The Engtovo Chronicles

I had never heard of Dr. Meg until Asahi posted her newsletter in a comment. Thanks Asahi, because this is exactly the kind of thing I would like to comment on.

I’ve posted the full newsletter below so you can read it in full context if you want without going to the other page’s comments to read it. But I am going to pull out parts here that I think are the most important to talk about.

our Oneness sounded like a huge humming that had a pulsing rhythm. We were not only addressing the earth grid, but the Universal consciousness as well.

I wasn’t going to comment on this line but my brother Randy walked in and read that part and said in his smart ass way “what was that HAARP” I got a good giggle out of that. She describes what she saw in her meditation, which for the most part is meaningless to me because mediation is symbol oriented like dreams, so her symbols won’t likely mean anything to the rest of us.

We unified the earth grid with the universal mass consciousness, something that has been lacking for eons.

Universal mass consciousness is GOD, CREATOR, SOUCE, DIVINE PRICIPAL, It has never been lacking here or anywhere else for eons it has always been available to anyone who sought it inside of themselves. It may have been hard for many people on earth to remember it was there for them, but it has never been lacking.

And as we did, the earth grid had its own reaction. Many described seeing or feeling blue lights that went on one right after the other.

Every sector of the earth grid that wasn’t working, that wasn’t lit, awoke.
The field of blue energy that occurred (which by the way is a very healing set of frequencies) expanded and then the entire grid glowed golden. That’s right.

I’m going to tackle this visual because she said many saw blue lights. Blue light energies are the color of Ascended Masters. I believe this means many saw the Ascended Master who had been given permission to dissipate these energies doing that job. There is no part of the earth grid that wasn’t working. If the actual earth grid wasn’t working the planet would break apart into pieces, it is the very fabric of her being. Blue is not an actual healing frequency unto itself. Any color can be used for healing, it depends on who needs the healing, and for what as to what color they may need.

I remember years ago people were obsessed with having to put a red stone on a red chakra and ignored the energy of the particular stone. In truth when using color or stone if you put red into a red chakra or a red stone a red chakra either could put the chakra out of balance even further. This is the same kind of thing limiting a stone, a chakra, a color to one aspect of it’s total expression. Glowing golden is interesting because a Dharlja has a golden sphere of light around them with the master blue light emanating from the gold core. If people really saw these things, to me it is just confirmation that some people were tuned in enough to see what we were doing to stop their energies from being abused by the dark forces.

I know that many who participated may have expected immediate results. In many ways we are seeing those. The earth has begun to rebalance. If you watch the earthquake patterns regularly (which I do) you would notice that the pattern has shifted slightly and that there is movement in areas that we don’t normally see. The intensity of the pacific ring of fire has changed as the ring has shifted slightly as well.

This is just pure BS I have been watching the earthquakes and have for a long time, the ring of fire is active, as always, and has been quite active throughout July. There has been no shift in the activity or where the earthquakes are happening. You can go to the earthquake notification centers and get historical data.

The intensity of lightening has become greater, with huge lightening storms occurring as the grid balances.

This is not new the weather channel has been talking about the intensification of lightening for a while now certainly long before fire the grid. This is most likely the combination of natural changes happening on the earth, related to the point we are at in the earth’s cycle. Just like the sunspot activity not following the norms of the 11 year cycle.

In fact, these releases have been so prevalent that most of the people I have shared healing sessions with of late have partial or full reversal of their chakra systems. This has been consistent across the board. Before we fired the grid, I was onl seeing this in the earthquake zones.

This is NOT good! You do not want your chakra systems reversing. I’m not certain is she is talking about the rotation of the individual chakras or the reversal of energy entering on the left side exiting on the right. Either way it’s not good, it is a sign of disharmony or trauma. Chakras move clockwise and should only be moved counterclockwise by a healer for a clearing, kind of like back flushing and then returned to normal clockwise rotation. Energy should come in the left side of the body and leave on the right for the arm and leg torso energy flows. Once again occasionally if there is a tough blockage we may reverse the flow temporarily in a healing session to move the blockage out and then return it to normal.

The one exception to this is there are a small percentage (a fraction of a %) that naturally have reversed flow, we have had a couple of them on the table and it is clear it was natural. These people told us that they didn’t fit in with society and couldn’t do group things. I image because of that it was a karmic choice of the higher self. One of the problems when a person has reversed energy is that when we join hands in a circle that person is trying to send energy the opposite direction of everyone else.

A healing circle of people is one of the only times that there is a counterclockwise flow of energy. That is because a healing circle creates a double helix of energy, so the physical circle is the counterclockwise aspect of that. It happens because the double helix is inherent in all human endeavors. An interesting addition to this is the fact that a very tiny fraction of a percentage of humans are completely reverse, meaning their internal organs are reversed. My mother has treated two of them in a fifty year career as a nurse.

People undergoing any kind of great trauma, like a severe earthquake may get into such a state of shock that their energy centers or energy flows are fluctuating forward and reverse as a natural response to try and clear the  trauma from the bodies.

And then thereare the space time relationships. How many of you are seeing things? They are there, then they are not? People, animals, indescribables? The dimensional barriers have thinned even more, and there are communications going on that are easier to relate. And the elementals have been hugely active.
Have you seen the little squiggly patterns in the air? Little spirals covering your entire field of vision? Those are the basic elementals and they are alive, awake and active in the way that they were when our original root races existed on our planet. None of these things is even the slightest bit unusual, people have these experiences everyday. If there is an increase, which I am unaware of, it would be due to the removal of the conglomerate entities and earthbound spirits that were interfering with the natural phenomena. The elementals as they are called are simply the angelic deva kingdom,  they have never been inactive or inaccessible. They have always operated the same, the only thing that ever changed was human awareness during different stages of human history.

And in the news, politicians exposed, injustices being made right or at least challenged. And this is just the beginning.

Uh, who, what, where, when, and how? She must have an extremely low threshold for this statement. Because I have not seen one thing in the last two weeks that I would consider some big exposure or an injustice made right.

Many of you might have noticed how much more sensitive you are to things. That is because you are more accessible. When we fired the grid, we experienced a major cleansing. Our particulates have a different mathematic ratio than they did before the event. The very fabric of our manifested selves in relation so all creation is now spread farther apart, allowing information to flow through us more freely, uninterrupted

More accessible to whom would be my question here? Our particulates have a different mathematical ratio? That is the most meaningless statement I have ever heard! But once that has you confused and your mind is busy saying to itself what the hell, you get hit with the important statement to pay attention to that you’ll likely gloss over. That our fabric is now spread further apart allowing information to flow in freely. Fabric is just another word for grid so she is saying your personal grid (spiritual, mental, emotional, or even the grid of your physical body) now has holes in it! It is spread further apart, well there is a real good reason why it was woven tightly. The reason is that it is your PROTECTION!

On the spiritual level a hole in your grid can lead to entity attachment, even symptoms of mental illness as any spiritual energy can get into and interact with you. On a mental level it would leave you open to mind control, to receiving messages from the technology that dark forced use to change your belief system. On the emotional level it cause lead to depression and drug addiction as you feel you cannot contain your emotions. On the physical level illness would set in. Healers fix holes in these grids that have been caused by people unknowingly over the course of their lives. But According to Dr. Meg, fire the grid created holes. Isn’t that an expected result of all that LOVE?

And speaking of energetics, remember that this kind of work always has a trickle down effect.

Well I can do without that trickle down effect! Of course the good news is those of us in the United States have already experienced trickle down first hand, courtesy of Ronald Reagan, and know that NOTHING trickles down, so I guess we are safe.

I had a little look at Dr. Meg’s website to get an idea of what else she was up to since I was unfamiliar with her and boy I sure didn’t like what I saw.

In her Bio after going on for several paragraphs about how she is Master Healer and on an on and on, we get this:

Meg credits her experience to “paying attention, having absolutely no expectations, a huge amount of passion to learn, and most of all to a deep sense of humility.

Hmm the rest of the bio had no humility whatsoever! And clearly she expected fire the grid to have certain effects, so now she is attributing things she sees to fire the grid. Every time someone presents themselves as “Master Something” beware! They are trying to make themselves appear to be something more than you or I. The reason is always the same, CASH. Master Tarot Reader, Master Astrologer. You would not believe how many people I know well, who are these kinds of Masters! They worked very hard to convince to me take on the title Master Healer, Master Channel bla bla bla. They all make a living on their spirituality and therein lies the burn. As long as their spirituality is their meal ticket, they are compromised and owned by the system. If you or I make a living working in a restaurant for example, we have no financial effects tied to the information we receive, and how we choose to perceive that information. Anyone whose livelihood is dependant on their spirituality cannot be authentic in their personal presentation outside a small circle of friends and family. The reason is they have to maintain a mask. Their consciousness goes where the wind blows, because where the wind blows, the money follows. We all know how strong the winds were blowing for fire the grid. Why did all the big “teachers” support fire the grid? They can’t afford not to. I plan to talk a lot in an upcoming post that is in progress about authenticity.

From Dr. Meg’s site: Fees for personal readings/healing/channeling $250.00 USD

There is no information on her site about how long the reading even lasts, so if we assume it is an hour, then that’s 250.00 and hour, ‘cmom is anyone on the planet worth 250.00 an hour, and to give you information you HOPE is true, to questions you already have to answers to inside yourself, for FREE.

She had this little blurb about channeling

A note about safety and clarity: Anyone who is Channeling or attempting to Channel should always check the source of the information that they are receiving, as there are those “out there” who will at times give erroneous information that would easily fool most novices and even some seasoned Channelers. Each source should always be asked if they are of the light from the light and within the light. If they are not, then they must be commanded to leave. With such a command, any being that is not of the light may not stay present.

She doesn’t say who she channels, only that they are Ascended Masters. I would like to know who I am paying to get information from if I was interested in a reading. She tells us to make sure they are from the light but the problem is every part of creation can say they are from the light and not by telling a lie. When dealing with Ascended Masters you ask to see their blue light. They are required by universal law to show it to you. You may not perceive it only as a visual your other gifts may perceive it as well, but when you ask to have it shown to you it is a very powerful experience. This is one of the many ways Kuthumi and some of the others claiming to be Ascended have been outed. I had one experience where the family was someplace someone was channeling I can’t even recall why we were there as we were never known to go to many channelings. I closed my eyes and asked the claimed Ascended Master to show his blue light. He couldn’t because he wasn’t ascended, and he immediately left body and the channel gave some excuse for his leaving, and was clearly shook up.

Dr. Meg claims to be a deep trance channel and the problem with that is twofold. One is that the channel doesn’t get any of the information being offered unless he or she goes back and listens to tapes of every session. If you spend 30 hours a week in trance not remembering anything would you want to spend another 30 listening to the tapes? So the entities do anything they want and then comes problem two how is she checking the light status of an entity if she is not consciously present?

the Ascended Masters always amaze audiences with their understanding and compassion and ability to speak about an unlimited range of subjects.

