the Creation.  So in practical form, because they are here, when we bring more light in, the dark will react and attempt to bring forth more negativity.  But there is no balance that requires light/dark good/evil to have equal expressions in the world. We have just been living with the darkness on this planet so long that we have come to think of their expression as natural.  The Creator is all about love, these beings who turned away from the Creation were given a LONG time to do their thing, in hopes they would accept the love and turn back to original source.  This unfortunately never happened for most, and the Creator decided they would all be TAKEN back to Divine Principal, and no longer be given the opportunity to exist as individual spirit/soul//high self entities.  This is currently in progress.  By the time we get through the earth change expansion process there will only be light & love on earth, and in fact in the whole sector of Creation that was corrupted by the dark force.

This is why the dark forces are so desperate; they have seen a large number of their people already taken back.  They do not want to lose their individual expression; it is their greatest fear, to cease to exist as they are.  Some inaccurately believe that if they can manage to remain in control and on the planet through the changes that they will escape this fate.  There is no escape, they cannot remain on the planet or in control, it is already a done deal.  This has been planned for thousands of years.  The full reptilians are already gone, (as in dead and taken back to source, not as in flew away in a ship).  The first aspect of this took place on November 27, 2006, when the Dulce, NM base was cleared, followed on December 13, 2006, by the rest of the full reptilians and underground facilities being cleared.  There are still the hybrid with minimal reptilian DNA like the bush family as example.  These people’s reptilian DNA is dying and they are having to rebuild their bodies with human DNA.  Have you noticed how many of them have aged significantly since this time?  They of course want to continue to manifest the reptilian plans, but no longer have their ‘handlers’ to call the shots.  The dangerous aspect of this is the reptilians with their long life span, technological abilities and ability to pass knowledge through from one body to the next, had more insight into the game, as it were.  The hybrids are strictly reactionary and do not think through the consequences of their decisions before embarking on a path.  Because of this we will need to be ever more diligent, as they are capable of unprecedented stupidity.

For souls of the light who have been here battling the dark for so long it is difficult to even imagine what it would be like to be on the planet without any dark force to battle against.  We have our current mindsets trained to respond to drama and fear.  We are on the precipice of this new life, however, and we need to train our minds to know that this dark force was always an aberration of Creation.  We should always be striving to be neutral to positive/good.  The key to this statement is that the dark forces have manipulated the planet so well that it is difficult to know what is actually doing good and what is doing harm.  We must discern and practice critical thought, we must question despite being brainwashed not to.  Seeking is questioning and you cannot take any spiritual path without seeking.  That is one place religion got lost to the dark force they disallowed seeking and questioning.  It is the same place every government gets lost, when they do they same, you know they are in the hands of the dark.  Question EVERYTHING, take it all inside.  Although I do agree that many people get lost in the ego aspect of doing good.  They are not doing it because it is the right thing to do, they do it to get their kudos, which is just part of being in the world as it is I guess.  My concern would be focused more on are they actually doing good, then if they are getting ego satisfaction from doing good.