Here she is talking about her channeling sessions, she talks about the AUDIENCE. Did I see that right? Yes it really said audience, as in people watching a show. Hmmmm when I was channeling Bestali, he was always excited earlier in the day before an evening channeling because he was looking forward to chatting with his friends and eating m&ms. I can’t even imagine considering the people who we channeled for an audience, that is just downright disrespectful.

On Dr. Meg’s site I also found silly platitudes like this one

Watch for signs of peace. The hearts of a great many have al­ready been exposed to it and it seems likely that we could find our society is experiencing it in epidemic proportions, which then, of course, could pose a serious threat to what has up to now seemed a fairly chaotic condition in the world.

I see we are experiencing epidemics of depression, suicide and medicating for those with pharmaceuticals or self medicating with drug and alcohol abuse, or food. So even though many people find this kind of thing cute, to me it is just more denial of the HUGE problems we have in the world. Get your head out of the sand Dr. Meg and pay attention. Oh and speaking of DOCTOR Meg. She has a doctorate in metaphysics, which is really just nothing. I could have one, for one or two thousand dollars, and a few online courses of kindergarten level metaphysics we all know. It just sounds so damn impressive though, when you are telling people you are worth 250.00 an hour. She is a Rev. Dr. no less. I guess I should be begging a grand or two off of you readers so I can be a Rev. Dr. too after all I am already ordained. I could be the Reverend Dr. Engtovo, and then I would be legitimate in the eyes of the New Age. All credentials in place.

MOVEMENT TO SPIRIT™ •The ever popular interactive workshop which teaches the participant how to utilize energy, music and movement toward opening to Gamma Consciousness, our highest consciousness

Ok one last dig from her site, this is one of her workshops. They all build on each other so you have to take one in order to take the next guaranteeing more income of course. There were no prices and I am afraid to even know what the charge is. This one caught my eye because of the moving to Gamma Consciousness. Still shaking my head! There is no such thing as gamma consciousness. These are the states of consciousness.

· Beta, fully awake state

· Alpha, light meditative state.

· Theta, deep meditative state

· Delta, sleep state

Now when you reach a certain level of practice and start to Lucid Dream this is conscious awareness in Delta State. There is also another part of the Ascension work where you enter delta consciously, like a deeper meditation, only your body is fully asleep and you are having full REM cycles. Your brain is asleep and dreaming but your consciousness is aware and the dreams will not be remembered as the consciousness was not tuned into the dream. This is the state that a Dharlja spends two hours in out of every 22-24 hours. They need no other sleep, so they are always consciously aware 24-7-365. Gamma, well that’s just another Greek letter that sounds like it would be more and better, and apparently it sells.

Below is the full newsletter in case you are interested.

Online Messages: August 2nd, 2007
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Message from Dr. Meg:

Online Messages
August 2, 2007

Greetings to each of you! Much has transpired since our last transmission!

First of all, the most asked question that I have had since July 17th is DID WE FIRE THE GRID?? The answer, unequivocally is YES!!! So what happened? What continues to happen? Ok, here goes ~

As we all came together to Fire the Grid on July 17th, the intensity on Universal levels was amazing. If you could here it (which I could) our Oneness sounded like a huge humming that had a pulsing rhythm. We were not only addressing the earth grid, but the Universal consciousness as well.

As the humming intensified, the fabric of creation slowly rose, like a huge wave. The wave changed frequencies, changing to higher and higher vibrations as it rose. At about the 45 minute mark, the wave collapsed from a convex rise to a concave trench-like form. Next, I watched as the convex format began to shift and change, the frequencies continuing to rise. And then it all smoothed out like calm waters. This was one of the most powerful events that I have ever witnessed.

We unified the earth grid with the universal mass consciousness, something that has been lacking for eons.

And as we did, the earth grid had its own reaction. Many described seeing or feeling blue lights that went on one right after the other.

Every sector of the earth grid that wasn’t working, that wasn’t lit, awoke.

The field of blue energy that occurred (which by the way is a very healing set of frequencies) expanded and then the entire grid glowed golden. That’s right.

We brought the frequencies of our very source to the earth grid.

We are powerful in our being and even more powerful when we unify for the greater good. We did this with intention, with passion, and with Grace.

So now what???

I know that many who participated may have expected immediate results. In many ways we are seeing those. The earth has begun to rebalance. If you watch the earthquake patterns regularly (which I do) you would notice that the pattern has shifted slightly and that there is movement in areas that we don’t normally see. The intensity of the pacific ring of fire has changed as the ring has shifted slightly as well.
The intensity of lightening has become greater, with huge lightening storms occurring as the grid balances. There have been great releases of the electromagnetic energies from within the earth. This is a sign of shifting and changing. In fact, these releases have been so prevalent that most of the people I have shared healing sessions with of late have partial or full reversal of their chakra systems. This has been consistent across the board. Before we fired the grid, I was onl seeing this in the earthquake zones.

And then thereare the space time relationships. How many of you are seeing things? They are there, then they are not? People, animals, indescribables? The dimensional barriers have thinned even more, and there are communications going on that are easier to relate. And the elementals have been hugely active.

Have you seen the little squiggly patterns in the air? Little spirals covering your entire field of vision? Those are the basic elementals and they are alive, awake and active in the way that they were when our original root races existed on our planet.

And in the news, politicians exposed, injustices being made right or at least challenged. And this is just the beginning.

Energetically, we have experienced many changes. Our overall frequencies have been amped up considerably. And we have been refined. Many of you might have noticed how much more sensitive you are to things. That is because you are more accessible. When we fired the grid, we experienced a major cleansing. Our particulates have a different mathematic ratio than they did before the event. The very fabric of our manifested selves in relation so all creation is now spread farther apart, allowing information to flow through us more freely, uninterrupted (unless of course we are kicking and screaming, resistant to the very changes we intended!).

And speaking of energetics, remember that this kind of work always has a trickle down effect. As the energies of what we have done reach our earth and therefore our experiences, the effect will grow and grow, becoming more and more sound and obvious. Don’t think for one moment that you didn’t make a difference. That we didn’t make a difference. All I can say is I am honored and privileged to belong to the One of which all of you are a part.

The most important part of this entire event was the unification of peoples across the globe for the intention of love.

As we united, there were no boundaries, no differences, no fear or defenses, only LOVE. And that is huge. It is the beginning of the unification of humanity for the greater good of all. And what better service is there than to intentionally change the experience of every being in our world and beyond.

We are Blessed.

A few coming events and other announcements:
I am currently working on finishing my new book “Conversations with the Children of Now, Crystallines, Star Kids and Indigos Speak Out about the World, Life and the Coming 2012 Shift”. It will be released in February of 2008 and is already available for pre-order on Amazon.com at http://www.amazon.com/Conversations-Children-Now-Crystal-Transitional/dp/1564149781/ref=sr_1_1/002-8141078-5289616?ie=UTF8&s=books&sr=1-1

My Fall schedule is packed with fabulous journeys! Please check my web schedule for specifics and contact info! In September I will be in Salt Lake City for the A Touch of Angels Tree of Life Conference. Then, the week following I will be in Calgary, Alberta, Canada, Keynoting the Building Bridges Conference, which is all about the kids! The first weekend in October I will be in Chicago at the Lightworker’s Conference, then in November, I will be joining the entire World Puja Network Crew along with JZ Knight and Michael Tamura to Lift the Light in Seattle, WA. The weekend following I will be presenting mainstage at Celebrate Your Life in Scottsdale, AZ. I look forward to meeting you at one or more of those events! For further details, please see my web schedule at http://www.spirirlite.com/schedule.php.

The web store at spiritlite.com continues to grow. I have added Children’s books, more DVD’s, CD’s, wands, hand made leather journals, Inspiriters, who are mischevious characters based upon southwest folk art, each representing an attribute we all seek to find in ourselves, and more!

One more wondrous announcement! The Dr. Meg Show celebrates its one year anniversary next week (August 8th). To celebrate this momentous occasion I am hosting a FREE LIVE CALL IN SHOW during which you can call me and we can chat, I will answer your questions and we will have a generally wonderful time! The show is from 9 - 10 pm eastern time (6 - 7 pacific). To tune in please go to www.worldpuja.org.

To call in please dial 1-888-341-6639 and then, when prompted, please dial this code: 1015524

Since our conferencing set up has limited call in space, please hang up after you have had your turn so that others can call in as well. I look forward to our time together!

As always, I wish you joy in your hearts, laughter in your days and love in everything that you do.

Blessings, Grace and Peace,

Dr. Meg
Meg Blackburn Losey, Ph.D.

Message from the Masters:

Online Message from the Masters
August 2, 2007
Anshallah! Antui ansi entui jentelah!

Greetings to each of you from that which you are!

You have done well to change the vibration from which you live. Those changes which have been intentionally created in such a way that the unification of humanity has begun. It is the only way that ultimately you and your planet will survive.

Old paradigms from which you used to base your decisions and your actions upon as well as your dreams, have been laid to rest. It is time to be in the now. Time to stop living in front of yourselves and pay attention to that which is now. As we often say to you, nothing has ever happened outside of now. Now is all there ever is was or will be. So, when you are present within this now, you begin to hear the guidance which comes to you for the journeys each of you has chosen to partake.

How have things changes for you? Many of you have begun to realize that you must change locations geographically. Perhaps you are not receiving instructions about where that might be, just that it is. Do not be of concern. That which you need will come at the very moment in which you need to know. The point in this now is for you to become accustomed to the idea that things are changing, that life is shifting.

Problem solving has taken on a new light. The ways that you used to go about this no longer work. Untruth no longer worked. You cannot fool yourselves into thinking that you have solved your concerns when you have not. The basis of all problems is two fold. Resistance to the journey and its paths, and fear.

That resistance at one time could be smoothed over in such a way that life became tolerable. In this now, each must be within personal truth, integrity on the inside, or chaos will reign until that point is driven home.

Fear is wrought about from previous experiences or what ifs. Neither of those are of the now. It is that the Now brings perfection. Always. If you find yourselves in a state of conflict or even panic, we suggest that you ask yourselves the following questions:

“In this moment, am I safe?”

And

“In this moment, do I have everything that I need?”

The answers to those questions will always be “Yes, and Yes!”

And beyond that is what was, or what has not yet been and is merely speculated or imagined. The truth is in the now.

Coming in your near future is another series of events leading toward the alignment of your planet with its galactic center, or point of origin. That alignment will occur in December of 2012. Leading to that, as we have previously spoken, are a series of Universal, or Cosmic events that will create different effects within your human experiences.

Beginning on September 6th, there comes a vibrating within the upper dimensions of creation. This is a balancing, an alignment, and an awakening of energies which have been dormant since the dawn of creation. On the 14th of September there comes a major celestial event. We wish to reiterate from our past transmission those points of importance to this event and its effects upon you:

Coming in September of your time there is another major shift. This one is a different sort than those which we have previously talked about with you. On the fourteenth of September at 6:02 am Eastern Time there comes a breach in the fabric of creation. With this, in an early attempt to heal that breach, anti-matter fills the void which is created and there comes a vacuum effect.
As the vacuum effect initializes, there will be certain manifestations of balance required from the interior of your planet. This may take form in the nature of eventful sized earthquake activity. It will also take place in your weather patterning.
Within your bodies you will feel this shift even if you are only slightly aware, or barely aware, for as the void opens, releasing anti-matter, there comes a lightening of the cosmic energies which fill you. As the vacuum effect occurs, you are being filled with light energy. Cleansed, wiped clean. Initialized and initiated to the energies which follow.
That energy which follows is laden with the symbolic language of the infinite. It is both teacher and student, mother and child, peace and all that is not, love and its antithesis, desire and fulfillment.
The energy which comes with the language of the light will open within each of you avenues of consciousness which you had never conceived. Avenues which if you choose will bring you to greater being by virtue of your very existence. And those avenues will be filled with the instructions contained within the symbols. And the instructions will become you and you them.
What are the messages contained within the symbols. All that has ever been. All that can ever be, infinite possibilities at your disposal to change your experience and even the world in which you live. Infinite information to guide you toward brighter being, and the safety from within the One.
Until now most of you have seen yourselves as separate beings from within the entirety. This is not true you know? Separateness is mere perception in opposition of that which is timeless truth. You have sought to fill yourselves with those things which are not of worth except in measurable human terms. But what of that which lies beyond? What of those who have not? What of that which cannot co-create because it has been used up? Those things do not fill you but rather weigh you down with false security.
The truth in abundance is that it is all relative to the values you perceive. Just make certain that those values are yours and not belonging to others.
As the yin and yang of the void of the opening and the light which is pulled into you by that very destruction becomes assimilated within you there will be another great wave of energy which moves through your local reality carrying with it an encodement which is of the patterning of the divine.
The encodement is, for lack of language in your world, a road map to your very states of divinity.
As the planets within your solar system continue their journey toward the original beginning point, the galactic center, the light within you becomes magnified. The earth then begins to respond as well. That which is your very being responds in turn and you can either allow yourselves to be carried with the flow, or find yourselves tossed in the conundrum of chaos as the edges of the vortex are of a violent nature as the energies are being pulled in one of the most dramatic trans-dimensional changes which has ever occurred. As the tear in the fabric of creation fills with anti-matter and you are filled with light in turn, the dimensional barriers will begin to cross, become entangled temporarily and time as you know it will become confusing to say the least. At least for a cosmic now. Your realities may begin to open, even to the point of temporary confusion. Do not let this concern you. Know that beyond your current perception there are vast worlds of living breathing color and life. Many of them are aware of you. Most of them have contacted you at some point, or others in your world, with messages of peace, the lessons of the infinite and love embodied.
As you seek all that is holy, all that is sacred, remember that that which is most sacred is you. You are all and everything that you seek and within you are universes enfolded, all things possible and light beyond imagining.”

Our point in repeating this is that the information reaches you fully. The opportunity for your opening as an infinite being manifested as humanity comes at the moment of the rift in creation.

As you are created so shall you live. As you live, so shall you reap all that is holy and all that you choose.

The key is in the choosing. Do you choose reflexively, of the moment and by each experience, or do you choose consciously with intent for you journey and the highest possibilities for yourselves and all others? For as you choose, it is chosen for all others. AS you are the One. AS you are all things. As you are of the divine source from which all things come, your divinity begets your ability, your right to be the Creator which you have sought your entire lives.

You are that.

You are the choosing.

And the choices are endless, as are you. Call your name to all creation and claim your right to be all that is and the Creator of the reality you wish to command. And do this with loving humility, with passion and with peace in your hearts.

Anthahalai.

As it is written.

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I woke up pondering more about the Anger issue and feeling like there was more to be said on the matter.  One reason is someone close to me has had lifelong anger issues. So I was pondering what I had expressed before about owning and expressing anger in a safe way, and or transforming it into something positive, and the differences between that and how this person’s anger expresses.  The comment below that was recently posted got me to thinking about the deep resentment aspect of anger that can rip apart a marriage, or other intimate relationship.  It also got me to thinking about what he calls righteous anger.

What I have  learned about anger is that it is a useful emotion so that you will take a look at yourself and keep your mouth shut about others.   It really works for a successful marriage.   Righteous anger like the kind Jesus showed is a spiritual quality versus the anger that most of us feel all the time which comes from the ego.    The latter is what most people get in trouble about.

I was laying in bed thinking about the resentful ranging anger, we have all felt it.  It’s horrible, it’s consuming, and wrenching.  Then I thought about how my anger feels when I am all fired up, and  pissed off about new agers making my work harder for example.  Inside me having felt both, these are two completely different feelings.  I laid there the longest time wondering if there were any words to describe the difference between them that I felt.  The second one inside me is more like passion, it’s intense but fleeting.  It is expressed in words, in song, in a discussion with someone I’m close to, the writing of a poem and it’s gone.  It rarely survives even a day.

The first kind and it’s depth seems to be either a situational anger that can pass as the situation changes, or this ongoing raging that becomes toxic in nature.  The person that I am close to that has this anger inside likes to express it at other people.  This is obviously the toxic aspect that then eats away and destroys aspects of his intimate relationships.  We have had many conversations over the years about this element of his personality and how it does not serve him.  He has a great deal of spiritual knowledge and yet this one element seems to stop him in his tracks.

So how does one such as he own his anger and express it in a non harmful way or transform it?  Oh the making of so many conversations!  Over the years I have seen several elements in his anger that really are the core to me.  One is control.  He has a desire to control the outcome of things that are not controllable.  He has an immense level of fear, and he chooses not to trust his higher power.  All three of these things are obviously connected and the source of the anger.  He hasn’t shown a real desire to delve into those things and work them through.  This leaves him with an unending amount of anger expressing through.

I can only think of a friend I met several years ago online who worked with the right use of will material.  I have never read the material, but everything I have heard I really related to.  This friend was going through a horrible time in his marriage, his wife was unfaithful and in his open mindedness he even agreed to try polymory.  He was filled with anger and rage and introduced me to his version of RAGING.  he would go out into nature and scream, yell and rage, kick things around, and keep going until he exhausted himself and felt emptied or was left in tears that came until he was emptied.  He did this several times a week during this period and it worked for him.  He moved through the rage and when he was done, he decided that he wanted something different from a marriage than this wife was willing to offer, and divorced and moved on with his life.

I often wonder if this raging technique could help this other person’s anger.  What cautions me in this thought is the knowing that he seems to want to keep his anger, and knowing that he has these deep core issues from which this anger springs, that are not being dealt with.  So how do we heal or deal with an issue of wanting to control God’s plan in life?  For me I have always had a willingness to move through God’s plan.  I know I am one puzzle piece in this huge amazing puzzle.  All I have to do is my piece.  Some times I want the details of what it is that I am doing and none come, and I do it anyway.  Years later I may be shown what that was about and I find it all so fascinating.

Other people may say, well if you can’t tell me what I am doing this for, than I am unwilling to do it.  You have the right to do this, but when you do you get left out of the puzzle.  So that element comes down to being willing.  What makes some of us willing to allow God to move us through life, and other people unwilling to trust God’s plans.  I really can’t answer that question.  The reason being, that not being willing is foreign to me.  I see it in other people, I see the anger it causes them, the pain, I recognize it, but I don’t understand it.

This same element of willingness comes into our trust in spirit.  I am not the most trusting person on the earth.  However, I have an amazing trust in my guides and our relationship, that many people in my life don’t understand.  To me it is quite simple, they have always been there for me, no questions asked 24-7.  They have never expected me to be anything other than I am, in the moment.  If the moment is not great, they will tell me “all is well” and “a better moment is coming”.  I have talked at length with people about this inner relationship, but there is no way to truly convey the things unseen.  My guides are my best friends, they are hilariously funny, kind, gentle and filled with love.  At times they are not afraid to give me a good talking to, if I am wallowing.  I am filled with gratitude that I have this gift in my life of their friendship and we have this amazing mutual respect.

When I come upon the unwilling, I see suspicion and and unwillingness to open the heart even to one’s own guidance.  It just makes me want to yell “hey you chose the guide how dare you not trust him/her now!”  What causes this level of fear?  How do we then find an appropriate outlet for the fear so;

the fear can pass
the heart can open
the trust and willingness can be born
and the anger and resentment that eats the soul can be released

If only I had an answer to that one!  The problem is a hundred solutions can be offered but the person dealing with this issue has to be WILLING to use one. So it would appear that complete unwillingness is a terminal condition?  I guess if I thought I had a terminal condition caused by myself I would be one unhappy camper too.  I believe there has to be  a breakthrough somehow.  I am not one to believe anything is terminal.  It is the quirk of my spirit I am the biggest cynical optimist you’ll ever meet.  I have no faith in humanity, but my faith in God is so strong that I don’t need to trust humanity.  Ponder that one for a while
So where’s the breakthrough and does it have to be a big nasty spiritual slap upside the head?  I guess in this post I am putting it out there to you all.  Have you been there?   Did  you have a personal breakthrough that moved you into remission of this terminal disease, of unwillingness born anger.  If so I would like to hear about it and more to the point I would like this person in my life hear that it can be overcome.  There is nothing like the story of someone who has been exactly where you are, and moved beyond it, to help inspire.  Maybe you, yeah YOU, reading this is the inspiration he needs.

So maybe my pondering on anger has really become a call for healing.  I have been able to offer this person little, as the appearance of ease with which I traverse my path (which is an illusion) is one of the things he resents.  So with willingness and trust I am handing this desire to see him have a healing breakthrough over to the whole.  He has amazing gifts he could offer the greater puzzle and I would like to see them interwoven in the Creation.  It is out of my control and I give it over.

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I forgot to post these last night they are the symbols of the four orders

This is the Order of Enoch The ‘Enochian Star’ commonly reffered to as the star of David

This is the Order of Melchizeldek Triangle with the circle in the middle

This is the Order of Michael the Circle with the traiangle in the middle

  
this is the symbol of all three Universal Orders together the Trintiy of Creation

 
This is the Order of Planetary Beings (Angels) symbol, the Caduceus represets the DNA and physical life which in one form or another, all Angels are involved in nurturing or experiencing

In the Podcast

Question about a soul less race

Would Engtovo ever be channeling again  Why I did the channeling in 99-2000

The Melchizeldek site stuff about thought transference and telepathy

The four gifts and the gift order

Knowing
Hearing - Clairaudience
Seeing - Clairvoyance
Feeling  - Clairsentience

What is a walk in and how does that work?
Astral  and causal planes, who is where
Life guides and angels

Engtovo personal walk-in Samantha experience
Randy’s walk in experience
more on Samantha, sobriety, start of the seeking
How walk-in relates to the experience of the old soul
Walk-ins who leave the family of origin

Sedona and marketing gimmicks

Dark forces what are they?

The four orders

The Order of Melchizeldek
The Order Of Enoch
The Order Of Michael
The Order of Planetary Beings (Angels)

Archangel Michael not father Michael
Super Universe Trinity
Temporary hierarchy

Addition/Correction HUMAN spirits have to have physical incarnation but not deva spirits and so forth I think I said All in podcast

How the dark forces wanted this solar system
Leanar
Nuclear danger to planetary survival

Dark force back to source
2012 rebirth

The conglomerate beings going back to source
Polarity
Brief mention lower astrals

What is the illuminati
One world order

Why we don’t talk about ETs and the issue with the ET plan for global government

Ignorance of the light with dark forces and chosen alignment with darkness

Spirit protection
Life guides & guardian angel secondary guides
Screen your calls
Protection grids around your home
Grids around your body and personal attacks
Cords to other people

Entity attachment in aura
Entity tunnel grid at the house
Entity attachment in body, example Eric
Symptoms of this Eric as example
Another story of entity attachment and a healing class situation
Enochian circle removing disincarnate entities
Controlling your aura size

Back to more about the kid with the entity attachment

Energy dissipation

Energy transmutation, back to the conglomerate entities, and the souls getting trapped

Soul potential (high self, potentials, aspects, spirit, soul, soul mate groups, sparks, twin flames, eternal love ties ELT, parallel self)

Back to the conglomerate entities

Ascension and high self soul potential process
Higher selves who had missing potentials and couldn’t ascend
The high self group processing anger at stopped ascension

Who is lee?

The energy work we did yesterday, July 18

The tests by September and in place by end of the year

The numerology of the 999 and 111
The 2009 11-11-11
The nine year cycle and the 2012

How a couple people’s guides stopped them from participating in fire the grid

Michael Moore’s SICKO

Servants for dark forces

Questions? podcast page

Oh my god every day it is something different

This quote was from the site of a spiritual author.  http://www.infinitebeing.com

The root, sex and then the solar plexus  chakras are activated as children grow into adulthood. Having reached adulthood, many people go on to activate their heart chakras and some venture into the realm of the throat chakra, especially during meditation.

Unbelievable

HELLO

Little children that don’t have all seven chakras active and flowing are SICK children!  If you heart chakra isn’t open you are out of balance this is what we healers do, is remove blocks that people create in ALL their chakras because of various emotions and thoughts.  Yes that’s right, all seven chakras with or without meditation

The Kundalini can start to open in childhood but it’s not common unless the child is a very advanced soul.  The Kundalini process can take up to 10 years, but it is completely different from the chakras functioning. 

The chakras should all be functioning in the womb!  As the areas of the body form, the chakras start to function and bring life force from the soul into them.  They should all be fully functional by 5 - 6 months gestation.

I happened upon this site because it was supporting fire the grid , and I clicked on a link in an email about how everyone was falling for the deceptions.  The descriptions of the individual chakras and what they do is just as bad.  I still find it shocking that someone with so little understanding of one of the most basic metaphysical concepts could have gotten a book published.

Comment on fear mongering… oh please  the article does sound very angry…i am surprised actually…i do inner work only for 2 years, but it produced huge changes in consciousness and i can’t imagine what would fire me up like that…i agree, changes do start from within, inner work, not wishfull thinking. However, i know that those of us who are on this path are aware that we can’t push, drag or shame people into it…it comes from within and sustained from within…again, personally i don’t get upset or angry anymore, but when i get homesick (i’m not an earthling i think) in a big way, my only heaven is meditation. How many people meditate when they don’t feel so good? And i mean among those who do practice…yeah, exactly…so we need not to be angry with or expecting from others who are really are ignorant and may be getting “free ride” as you say. We know not to have expectations of gratitude and be prepared to hear just the opposite; we just know better..why get angry then? yelena

yelena, when I was two years into my path I didn’t get angry much either. You are in a honeymoon stage with God, the blissful “there really is something more” stage. It’s like being in love with love. But just like a good marriage, in time you settle in and the love grows into something real that is beyond the bliss. If the Ascension path is followed, you will first get to a place of even greater bliss than you experience now. This is the Nirvana, Samadhi stage. This is where people then often get stuck, because they don’t know there is something more. In a good marriage when you leave the in love stage and get to the point of seeing the person you love as a real being with flaws, the love doesn’t fade or go away, it just becomes realistic, which is empowering.

If you are strong enough to continue out of that Nirvana stage and move on, you get to the difficult part of the path. The deeper you go within the closer you get to your own inner darkness, which lives at your core and must be cleared. It is like peeling an onion and we have all been through some nasty stuff through thousands of lifetimes on this planet. It’s all in there and you have to look at it, own it, and allow it to serve God. There is anger there and rage and every emotional you can imagine, and you must feel them all without condemnation of self.

There are a lot of people who knew me in the Nirvana stage of my path. I would just open my mouth and out would come endless profound musings about the divine. But do I want that stage back? No, because the Nirvana stage only sees one side of the picture, the all love side. As wonderful as it is, we live in a world that is NOT all love, and to change it we have to acknowledge it. We have to move out of that bliss stage and face the truth of the current world in which we live, if we want to ascend. There are plenty of people who live a monastic life in the Nirvana stage, and then die at a ripe old age and that’s ok for them, it’s not a right or wrong issue. We can each remain at any stage we want to remain at.

After leaving Nirvana, the more in tune you get with what is really happening in the world, and how these energies have held back true human expression for millions of years on multiple planets, it’s going to make you angry. It would not be possible to have the full emotional understanding of this and not be angry about it. It will activate things inside you that you have uncleared anger about. God will teach you how to use the anger that was activated and turn it into motivation for change and upliftment

The thing is, who taught you that anger is wrong or unspiritual in the first place? I am not afraid of my anger because I am not a violent woman. I would never hurt myself or another person. I don’t lose control of myself in my anger. Anger is simply the expression of knowing something is not right, seeing injustice. In the story of Jesus turning over the table of the money changers in the temple, he was clearly angry. He had a reason for his anger. What was being done was wrong, unjust, and an affront to what is holy or sacred.

Without anger as a motivating factor in the world no one would ever change anything. The emotion is never the problem, it is how we deal with any given emotion that is the key. We have been taught to fear or suppress our emotions. Every time you suppress an emotion because you think it is negative you limit your capacity to LOVE, as all emotions, and the depths thereof are connected. Most really positive organizations in the world were started by one person who got pissed off. A mother of a child who was kidnapped and murdered, filled with anger, rage and pain, channels that energy into an organization to stop other children from being kidnapped and murdered, for example. A negative example of not dealing with the emotion, attempting to suppress it is; a woman in the same predicament gives over to her anger and rage, turns to alcohol, leaves the bar drunk, crashes into an oncoming car and kills the innocent child of someone else.

I certainly won’t be apologizing to anyone for being angry about the pain, suffering and injustice in this world. I am angry at the chosen ignorance of the masses who have access to information they choose to ignore. My anger is justified. All I can do is express it in a way that is not harmful, speak MY truth. I use it to motivate me on my inner journey, and with my outer work sharing my perspective with those who want to hear it. You’re surprise at my anger is your own EXPECTATION of what a spiritual person is supposed to act like. There are three primary metaphysical lessons, and I do have a partly written article on these that I guess I should finish. They are expectation, perception, and judgment. They are all tied together and how we each interact with them determines how we move through our relationships in this world.

After a friend seeing the Melchizeldek symbol which is a triangle with a circle inside it she said she had been drawing it all her life but with a line across the circle and wondered what that meant.  I wondered too that night a dream came and i shot off the info below to her

March 26, 2004 Dream

I go to a place that has lockers that are like post office boxes, I go to the one that I know is mine.  I start to work the combination but then all the numbers on it disappear and it starts to glow like the Timex indiglo color.  At first I am dismayed like I won’t be able to open it because there are no numbers but then I put my hand back on it and make a couple turns then turn and push in simultaneously and the whole locking mechanism comes out and I open the door.  Undoing the lock feels really good, the knowing was just there and it was effortless.  Some time during this process I am thinking about the fact that I had forgotten the combination to this box and thought I would never be able to get into it again, so I had gotten a different box that is also in this place somewhere.  I think after I get the stuff out of here I should check that box.  Someone else is with me but I am not aware of who it is. I take the stuff out and it is 4 pouches of stones (stone is records knowing revealed in the sacred path cards), one is the main stone pouch that I keep with me even when everything else is in storage.  I open one pouch and take out two stone pieces that are wrapped in tissue paper, I realize without unwrapping them that they are my set of Kyanite (which is balance they work with all kinds of polarity/duality issues in healing work) and so I put them back in the pouch.  On the bottom of this container that came out of the locker like a safe deposit box there is some candy some caramels and something else. I am thinking I have been really good on my diet and not eating that stuff and I am wondering how to avoid the temptation to eat them.  Then a little ways away I see some “workers” of this locker place (somehow I know they are illuminati workers) I don’t like them and I know they don’t want me to get out of there with my stuff. I hear them say that is the locker where they put the stuff of the woman they killed but they knew it would be found eventually, but they are suspicious of who I am.  The person who was with me has gone and gotten a car and is waiting for me to get in and is going to take me to the outer parking lot where my car is.  It’s a woman and I am running next to the car as it is moving and jump in with all my pouches as the workers want to stop me, I left all the candy behind.  We take off and I can see the gate is open and we will get out of there no problem.

I awake knowing that the symbol with the line is a key.  The line represents an equator for lack of a better term the balance of polarities or dualities depending on which is being worked with.  The concept works differently with a polarity vs. a duality because a polarity is natural like hot or cold and the equator there is the temperature that is comfortable to the body where you don’t feel hot or cold. The example given in the dream for me personally is duality of an addiction, the sugar that is not in balance with my body (the addiction) is at both poles and leaving the sugar behind was choosing the equator. The line across my personal sphere.  Balance of a duality. 

Shit, just realized you probably don’t know about the sphere guess I better take a few steps back.  I popped open my Kundalini energy flow in 1992 which was the reason for my marriage we did this reflection thing and once we both had our Kundalini open we were complete, that was the primary aspect of our spiritual contract and the results of all of what we did carried on for many years of growth.  But after the Kundalini is open there is this whole series of energy activations that happen,  it starts with what would look like a medicine wheel and we are traveling around the outside of it all the time (the wheel of life) and at some point after the Kundalini opens you have to start the trail to the center.  So as we are cruising around the outside, in meditation when we see a path we take it and what that entails is affected by whether we are entering from the e, s, w, or n.  At any rate eventually you get to the middle and from there you move the center circle out to encompass the outer circle which was that wheel of life.  The point that this happens is what is called that nirvana or Samadhi stage where all meditation and most daily life stuff is bliss.  This is where most spiritual practitioners get stuck, cause lets face it’s a great place to be and also so many of the teachings have said that is the goal, when in fact that is the beginning of the journey if you want to ascend and live the true unlimited life.  The next step from there is to take that circle and create it into a spherical grid around you and this is totally different than the luminous egg which is the energy everyone has. After that there are numerous activations and so forth that bring more energy flows into the sphere and when those are finished you enter this final purification process and all of sudden, all this profound connection and pure love and bliss you felt appears to go out the window and you are right in the middle of all you crap.  I entered that stage in late 90s and was beginning to wonder if it would EVER end.  Now this information and that symbol is the key to bringing that to an end.  I have been planning to write up all the details of those stages and activations for many years but it hasn’t felt the right time yet, I think I have been too deep in my own clearings and the information may have been contaminated by that.

When Lee and I met I already had formed my sphere and activated a bunch of things and right after we met him just being in the energy of my sphere caused him to pop through his head his Kundalini flow and he has been cruising right along ever since, it is like on a spiritual level he felt that sphere and just knew that’s where he was going and set his intentions in that direction, and that is really important, because I spent months in meditation sometimes for 6 or 8 hours at a shot I would come out of it and have no clue that time had passed.  But lee having seen that sphere so to speak got his open by sheer will alone without all that time in meditation.  Now with me these activations were very gentle and for him they are very dramatic and sometimes he has been out of it for a couple days or thought he was dying and stuff cause he would just be doing his normal daily tasks and get hit with energies that would bowl him over.  When we would talk about it and I would ask him to describe exactly what he experienced physical and visions, all of it I would be able to figure out what he activated and at times he was activating two or three things simultaneously.  Its also possible that when the Dharljas who are completely activated that people who already have their Kundalini open and are very high vibration will just do ALL the steps in a day or two just boom be standing forth and not even be aware really of how it happened.  That is part of why spirit has made me aware of all of the steps because other people will be aware of some and not others and it will help to have them all written out.  So in this information I just received that circle in the center is the sphere and the line the center or equator of self.

So getting back to the info.  Spirit told me a long time ago that people see healthy and unhealthy as polarities and this belief caused them to swing from one to another and often without warning, they say things like you can just loose your health in an instant.  But the Dharljas know that is duality because the body was created to heal it self and total balance is its natural state.  Aging and any unnatural state is caused by our belief system not by any natural phenomena so like the addiction, the perception of health and lack of health and aging are all at both poles and the center line is the balance.

Part of this comes to the point of how the Dharljas do certain things like create heat to make a cold place comfortable they use this grid structure of that sphere with the line across with hot at one pole and cold the other they have taken that center line and expanded it until it fills their whole sphere and becomes pure love from there they have full control of the elements of heat and cold. 

They told me after I woke that the concept in the dream of the stuff belonging to the woman they “killed” was in reference to the fact that the illuminati do whatever they can to kill the self empowerment of us all and keep us enslaved, as us being in our true power is the greatest threat to their power.  I have been one of the dead, but they knew that I would be one of the people who would find my way eventually, much to their dismay J.  The rocks represented my true knowing and mastery of both polarity and duality, the one being my small medicine bag, my power, and the balance of the kyanite and also there being 4 pouches when the four is the number of the earth, having my power on the earth. Also the indiglo color, a blue color, ascended beings have a blue glow to their sphere of energy.  That’s one of things we first learned about channeling that if you had doubt about an entity channeling that claimed to be ascended, whether an ascended master or archangel to ask to see their blue light, if you are not a visual person as a first gift you may sense it  instead of see it but you will know you have experienced it if you don’t know that then you haven’t J  They were talking about how the grid workers for the global elite use that same grid to attempt to control us they take a truth, the center line, and surround it on all sides by some untruth and attempt to compress it until it is so small that it is hard to find that truth.  Then those who do find that truth look crazy to all the people who are out in that world sphere of planet earth, both poles left and right wing so to speak, think you are crazy causing most people to doubt the truth they have found and give into the pressure of the group consciousness by conforming and moving away from the line/equator towards one pole or the other

Both Lee and I have been under surveillance a long time, both from CIA, NSA, FBI, various black ops people and remote viewers and global elite people who work the grids to hold the power over the people.  The last couple years we have unraveled a number of their grids and Lee has been followed in the flathead a few different times.  It is interesting to note though that they used to harass us a lot but the farther we have gotten on the journey they have backed off, they are already fearful of what we can do as fully empowered people and think if they leave us alone maybe we will get delayed in the day to day worldly stuff.  They know that it is our plan after we stand forth, complete our ascension to share all of it with anyone who wants to know and see what an empowered person can do, and that the creator intended all of us to live that way, not to live in economic mental, and spiritual  slavery to the global elite.  That will expand the line of truth exponentially which is the Dharlja’s plan for the next few years knowing we are not far from the earth changes makes it the perfect time because it will cause some chaos.  With many people being so fearful of the expressions of divine humans that they will think it must be satan or aliens or trickery or who knows what all.

Well lets see think I went off on a tangent J  they were explaining some things on the polarity and using temperatures as a example but also said to think about solstice and equinox which do you prefer and I immediately thought well equinoxes but I never knew why but I immediately knew it was because I was seeking balance and that equinoxes are the balance point for the earth’s light so its was natural for me to want to align with her in that way to assist my healing journey.

Then they started talking about the teaching that metaphysics teaches of letting go of negativity and choosing joy or not coming down below neutral into negative emotions.  I always saw this in my mind as negative at the bottom, neutral in the middle, and joy up top, they said put this into the sphere and line, again see negativity at both poles and joy and neutral are both at the line and it was an aha moment that they excel at confusing something that is duality, into the thought that it is polarity.  Polarity puts joy and negativity as opposite, but negativity is not a natural state, only natural states have polarity therefore it is duality, and duality always controls both poles with the same negative thought, idea, behavior, and belief.  Like they would put democrat on one pole and republican on the other and tell us they are polarity and are opposites, when they are both the exact same negative power mongers who enslave us.  All voted to gut our rights with the patriot act for example.  On every issue that matters to the global elite getting more control of us they all vote the same.  They are duality big time J

So the key of that symbol is finding that line for every issue and expanding it to encompass the whole sphere and turn it over to pure divine love, whether it is polarity or duality, because for a polarity it gives us the ability to affect polarity which is our divine right as Dharjas so that part is part of the ascension process to gain those abilities, like controlling the temperature.  For duality is takes the negativity of the duality issue and moves it out of the sphere clearing and purifying it and replacing it with love, also moving us to ascension.  They said that once someone has their sphere activated they can begin the practice of visualizing this even before they have reached the stage of final purification, because it will become a positive habit that will speed things up for their process (now they tell me!)

They were talking later about addiction as example with addiction being at both poles and to quit an addiction you have to find that line and be able to hold it long enough to quit and be free of the compulsion that goes with the addiction to continue, or go back to the thoughts and behaviors, and that every force on the planet that the global elite have put into motion is working against you in that endeavor, but that once all of the sphere is free of the addiction the triangle (in truth pyramid) must follow suit filling it all with love and that then creates the return of balance in relation to the addiction that is the true natural state of the person, it is in the blueprint, as it were, that God holds out for us, and as that love then takes over the pyramid the process creates the SO BELOW energy bringing the full healing ending the addiction forever making that Enochian Star, the Enochian symbol, with that complete, the other circle of energy will naturally form bringing that Michaelian symbol into the picture protecting the person from that duality issue forever, a complete grid of all three orders Melchizeldek, Enoch and Michael that no longer has a line or equator. Completion.  The same is true of a polarity issue when the mel symbol with the line has been completely expanded with love the Enochian Star will form making the SO BELOW then the Michaelian Circle and when this trinity grid is complete the person will have control over the natural polarity in question.

Its universal law and unfortunately the world scumbags have been aware of and using this universal law to control everyone’s personal energy to keep them from finding these truths and using them.

Then they gave me this interesting example that they use against us and it is how they use the duality of good and bad, wanting us to believe they are polarity and we need to choose to be good or bad people.  One aspect they spoke of was like using the bible and the “thou shalt not kill” commandment, but then making exceptions that confuse the masses, like controversial capital punishment, that it’s ok for society to kill people who do bad things, and then there is self defense, which is readily acceptable to people, and then there is accidental, like a car accident, but then we have to decide if there was negligence in that and on and on with juries and no absolute guideline, and then it is all diluted to where we have the abortion debate, and the question of what is life, that they have the world so confused about killing and what is good and what is bad that they either don’t know, or they take a side and are certain they are correct so much so that the good Christian will kill the abortion doctor completely believing he is in the right and good.  That people believing they are good can be just self righteous and arrogant making both good and bad the dualities that inhabit both poles and at that center line is Divine Love, they sure don’t want us to find that, because from divine love we need no laws to tell us how to live.

At any rate I went into meditation in the afternoon and started working on these lines and pushing them out to the sphere and after a while I ran out of them and felt really awesome then I heard someone talking about the brain and saying maybe not today or something so of course I said yes today right now what’s the brain thing.  They said well the brain was a natural polarity of the body left and right and that this same energy should be applied through it to remove the polarity and so I started working that energy and could feel all the information being transferred back and forth like the left brain had every detail of this life and right brain had all the soul knowledge and they went about the transfer until both sides had all knowledge and they became one there was some kind of permanent pathway created for the whole brain to work as one instead of each having its domain or effecting only one side of the body.  A whole “string” of energy was discarded after that, upon the sharing of info it was determined to be useless.  Then I was back to moving lines into sphere again by the hundreds I don’t even know what most of them were, most must have been small stuff then one would come up that was hard to expand that line.  I heard one guide say I don’t think she can get through all that in one session, and another guide say I don’t know she is pretty determined, well I was when I heard that!  I thought I’m not getting up now and dragging these issues for who knows how far into the future I’ll stay in mediation for hours if I have to these things are going now.  So I did get through that batch.

I also got a vision a blueprint of the Divine Love temple of the retreat towards the end and it had a three sided pyramid at the top with some sort of spire then I saw a vision of some surface on it I was not sure what surface it was but it had some kind of ornate design made out of a charcoal colored metal over kind of an painted surface that was somewhat tan with a little yellowish color and looked sort of adobe surfaced hard to explain but really cool.

Then as I came out of meditation they said be really conscious every time a thought comes that is not in alignment with Divine Love visualize expanding that line into a sphere of love.

Now we get to see if any of this makes sense to anyone other than me hahahaha  Suffice to say with this came the knowing that this is a big and important breakthrough to the next stage which is always good!  The feeling was THIS IS IT  this is what I need to know to complete my standing forth.  And here you’ve been drawing it all your life hahaha guess that means you’re here to ascend!!  Go figure J

There are a lot of misconceptions about the Kundalini flow in Eastern Philosophies.  First of all it is seen as a spiraling energy that comes from the root chakra which it affects but is not it’s source.  I think we all probably know the basics of the auric field and 7 basic chakras (although if anyone doesn’t please speak up, there is no level of information required to participate on this list!)  These are the energies that most people are dealing with who are not on an ascension journey.  When a soul comes into a life and they want to have  tremendous spiritual growth, or the potential of ascension, they always plan to open the Kundalini energy flow, which is the first activation of the sacred sphere.

What the Kundalini does, is, it shifts the vibration of your DNA structure. You have a sphere around you that is used in mastery that simply is inactive before the activation of the Kundalini.  On this sphere there are 7 energy centers called the elemental chakras.  One in each of the 4 directions, north is air, west is fire, south is earth, and east is water.   Then you have a body elemental that sits below, a soul elemental that sits within between where the solar plexus and heart chakras are, that connects the soul to the sphere and a divine mind elemental that sits above.  These positions correspond to the 7 totem positions for some of you who may have worked with some of the Native American teachings.  There are also two other totems the primary totems that sit to your right and left.  The original teachings of the medicine wheel are also a way of visualizing the ascension journey and relate the what the Dharljas call the eternal circle

The Kundalini flow is divine energy that enters the body elemental from the higher self and moves up into the root chakra where it activates the DNA creation center that sits slightly higher and on the back side of the body from the root chakra.  This center enacts the shift in vibration programmed in by the higher self while the body was being created in the womb.  In men this is the only time the DNA creation center becomes active, in women the center actives at conception and stays open for about the first 4 weeks of pregnancy for the soul of the baby to attach it’s energies to the body being formed.  Women plan to either have their children before any Kundalini activation, wait until it is complete, or choose to not have children.  The activation of the DNA creation center and shift in vibration during pregnancy beyond the normal 4 weeks would cause loss of the pregnancy.   From there the energy moves upward through all the chakras shifting the vibrational frequency of the DNA as it goes.  When it reaches the soul elemental more energy is added and it continues to move upward until it has moved through the head and leaves through the divine mind elemental chakra above and exits back to the higher self.  This flow then continues forever.  It is a spiral energy and entwines itself around the natural pre Kundalini flow (normal energy flow) that enters the crown chakra on top of the head and goes downward though the chakras exiting the root.

The whole process can take from 6 months to 10 years.  It can begin as early as 6 to 12 months of age.  Many of the very enlightened children that are coming to the planet now have opened their Kundalini fully by the age of  2 or 3.

It is always something we plan for our life and there are a few reasons why.  First higher self must decide how big of a vibrational jump will be made with the Kundalini opening.  The process can be very difficult if a jump that is too large is made.  Many people have died in the process of opening their Kundalini when the higher self either planned to large of a jump, or the person didn’t do the preparation before hand.  What I mean by this is lets say your plan was to start to explore spiritual teachings at the age of 25 and then have your Kundalini begin to open at the age of 35.  If you never started to explore spirituality at 25 that’s 10 years worth of growth and raising your vibration that never occurred.  So when the Kundalini begins to open at 35 you are unprepared for the shift in vibration.  The Kundalini always begins at a prearranged time.  This is one of the misconceptions in the Eastern Philosophy, the belief that you can do anything that will activate the Kundalini flow.  It has been a major frustration of the Yoga community that some without any effort seem to open it while another can spend a whole life of practice and discipline to no avail.

A large vibrational jump can cause intense stress on the body.  Many people recognize the “symptoms” when we talk about it, and realize that their Kundalini has opened, or know exactly where it is in the process. As they have some of the symptoms at each stage, that disappear as mysteriously as they began when the Kundalini moves up to the next stage. 

Stages of the Kundalini and typical issues that may arise:

Root chakra:  colon problems, urinary tract infections, constipation, bad cases can result in colon or prostate cancer.

Navel chakra: Conception problems in woman ovarian cancer, irregular menstrual bleeding, uterine cysts, candida albicans over growth in the intestines, appendicitis, kidney problems, intense discomfort in the minor chakras of the spiritual body that are just below the hip bone in the front on each  side.

Solar Plexus chakra:  gall stones, pancreatic problems, shortness of breath, stomach issues heartburn, ulcers

Heart chakra: palpitations, heart attack (pseudo heart attack in the case of my mother, she had a full blown attack off to the hospital in the ambulance the whole deal.  The paramedics thought she was not doing good when she got to the hospital she had abnormal heart rhythms, typical of cardiac arrest, but upon doing the blood test they could find no evidence that she actually had a heart attack.)  tightness in chest is common.  A feeling of intense pressure on the chest, lung congestion, during both the heart and the throat time period.  A discomfort in the upper minor spiritual chakras that are on the upper chest (slightly up and 1 to 2 inches from the armpit) the discomfort may be felt on the front or in back behind the shoulder blade

Throat chakra: Sore throat, difficulty expressing thoughts, a singer may experience a shift in their voice or an inability to sing for a period.  Thyroid problems, an intense tightness up the spine at the back of the neck, high blood pressure often accompanies this period through the end and may start at the period of the heart chakra.

Mind chakra (third eye)  headaches, vision distortion, a need for glasses, trouble concentrating, pressure in the head the feeling of a band around the forehead, extreme cases aneurysm or stoke

Crown chakra: this is the breakthrough point sometimes people think they are going crazy.  There are often rushes of energy, dizziness, people become ungrounded for a time have trouble staying in their body.

Those are the difficulties however some people have no difficulties and during the process many spiritual gifts begin to open up even for those who do have difficulties.  At the throat for example it is not unusual to develop a new form of  communication with guides, to start writing music or poetry, heart is a common place for people to begin doing spiritual healing work, the root can open up a dialog with the animals or even bring a knowing of how to use certain herbs and knowledge of this nature.  The navel can open new creative gifts, people with no drawing experience for example have started drawing pictures of spirits at this stage or started to make drums and rattles for sacred ceremony that have a very different energy to them, things of this nature.

© 2000 Engtovo Bhodsvatan

The question is what does love look like? This is really a question for every individual seeking a healed relationship

• True love is two people who have seen each other in their perfection!
• It is obvious to anyone and everyone who looks at the two people together.
• No one would question if they were partners.
• When they look into each other’s eyes they cannot help but smile.
• When they are near each other they cannot help but touch.
• When they are apart in a group they will steal glances and smiles across the room.
• It is free of agendas, pure and childlike.
• It happens naturally and there is no need to set up scenarios or control anything. This sight of the Divine Spirit causes the unfoldment.
• It may happen upon meeting for one or both or it could take weeks or months to develop.
• There is friendship that is the best friend relationship for both people. A couple who considers other people to be their best friends will falter in difficulty.
• Old friends for years can go through shifts within themselves that allow them to see each other truly for the first time.
• No other person is affected by attack for love to come forth.
• There are no feelings of competition or barriers to remove as barriers simply are not seen in this state of true love.
• Both people glow from this love.
• Both people are uplifted and inspired.
• Both people improve in their health and vitality.
• True love has honesty and trust in communication and expression.
• Creativity expounds and flows freely within the care of the love.
• Laughter is essential, two people who are not laughing together even in difficult times are not in this state of Divine Love.
• True love breaks the bonds of oppression, it is freedom in truth, it offers a reflection of something greater.

A healed relationship is a four-fold expression.  These four aspects may take time to fully develop but are all essential.

Physical Connection

• Trust in the physical world, safety within the physical expression, freedom from abusive behaviors, trust within the sexual expression, no fear of the other’s touch and physical interaction.
• Movement in the world, how flexible is physical location to both people. Are they compatible on this level?
• Healthy sexual attraction and expression that acknowledges the Divine. Both partners operating within their personal comfort range with out feeling pressured to do something outside their comfort range. Similar sexual drive and desire for the frequency of sexual activity
• Appropriate use of the creation energy that is formed through sexual connection. Procreation in its true form is the ultimate form of manifestation in the physical world. It is the creation of physical life itself. When two people join in sexual union who are not intending to create a new life in the world, this energy must be given intention. To not do so wastes God’s most precious gift to mankind, and the individual creation energy of the individuals involved. Both people must be in agreement of the use for this energy, there can be no covert agendas by one partner. As long as both people are in agreement and the intention is something that will not harm another part of the whole it may be applied to whatever the couple wishes to apply it to.
• Two people who are compatible in the amount and type of non-sexual touching they desire in their life. If one person wants a lot of non sexual touching and the other does not, the one who needs the touching as part of feeling nurtured will always feel unsatisfied. You cannot train someone to give you what you want. It must be their natural affinity.

Mental Connection

• Trust in sharing thoughts and ideas.
• The ability to communicate feelings effectively to one another.
• Honesty about self and your past expressions and future desires.
• Understanding of the partner and the ability to hear them and see their view points even if yours differ.
• Telepathic communication is natural to a healed relationship, finishing each other’s sentences and so forth is a normal expression of this mental connection.
• Anticipating the needs of your partner as your bond grows closer, but this is not based upon one partners expectation of the other it is simply a natural flow of being within each other’s thought flow and energetic patterns.

Emotional Connection

• Trust in opening heart to the other person. Respect!!
• Deep feelings of love. (based on the view of what love looks like shared above)
• Wanting the best for the other person.
• Compassion for the other person and the people this person loves other than you.
• Ability to share fears, especially the ones about the relationship.
• Nurturing your partner because you want to, not out of obligation or guilt.
• Both people allow creativity and inspiration to flow freely.
• The relationship is free of competition or comparison of the partners.
• Family connections and how the couple interacts with the two families involved has to be emotionally ok for both people.
• Shared views on majors issues that effect emotion such as the raising of children - moral issues

Spiritual Connection

• Trust at the deepest spiritual level that you are able to be who you truly are within the relationship.
• Deep and meaningful sharing between the partners, equal level of importance of the relationship in their lives.
• Healed relationships normally form out of a long series of past lives as mates.
• The two people do not necessarily have to share spiritual practice if the level of spiritual importance in their lives is equal and they can find compatibility in their philosophical perspectives on life. However, if both people are pursuing a spiritual path as the primary aspect of their lives, there must be a shared philosophy or two philosophies that harmonize perfectly.

Is that a lot?  YES, it is a lot, and it isn’t going to be maneuvered into place!  The Divine Christ within orchestrates it.  If you look at old relationships honestly, it is glaringly obvious which of these four areas was missing all together or seriously lacking.  By doing this it helps also to assess new relationships as they are forming.  It is really important to talk about all these things and preferably before you begin a sexual relationship with someone. (Assuming that the two people haven’t agreed to a completely no strings sexual encounter, which is a whole other story, that also requires complete honesty and knowing of self)

Hold your relationships up to these truths of love, as well as the four fold expression of love and see how they fit.  Where have they fallen short.  These places are the places to look to heal within.  There is no point to blaming the other person you had a relationship with, even for things that may have been their fault.  It is your own unhealed issues that brought that person to you.  There are no victims.  If you want a monogamous relationship and you brought someone to you who was not monogamous, it is because, despite your desire for monogamy, you do not feel worthy of one person’s dedication.  So you look within to find out why you don’t feel worthy of another person’s dedication.  Is it a parental issue, a past life?  Something you did to someone else previously in this life that left you feeling guilty?  You have to keep exploring the possibilities until you find the demons.  It very well may be all of the above!  It can take time and conscious effort and there may be multiple issues surrounding unhealed relationship patterns.  It can be done, but you have to really want to do it!

Certain manifestations of inner darkness, prevent this true love entering our lives.  This does not mean that people truly in love do not have any inner darkness, simply that the inner darkness they have manifests in different lessons than those that prevent this type of love experience, like control and manipulation.  These two things prevent honesty, an absolute key to the development of true love.  I have worked long and hard on myself with these issues, my whole family has.  It is hard, painful and lonely in a very desperate and longing way, but it does heal as the issues are discovered in their totality within and the core experiences are cleared allowing healing to unfold.  An unhealed relationship is just two people being lonely together!

Sexual predation is not an expression of love, it is unto itself.  We have a responsibility to elevate our sexuality and sexual expression to a higher vibration as we move toward enlightenment.  An old Tibetan teaching given to the monasteries by the Dharljas is;  Before entering a sexual partnership the couple should each seek within to see who the two people in each of their lives are that would be most affected by the choice.  If any of these four people would be deeply harmed then the couple should not commence with the sexual relationship.  This teaching deals with strictly the physical aspect of sexuality not taking into consideration the other aspects of a healed relationship, but is good teaching none the less.  It shows us that our choices for self have consequences beyond self and begins to teach us more on self-responsibility.  Hormones are hormones, we all have them and with long periods of celibacy that many on a spiritual path sometimes have they can get very intense, but to allow them to make the choice for the Divine Spirit instead of the other way around is absurd.  The absurdity of that choice is manifest all around in our current society of imbalance and loss of the sacred.

Info from Enoch Alissandro

Totem crystals are a system of identifying crystal formations and attributes. Everything in our planetary system is interconnected. The various parts of the Earth Mother are connected with the animal species on our planet. We refer to them as totems. The nine totems that follow are the primary crystals that make up the Earth’s crystal population. They are paired together with their animal counterpart, and their totem direction for the Earth. They are the building blocks that all the other totem crystals are founded on.

Left: Spider  - Cluster
Right: Moose - Point
East: Weasel - Citrine
South: Crow - Clear Quartz - Herkimer Diamond
West: Rabbit - Blue Quartz
North: Frog - Amethyst
Above: Brown Bear - Smoky Quartz
Below: Armadillo - Black Quartz
Within: Otter - Rose Quartz - Red Quartz

Totem Crystals AttributesAnt: This crystal is for dimensional integration, Higher Self, Soul and mind as well as all potentials of Higher Self blending energies together preparing for completion. (10 sided face with 10 faces.)

Antelope: Antelope helps you to jump over your personal barriers to do what is in the best and highest good of another, instead of what you would wish for them. (2 - 5 sided faces.)

Armadillo: Armadillo is the keeper of your personal space on all levels. The tough shell of Armadillo allows you to determine where another person ends and you begin. (Armadillo is black quartz and can have other totem attributes as well.)

Badger: Badger is the tool of intense forceful work. This is the totem to focus your energy to a direct and clear intent. (Laser wand, long thin crystal with 3 primary sides coming to a point, makes a ting noise when struck.)

Bald Eagle: The Bald Eagle allows you to send telepathically to another person, or another crystal the energies that are appropriate to the larger crystals totem attributes. (Crystal with an attached flat Dolphin crystal.)

Bat: This crystal signifies a new way of life. It will allow you to release old patterns at the deepest level. (8 sided face with 8 faces.)

Beaver: The dam of the Beaver will allow you to maintain the needed energy at all times. The Beaver crystal assists you to rebuild and maintain your personal energies. (Parallel horizontal lines on the side of the crystal. Foundation Crystal)

Bee: This crystal will assist you to find the beauty in life. To appreciate the simple aspects that make life joyous. It will teach you to seek and share the honey. (10 sided face.)

Black Bear: Black bear will take you into yourself. This crystal is the one of meditation. It holds the key to altered states of consciousness, and can act as the door to God within you. (Diamond shaped face.)

Brown Bear: This is the stone that brings to you intensified healing energies. These energies serve as the foundation for other totem energies. (Smoky Quartz)

Buffalo: Buffalo crystal brings about perfect order to your personal universe. It brings you the focus of your thoughts and allows you to decide if they are still what you desire to manifest. (Point of one crystal growing inside of (into) another crystal)

Butterfly: Butterfly will prepare you to leave your cocoon and learn to express yourself in a way that suits the true you. (9 sided face.)

Cat: This crystal does the same work that the purring kitten does. It brings in pure energy from the universe and sends out focused healing energy to a specific person that you wish to offer this to. (2 - 8 sided faces, 1 - 7 sided face.)

Cougar: The cougar allows for healing to take place for the whole. Cougar crystals show the way to give and receive the healing energies by example. (3 - 8 sided faces.)

Coyote: The teacher of new wisdom and technology, in harmony with the Earth. (11 sided face with 9 or 10 faces.)

Crab: Purpose of the Crab is to help you to deal with drastic change. (Crystal that was growing in one direction and changed direction of growth because of an Earth shift, Up to 90 degrees)

Crow: Crow is the totem attributed to the basic clear quartz. Crow is the mimic and will repeat what is given unto him in accordance with law.

Deer: Helps you to work through emotional issues from this life and past lives. (5 sided face.)

Dinosaur: This crystal holds the strengths of the ages. The most ancient of teachings is easily understood when you meditate with a Dinosaur. (Etchings on side of crystal and occasionally on a face. Looks like deterioration.)

Dog: This crystal is truly man’s best friend. Use it to send forth healing energies to all of the world, for we are all interconnected, and as such, all a brotherhood of best friends. (2 - 8 sided faces.)

Dolphin: This crystal assists in telepathic communication between people and between people, and other species of the Earth, and other races of beings. (Flat crystal.)

Dragonfly: This crystal helps you to see that there is greater depth to life. What is apparent on the surface is not always what is. Inside of every known there is an unknown that is a grand discovery. (Crystal with the illusion of a crystal inside of it, phantom).

Duck: Duck is the crystal of cooperation. It teaches you to allow the negativity to roll right off you. This allows you to find a place of cooperative effort for the good of all. ( 3 individual but connected crystals.)

Elk: Elk is the strength to get through the toughest of Earth plane lessons and life challenges. Elk helps you to make choices during these times to strengthen your character and not be beaten down. This crystal is the most suited to those who are grieving and works in perfect harmony with Otter, rose quartz. (3 - 5 sided faces.)

Falcon: Falcon gives the gift of direction. This crystal shows you where to go, gives you the map of your path and the information you will need to be prepared to take it. (Markings like a topo map on face).

Frog: The Frog is the totem of land and water. He brings the healing water to you to aid you in clearing both yourself and your space. Frog can also have a multitude of other totem attributes. (Amethyst)

Goat: Reality is subjective. Goat can show you the pathways to manifest yourself into other dimensions. (Green Chlorite inside crystal.)

Golden Eagle: Connects you with your Higher Self energies to strengthen communication and relationship to Spirit. (2 points coming out of a single base).

Goose: This crystal is the ideal of mates. Two individual expressions joined together by choice. A perfect crystal to assist you in calling forth this harmonious mate relationship. (2 individual but connected crystals.)

Grizzly Bear: Brings forth healing energies with great intensity and power. (8 sided face).

Grouse: The Grouse holds within in it the magic of the other worlds. From this place you can attract the universal healing energies that live within you, and all around you, from your DNA to the milky way. (Crystal with rutilation inside, fine golden or red hairs)

Hawk: Hawk allows you to go into altered state and receive the message of God. This crystal will help clear away you cobwebs and allow the information to be true. (7 sided face.)

Horse: For generating energy within a room or space. (Crystal with all faces coming to a perfect point at the top.)

Hummingbird: Brings out positive feelings and actions through the colors of the rainbow. (Crystal with a rainbow inside.)

Kangaroo: This is the crystal of nurturing. It is the careful caring for another person; or a personal project, or goal, that is in alignment with the whole. Place this energy into the pouch of the Kangaroo and allow it to come forth perfect, in the fullness of time. (Crystal starting within another crystal and growing outward.)

Lizard: Lizard crystal allows you to walk the Spirit line of no time. Here all things can be known. (Small parallelogram face.)

Lynx: They hold within them the secrets of the universe, for those who are willing to seek their knowledge. (Etched circle on face. 3rd type of Akasha crystal.).

Moose: This is the totem that represents the crystal point as opposed to a cluster. It is focused, yet diverse in it’s nature. It brings with it a full understanding of who it is. This can have any of the totem attributes.

Mouse: The mouse has the seeds of growth that are within all things. Often they go unnoticed. This crystal will bring an awareness of these things to the surface. (Crystal specs seeds, usually on the back of crystal. Can be on the face also.)

Opossum: This crystal gives and receives of the Creator. Bringing forth to the one using it, a healing of the fear that keeps them from giving. Then teaching them in fullness how to return the gift by sending pure love back to the Creator. (2 - 7 sided faces, 1 - 8 sided face)

Otter: Otter offers the gentle emotional healing that all people on the planet are in need of. It is available with many of the totem attributes. (Rose quartz.)

Owl: Though small in size don’t be fooled by the owl. Owl holds the wisdom of the ages. These little Owl clusters may have every other totem crystal that exists. If only you had a microscope to check them all. (Clusters that are very tiny. In the size the average size points would have 5 or 6 points, where the Owl crystal could have 50. These clusters usually contain all or many of the other totem crystals. The primary way to find them is by size and feel. If you put one cluster in one hand and another cluster in the other the Owl cluster will stand out as far more powerful.)

Panther: Allows the energy to flow freely without blockage. Panther is quick and it’s hunt unknown. Allow it to clear your energies! (Double terminated, point at each end)

Phoenix: Phoenix crystals can offer total transformation. They bring forth the higher tachion energies that allow for exponential growth. These energies must be consciously turned on, or off by the user. (Known as Tachion Crystal. More than 9 sided face with 8 or less faces. Usually has Squirrel or Beaver marks affecting the face.)

Porcupine: This crystal allows the gift of letting go of past hurts and returning to a simpler place of joy within your being. You still have your quills, but you are brought to the awareness that you no longer need to use them. This defensive stance no longer suits you, when you allow this crystal to work it’s love on you. (Crystal that has been broken and has self healed.)

Rabbit: This crystal allows you to learn that you are a valuable piece of the whole. You are not replaceable in the eyes of the Creator. The work you do is unique and yours alone. This crystal can have any of the other totem attributes. (Blue quartz)Raven: This crystal teaches you to become one with the Creator. To put aside all thoughts of separation, and see that there can be no separation. The Creator would not be whole without your valuable part of the puzzle. (Crystal growing completely through another crystal. In one side, out the other.)

Robin: Robin crystals hold the key to ending the tears of physical life and choosing the joy of song. Allow Robin to show you the way to this place of harmony. (Long drawn out oval to teardrop shapes on a face, always many together.)

Salmon: The Salmon is the species messenger for the waters. It sends forth the messages you wish others to know, whether it’s in body, Spirit, or the universe. (2 - 7 sided faces.)

Seagull: This crystal holds the step to ascension, as the steps rise the seagull soars to greater heights within you. (Fissures inside the crystal along the back going up from biggest on bottom to smaller on top appearing to be steps.)

Sheep: This crystal shows you how to be part of the flock, but maintain the ability to move beyond the flock when they are out of harmony with the Creator. (Grey Chlorite like substance inside crystal.)

Skunk: Skunk crystal will teach you to walk your own path without the interference of the desire to please others, or live up to their expectations of you. (Crystal treated with gold, Aqua Aura)

Spider: Spider represents the web of creation. It is the crystal cluster, and how the many have come together to do the work together. Clusters can have hundreds of totem attributes to assist you on your path.

Squirrel: By dipping into the knowing of this crystal, you will find the wisdom of past lives. This allows for the preparation of future growth, and use of this wisdom to aid the present. (A dip on the side of the crystal and sometimes the face.)

Swan: Swan can help you in past life regression or in future journeys. Surrender yourself to the universal plan and open your heart to the swan’s energies. (Crystal that has Tourmaline inside, tourmalinated)

Tiger: The scratch of the tiger, brings you the motivation to move out of a place of apathy, and begin to do the work that needs to be done. (What appears to be a cut going part way across a face).

Turkey: This crystal can have other totem attributes as well as the special stone that lives within it’s being. When you combine these attributes, and the energies of the particular stone encased in the crystal, you will find that each has it’s own unique path to honor. (A stone suspended within the crystal, such as Pyrite).

Turtle: When the planet began, turtle island represented the oldest knowing of our journey. Turtle represents the Earth experience. The Turtle crystal comes to those who assisted in creating the density of the Earth Mother’s body. They are the Earth Builders and these crystals are a gift to them from the Earth Mother. They will assist them to know fully who they are. (9 sided face, 9 faces)

Weasel: This crystal brings you information from right and left brain. It creates balance and unity for self and in relationships. It can have many other totem attributes. (Citrine)

Whale: Whale crystals help you to access all the records of the Earth. Whether they be of a personal nature or a planetary nature. (Etched triangles on face. 2nd type of Akasha crystal)

White Eagle: This crystal can have every teaching known on the Earth plane or can be created from the universal with a specific groupings of teachings, dependant on the time period offered. There are only a few thousand of them on the Earth. (11 sided face, 11 faces. Known as a master teaching crystal. They are not grown in the earth, they are created directly from the universal.)

White Buffalo: This crystal is the very nature of creation and the wholeness of all life. Suspended completely within the larger crystal, the Creator, is the smaller crystal, the Spirit of man, in the image of the Father. Perfect and cared for in every way by the Father. This crystal aids in learning how to receive every good desire. (One crystal totally suspended within another crystal, not a phantom)

Wolf: Set a Wolf crystal on your bed side, ask a question to Spirit, and in the morning this crystal will offer you the answer. We are all teachers and students. Wolf honors both sides of this equation. You can put forth the question of another to the crystal and ask that the answer be offered them when they awaken. (3 - 7 sided faces)

Wolverine: This crystal offers focus of what ever energies you send through it, and within the attributes of the other totems involved. It is a healing wand in intention and is here to serve the planetary people. (Long thin crystal that makes a ting noise like the badger, but is normal configuration and may have other totem attributes. Known as a healing wand.)

Worm: These crystals hold information for all to use, however they are accessed most easily by the universal Souls, as most of the information is beyond the planetary experience. They hold the universal laws and the history of all of creation. (Mountainous markings on face. Pointed and rounded, 1st type of Akasha crystal.)

Zebra: The zebra will tell you about all of his brethren. He can help you to call to you the stones and crystals you are most in need of and can teach you the ways to use all of them for personal growth and healing. He knows of the ways to combine them in harmony to assist the whole. (Known as the Species Communicator. Diagonal stripes down face that alternated between clear and semi-clear/textured. They will always have at least 2 of the 3 Akasha crystal totem attributes. They are often double terminated, but sometimes short and stubby. They are often cougar or wolf crystals as well.)

Fox/Snake: This crystal appears to have no or few totem attribute when acquired. However, as time passes and the camouflage is released, reinspection shows dramatic changes. Sometimes these crystals will totally transmute themselves into what the keeper of the crystal is in need of. They can also come to you clouded completely and in time show themselves to have hidden treasures.

Identifying Totem CrystalsCrystal Configurations

A wand with 3 primary sides much larger than the other 3 sides coming to a pyramid type point. Make a ting sound when gently hit against each other. Known as laser wands. BADGER

A wand with more traditional 6 sided configuration. May or may not make the ting sound. May have numerous totem attributes. WOLVERINE

Flat Crystal. DOLPHIN

Crystal with attached Dolphin crystal. BALD EAGLE

Crystal whose direction of growth has changed dramatically, up to 90 degrees. CRAB

2 individual but connected crystals. GOOSE

3 individual but connected crystals. DUCK

2 crystal points coming out of a single base. GOLDEN EAGLE

All faces come to a perfect point. HORSE

Both ends of the crystal are pointed. (Double terminated) PANTHER

Crystal that has healed from a break of some kind. PORCUPINE

Faces

1 - 5 sided face. DEER

2 - 5 sided faces. ANTELOPE

3 - 5 sided faces. ELK

1 - 7 sided face. HAWK

2 - 7 sided faces. SALMON

3 - 7 sided faces. WOLF

2 - 7 sided faces, 1 - 8 sided face. OPOSSUM

1 - 8 sided face. GRIZZLY BEAR

2 - 8 sided faces. DOG

3 - 8 sided faces. COUGAR

2 - 8 sided faces, 1 - 7 sided face. CAT

1 - 8 sided face with 8 faces. BAT

1 - 9 sided face. BUTTERFLY

1 - 9 sided face with 9 faces. TURTLE

1 - 10 sided face. BEE

1 - 10 sided face with 10 faces. ANT

1 - 11 sided face with 9 or 10 faces. COYOTE

1 - 11 sided face with 11 faces. WHITE EAGLE

Face with more than 9 sides with 8 or less faces. PHOENIX

Diamond shaped face. BLACK BEAR

Parallelogram face. LIZARD

Markings on outside of crystal

Parallel horizontal lines on side. BEAVER

Etchings on side and occasionally face. Looks like deterioration. DINOSAUR

A dip on side and sometimes face. SQUIRREL

Crystal specs (seeds), usually on back of crystal, but can be anywhere. MOUSE

Topo map type markings on face. FALCON

Long drawn out oval to teardrop shape markings on face. There are always many together. ROBIN

What appears to be a cut part way across the face. TIGER

Akasha Crystals:

Mountainous markings on face. WORM

Etched triangles on face. WHALE

Etched circle on face. LYNX

Diagonal stripes down face alternating clear semi- clear/textured. Has at least 2 of the 3 record keeper markings. ZEBRA

Within the crystal

Illusion of another crystal inside. (Phantom DRAGONFLY

Rainbow inside. HUMMINGBIRD

Green chlorite inside. GOAT

Grey chlorite like substance inside. SHEEP

Rutilation inside. (Small golden or red threads) GROUSE

Tourmaline inside. (Tourmalinated) SWAN

Fissures inside, along back that appear to be a stairway. SEAGULL

Crystal growing from inside a 2nd crystal, with the point protruding. KANGAROO

Crystal growing into a 2nd crystal, the point inside the 2nd crystal. BUFFALO

Crystal growing completely through a 2nd crystal, in one side out the other. RAVEN

Stone suspended within a crystal (such as pyrite) TURKEY

Crystal totally suspended within a larger crystal (not a phantom) WHITE BUFFALO

Other

Aqua colored crystal treated with gold. (aqua aura) SKUNK

Tiny cluster with a large amount of tiny totem crystals. Very powerful compared to a normal cluster. OWL

A crystal that has none of these attributes is a crow, but could still show itself to be a FOX / SNAKE

More than 3 points together is a cluster SPIDER

© Copyright 1991 Engtovo Bhodsvatan

I am Tohawka, I come to you today to speak on the issue of healing.  There are many on this earth plane who now seek forms of healing other than what you would call this medical profession.  Understand me when I say that there are many who are healed by these doctors of yours and they do a great service in most cases.  There is perhaps, an area that they do not work with because it is one of spirit.  ALL illness or dis-ease is a problem of spirit, most of which is karma.  The karma to be worked out this lifetime is determined prior to your incarnating on this plane.  It is determined, by the Higher Self, that you will work out certain karma for the overall Spirit’s growth.  This karma can take several forms.  Alcoholism, drugs, yeast infection, cancer, indeed all forms of illness.  It may be decided that you will have an illness such as cancer, for say five years, and then this karmic debt will be cleared.  Those who get well by going to a medical doctor are those who have fulfilled their karmic debt.  That is why  people, on your plane, at times, have these recurrences of things such as cancer, for their karmic debt has not been balanced.

There are many on this earth plane who are excellent at healing, but, it must be understood that only those people who have balanced their karma will get well.  It doesn’t matter who is the healer or how great their power.  All karma can be erased or balanced by wisdom.  It is for this reason that I write to you now.  Through understanding this karma and why you bring this illness to yourself you can work toward balancing this and heal yourself.  This is also an important area I wish to discuss.  You must understand that you may go to any and all people of healing and nothing will happen until you are ready to have it happen.  The reality of healing is that YOU heal yourself.  No other person or spirit can heal you.  These people of healing are in most cases instrumental in helping you, but, you are the one that actually did the healing.  Do you see?

A physical form is merely a reflection of the spirit that resides within.  When the spirit is healed, the body responds in kind, so to speak.  All things are possible when one gains the wisdom.